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Commie
She was fantastic.
She was fantastic.
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She
was
my
first
love.
It
was
the
first
time I fell in
love.
The one who
played a male role.
..
When she
played a male role.
Her.
So, yeah,
I don
't
think I can do it
.
So, yeah,
it didn
't
work out
.
You're quick to give up, huh?
You're quick to give up, huh?
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I'm happy just supporting you, Emi
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I'm happy just supporting you, Emi
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Knock it off already.
Honestly...
Emi
-chan
, the transfer student, was just
so, so
cool.
Emi
, the transfer student, was just
ridiculously
cool.
She was so fashionable and so well-spoken.
She was so fashionable and so well-spoken.
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I was absolutely
stunned
by how confidently she carried herself.
I was absolutely
mesmerized
by how confidently she carried herself.
It was always a foregone conclusion that she'd pursue the revue school.
It was always a foregone conclusion that she'd pursue the revue school.
Ecchan, I made it!
Ecchan, I made it!
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I got
accepted
to Awajima!
Huh?
I got
in
to Awajima!
Mom, Mom! Get this!
Mom, Mom! Get this!
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Emi
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got into Awajima!
Emi
got into Awajima!
Emi
-chan's the best!
Emi
's the best!
Emi-chan
's the best!
What's Awajima?
What's Awajima?
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Emi-chan's the best!
Y'
know, that school for singing
and
what
not.
You
know, that school for singing
or
what
not.
Oh
, the one Etsuko was making a fuss about going to.
Ah
, the one Etsuko was making a fuss about going to.
What a silly thing to do.
What a silly thing to do.
Going there won't make her a star or anything.
Going there won't make her a star or anything.
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Emi-chan's the best!
Can I go watch her perform
if I pass my
college
entrance exam
?
Can I go watch her perform
when I'm in
college
?
I wanna cheer her on.
I wanna cheer her on.
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Emi-chan's going to be performing?
Are you sure she's gonna perform?
At their newcomer's show.
They have one for only the first-years.
Emi-chan's guaranteed to get
the lead role!
And I just know she'll land
the lead role!
I
have to
snag a front-row seat!
I
gotta
snag a front-row seat!
She might be playing a scarecrow.
She might be playing a scarecrow.
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This
is
n't some school play
, you know!
This
ai
n't some school play
!
You
'd never
get that
at Awajima
.
That
'd never
happen
at Awajima
!
I scanned the stage for Emi
-chan.
I scanned the stage for Emi
.
Thinking back on it,
she
would
ha
ve called me
if she
were performing.
I figured
she
hadn't gotten a role yet.
So I figured she just wasn't getting parts yet
.
She
would
'
ve called me
ahead of time
if she
did
.
I decided that as soon as I got word of her
first show,
I decided that as soon as I got word of her
debut, I'd
use
my very first paycheck to buy her a gift
to celebrate.
I would
use
what money I was making
to celebrate.
But t
he
call
never
came
.
T
he
phone still
never
rang
.
Oh dear, you didn't know?
Oh dear, you didn't know?
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I heard Emi
-chan
quit a long time ago.
I heard Emi
quit a long time ago.
She left the dorm before she ever made it into a show there.
She left the dorm before she ever made it into a show there.
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Her uncle has a shop in Hiroshima
Her uncle has a shop in Hiroshima
where she
works.
where she
's been w
aiting tables, apparently.
W
aiting tables, apparently.
It takes
talent
to make it
in that
world, you understand
.
You know how it is. Only the most
talent
ed people can survive
in that
industry
.
Don't say that like
Emi-chan
isn't talented!
Don't say that like
she
isn't talented!
Mom doesn't know anything
. She has no idea what
she's
talking about
.
Mom doesn't know anything
, yet
she's
always running her mouth
.
I guess Emi
-chan
hasn't said anything because she doesn't want to face me.
I guess Emi
hasn't said anything because she doesn't want to face me.
Two hours to Hiroshima...
Two hours to Hiroshima...
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It's
close enough
that I could go visit,
Not
close enough
for me to drop by and see her.
but it f
eels like she's gone off to some faraway land that I've never heard of.
F
eels like she's gone off to some faraway land that I've never heard of.
After that, I
found
a job,
married
through an arranged
introduction
,
After that, I
got
a job,
found a husband
through an arranged
marriage meeting
,
and became the mother of two boys.
and became the mother of two boys.
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I never
saw Emi
-chan
again
until
her funeral.
When I finally
saw Emi
again
,
it was at
her funeral.
She had a family of her own.
She had a family of her own.
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I
gave
my
regards
to her husband and sons
,
I
felt a little relieved as I paid
my
respects
to her husband and sons
.
and I felt a little relieved
.
Emi
hadn
't
been
alone.
Emi
-chan wasn
't
alone.
Had
I
felt
sorry for her?
Was
I
feeling
sorry for her?
Excuse me!
Excuse me!
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Might
your maiden name
be
Onoda?
By any chance, is
your maiden name
Onoda?
I apologize for stopping you.
I apologize for stopping you.
No, that's fine.
No, that's fine.
But, well...
But, well...
It isn't.
It isn't.
My maiden name is Takehara.
My maiden name is Takehara.
My last name is Uragami now.
My last name is Uragami now.
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O-Oh no! You're going to
be
soaked!
O-Oh no! You're going to
get
soaked!
I'm
very
sorry for
the imposition
.
I'm
so
sorry for
being rude earlier
.
No
,
thank
you for
offering to let
me in.
No
.
If anything, I should be
thank
ing
you for
inviting
me in.
I've been asking other women around the same age the same thing.
I've been asking other women around the same age the same thing.
What's this?
What's this?
A letter I found after my wife's passing.
A letter I found after my wife's passing.
It was no less than an apology and a confession.
It was no less than an apology and a confession.
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The cherry blossoms fell with such little hesitation
The cherry blossoms fell with such little hesitation
.
I wished my flesh would crumble away with the same decisiveness.
I wished my flesh would crumble away with the same decisiveness.
The day I quit Awajima, I was lonely.
The day I quit Awajima, I was lonely.
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Rather..
.
No, scratch that
.
There wasn't a single day when I wasn't lonely.
There wasn't a single day when I wasn't lonely.
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Emi
-san
...
Emi
...
I...
I...
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry...
It's fine.
It's fine.
I made this decision myself.
I made this decision myself.
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I'm just glad you came to see me, Onoda
-san
.
I'm just glad you came to see me, Onoda
.
I don't know what happened between her and my wife.
I don't know what happened between her and my wife.
Or what my wife wrote in reply.
Or what my wife wrote in reply.
If she ever did, for that matter.
If she ever did, for that matter.
I would've preferred to stay out of it.
I would've preferred to stay out of it.
To be honest, I wished I hadn't even seen it.
To be honest, I wished I hadn't even seen it.
Behold.
Behold.
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If it isn't
Emi
Okabe
, the scholarship student.
If it isn't
Okabe
Emi
, the scholarship student.
Look at you, walking
so proudly
down the center of the hallway
.
Look at you, walking
down the center of the hallway
like you own the place
.
Hey,
I hear
Kumada's
still
playing favorites with you.
Hey,
Kumada's
clearly
playing favorites with you.
Is that who
you g
a
ve
your virginity
to
?
Did
you g
i
ve
him
your virginity
or something
?
Wait, Katsurako
-san
!
Wait, Katsurako
!
I couldn't protect you.
I couldn't protect you.
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Y
ou were
so beautiful, and yet..
.
Even though y
ou were
such a wonderful person
.
I'm
a
loner
and a weakling
.
I'm
just a cowardly
loner
.
What
...
?
What
?
I spat on you.
I spat on you.
Please apologize!
Please apologize!
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Why should I apologize?
Why should I apologize?
!
I've tolerated her long enough.
I've tolerated her long enough.
I brushed off all her childish behavior.
I brushed off all her childish behavior.
I told myself it was nothing.
I told myself it was nothing.
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It's not like I'm a grown
-up,
either!
It's not like I'm a grown
up
either!
I hate
her
guts.
I wish
she
'd
drop dead.
I hate
people like
her
.
No.
..
I wish
they
'd
just die!
No.
That's not the point!
That's not the point!
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Y
ou can't
cross Ibuki-san
!
Ibuki's the one person y
ou can't
piss off
!
She
has loads of bad
friends
!
She
's
friends
with some really bad people!
She
'll do horrible things to you.
They
'll do horrible things to you.
Especially
to someone as
pretty
as you, Emi-san...
Especially
since you're so
pretty
.
She
will.
I know they
will.
She
will.
They
will.
Onoda
-san...
Onoda
.
She didn't
do something to you
, did she?
Did they
do something to you
?
Hey
.
Tell me
.
You're the one
Katsurako
Ibuki
hurt, aren't you?
You're the one
Ibuki
Katsurako
hurt, aren't you?
No.
..
No.
She
didn't do anything to me.
They
didn't do anything to me.
But if something ever happened to you...
But if something ever happened to you...
I think I might die.
I think I might die.
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"Was it really
Katsurako
Ibuki
who put you in that situation?
"
"Was it really
Ibuki
Katsurako
who put you in that situation?
"
Perhaps she was the catalyst.
"
Perhaps she was the catalyst.
"
But I think I was the one who drove you out of Awajima.
"
But I think I was the one who drove you out of Awajima.
"
I was afraid of you.
"
I was afraid of you.
"
I was in love with you.
"
And
I was in love with you.
"
How many more times will I fall in love, only to be betrayed by my own emotions?
"
How many more times will I fall in love, only to be betrayed by my own emotions?
"
Just thinking about it
scares
me
."
Just thinking about it
gives
me
the chills.
"And I can't imagine
that
any o
the
r
will ever surpass my love for you.
"
But I know
that
none of
the
m
will ever surpass my love for you.
"
I'm terrified of people like you
, so
beautiful inside and out.
"
I'm terrified of people like you
who are
beautiful inside and out.
"
I wish I
had
never seen the Awajima Revue
Troupe
perform
that day.
"
I wish I
'd
never seen the Awajima Revue
perform
ance
that day.
"
I should
have
never dreamed so big."
I should
n't
have
gotten my hopes up like that.
"I curse
the fact that we were alive at the same time.
"
I despise
the fact that we were alive at the same time.
"
I've finally
decided
that a selfish life like mine ought to be extinguished."
I've finally
come to the conclusion
that a selfish life like mine ought to be extinguished."
I
ought
to
have visited
Emi
-chan
.
I
should've gone
to
see
Emi
.
Not that I can be sure it would
ha
ve changed anything.
Not that I can be sure it would
'
ve changed anything.
I didn't want to see Emi
-chan
so defeated because it was just too much of a bother.
I didn't want to see Emi
so defeated because it was just too much of a bother.
How was I even to
know what to say to her
?
I just didn't
know what to say to her
.
Emi-chan
was
so, so
cool.
She
was
ridiculously
cool.
I couldn't bring myself to see her after she'd
wandered astray
.
I couldn't bring myself to see her after she'd
lost her spark
.
Onoda
-san
is in room 301.
Onoda
is in room 301.
What an idiot.
What an idiot.
I'm sorry for shocking you.
I'm sorry for shocking you.
But I meant what I said.
But I meant what I said.
I thought you'd really died.
I thought you'd really died.
I will.
I will.
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It's time
.
Soon
.
I'm
just
glad you came to see me
in
the end.
I'm
glad you came to see me
at
the end.
I
won't
forgive you
if you die.
Dying
won't
make me
forgive you
.
I'm already beyond forgiveness
.
Well, I did something unforgivable
.
Not that I'm in any position to say this,
but Awajima isn't everything.
Not that I'm in any position to say this,
I
want
you
to
becom
e
a star.
but Awajima isn't everything.
The ones who
drove
me
to
this
were
Katsurako
Ibuki
, you, and myself.
I
hope
you
keep chasing your dream of
becom
ing
a star.
The ones who
put
me
in
this
situation
were
Ibuki
Katsurako
, you, and myself.
We've been looking for an excuse.
We've been looking for an excuse.
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Someone to blame for
our failure to find happiness
.
Someone to blame for
why we couldn't be happy
.
It's like some
old
kayokyoku
ballad.
It's like some
sad,
old
ballad.
That doesn't mean I'll forgive any of you.
That doesn't mean I'll forgive any of you.
Nor will I ever forgive myself.
Nor will I ever forgive myself.
I came to tell you that.
I came to tell you that.
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You really are
beautiful.
You really are
a wonderful person, you know that?
You were my first love.
You were my first love.
Did you see her?
Did you see her?
I did! She's so pretty!
I did! She's so pretty!
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We're
going to
be in the same vocal class
.
We're
gonna
be in the same vocal class
, so
I'm
definitely
gonna talk to her.
I'm
gonna talk to her.
No fair!
I wanna talk to her
too!
No fair!
Me
too!
I'm
Ibuki
Katsurako
.
I'm
Katsurako
Ibuki
.
I'
m
in the dorm room next to yours
, so l
et me know if you ever need anything.
I'
ll be
in the dorm room next to yours
.
L
et me know if you ever need anything.
Thanks.
Thanks.
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There
really are perfect
people
.
Some people
really are perfect
.
Right?
Right?
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Looks like Okabe
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's getting the lead role in the
joint class.
Looks like Okabe
's getting the lead role in the
upcoming
joint class.
But Onoda
-san
's playing
the other lead
.
But Onoda
's playing
one of
the other lead
s
.
Ew!
Ew!
Come on, cut it out.
Come on, cut it out.
I hate to say it, but she's out of her league.
I hate to say it, but she's out of her league.
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CR She was fantastic. She was my first love. The one who played a male role... Her. So, yeah, it didn't work out. You're quick to give up, huh? I'm happy just supporting you, Emi-chan. Knock it off already. Emi-chan, the transfer student, was just so, so cool. She was so fashionable and so well-spoken. I was absolutely stunned by how confidently she carried herself. It was always a foregone conclusion that she'd pursue the revue school. Ecchan, I made it! I got accepted to Awajima! Mom, Mom! Get this! Emi-chan got into Awajima! Emi-chan's the best! Emi-chan's the best! What's Awajima? Emi-chan's the best! You know, that school for singing or what not. Ah, the one Etsuko was making a fuss about going to. What a silly thing to do. Going there won't make her a star or anything. Emi-chan's the best! Can I go watch her perform when I'm in college? I wanna cheer her on. Emi-chan's going to be performing? At their newcomer's show. Emi-chan's guaranteed to get the lead role! I have to snag a front-row seat! She might be playing a scarecrow. This isn't some school play, you know! You'd never get that at Awajima. I scanned the stage for Emi-chan. Thinking back on it, she would have called me if she were performing. So I figured she just wasn't getting parts yet. I decided that as soon as I got word of her first show, I would use what money I was making to celebrate. The phone still never rang. Oh dear, you didn't know? I heard Emi-chan quit a long time ago. She left the dorm before she ever made it into a show there. Her uncle has a shop in Hiroshima where she's been waiting tables, apparently. It takes talent to make it in that world, you understand. Don't say that like Emi-chan isn't talented! Mom doesn't know anything. She has no idea what she's talking about. I guess Emi-chan hasn't said anything because she doesn't want to face me. Two hours to Hiroshima... It's close enough that I could go visit, but it feels like she's gone off to some faraway land that I've never heard of. After that, I found a job, married through an arranged introduction, and became the mother of two boys. I never saw Emi-chan again until her funeral. She had a family of her own. I gave my regards to her husband and sons, and I felt a little relieved. Emi-chan wasn't alone. Was I feeling sorry for her? Excuse me! Might your maiden name be Onoda? I apologize for stopping you. No, that's fine. But, well... It isn't. My maiden name is Takehara. My last name is Uragami now. O-Oh no! You're going to be soaked! I'm very sorry for the imposition. No, thank you for offering to let me in. I've been asking other women around the same age the same thing. What's this? A letter I found after my wife's passing. It was no less than an apology and a confession. The cherry blossoms fell with such little hesitation I wished my flesh would crumble away with the same decisiveness. The day I quit Awajima, I was lonely. Rather... There wasn't a single day when I wasn't lonely. Emi-san... I... I'm sorry. I'm sorry... It's fine. I made this decision myself. I'm just glad you came to see me, Onoda-san. I don't know what happened between her and my wife. Or what my wife wrote in reply. If she ever did, for that matter. I would've preferred to stay out of it. To be honest, I wished I hadn't even seen it. Behold. If it isn't Emi Okabe, the scholarship student. Look at you, walking so proudly down the center of the hallway. Hey, I hear Kumada's still playing favorites with you. Is that who you gave your virginity to? Wait, Katsurako-san! I couldn't protect you. You were so beautiful, and yet... I'm a loner and a weakling. What...? I spat on you. Please apologize! Why should I apologize? I've tolerated her long enough. I brushed off all her childish behavior. I told myself it was nothing. It's not like I'm a grown-up, either! I hate her guts. I wish she'd drop dead. No... That's not the point! You can't cross Ibuki-san! She has loads of bad friends! She'll do horrible things to you. Especially to someone as pretty as you, Emi-san... She will. She will. Onoda-san... She didn't do something to you, did she? Hey. You're the one Katsurako Ibuki hurt, aren't you? No... She didn't do anything to me. But if something ever happened to you... I think I might die. "Was it really Katsurako Ibuki who put you in that situation?" "Perhaps she was the catalyst." "But I think I was the one who drove you out of Awajima." "I was afraid of you." "I was in love with you." "How many more times will I fall in love, only to be betrayed by my own emotions?" "Just thinking about it scares me." "And I can't imagine that any other will ever surpass my love for you." "I'm terrified of people like you, so beautiful inside and out." "I wish I had never seen the Awajima Revue Troupe perform that day." "I should have never dreamed so big." "I curse the fact that we were alive at the same time." "I've finally decided that a selfish life like mine ought to be extinguished." I ought to have visited Emi-chan. Not that I can be sure it would have changed anything. I didn't want to see Emi-chan so defeated because it was just too much of a bother. How was I even to know what to say to her? Emi-chan was so, so cool. I couldn't bring myself to see her after she'd wandered astray. Onoda-san is in room 301. What an idiot. I'm sorry for shocking you. But I meant what I said. I thought you'd really died. I will. It's time. I'm just glad you came to see me in the end. I won't forgive you if you die. I'm already beyond forgiveness. Not that I'm in any position to say this, but Awajima isn't everything. I want you to become a star. The ones who drove me to this were Katsurako Ibuki, you, and myself. We've been looking for an excuse. Someone to blame for our failure to find happiness. It's like some old kayokyoku ballad. That doesn't mean I'll forgive any of you. Nor will I ever forgive myself. I came to tell you that. You really are beautiful. You were my first love. Did you see her? I did! She's so pretty! We're going to be in the same vocal class. I'm gonna talk to her. No fair! Me too! I'm Katsurako Ibuki. I'll be in the dorm room next to yours. Let me know if you ever need anything. Thanks. There really are perfect people. Right? Looks like Okabe-san's getting the lead role in the joint class. But Onoda-san's playing the other lead. Ew! Come on, cut it out. I hate to say it, but she's out of her league. I know. Have you never even seen her perform? She's better than any of you. Gracious! Don't run in the hospital! I'm sorry. Can you apologize? Sorry! She looks like Ecchan. I'm gonna come see you when I'm in college! I hope she's doing all right. I couldn't keep our promise. I'm sorry. You're late, dickwad. What's up? There was a gorgeous lady crying on the bus. Mom! Phone! Yikes, it's already dark out! Who is it? Auntie Takehara. Hey, you! Been a while. You ought to come visit sometime. Huh? What? Kinue? You mean little Kinue-chan? No way! She's applying to Awajima?! It's going to be tough, though! You know how her dad's been gung-ho about getting her into a classy girls' school? He's furious. "An entertainment school? Are you serious?" What nonsense! You just leave this to me! I'll give her all the backup she needs! I know where all that man's skeletons are. I need to talk to Kinue someday. It was always a foregone conclusion that she'd pursue the revue school. Thanks, Auntie. To be honest, I was really close to having a meltdown. You've given me the boost I needed. How are you going to survive if you're already having a meltdown now? Things are about to get a lot more demanding. Hey, wanna all go shopping together sometime? Sounds good. Oh, but we need to submit that campus leave thing. Gosh, what a pain. It'd be one thing if it was just a pain, but we have to deal with the Demon Instructor. I hate this. Start with rock! Rock, paper... I always lose when it counts. Same. Why is that? Murakami-san. Yes? Have you resubmitted your homework? Oh, I totally forgot! Sheesh. I'll give you until 5 PM. Hurry up, please. Wha?! That's my line, Momo-chin, you dummy! Is Ibuki-sensei really that scary? She's beyond scary. She's a terror of a demon instructor. That's what one of the upperclassmen said, so we dropped the "terror" part and called her the Demon Instructor. Campus leave, huh? Where are you going? The Minato-dori shopping arcade, and we're hoping the seaside, ma'am! That's it, I swear! We won't get into any trouble! I never suggested you would. Although that is a good thing to keep in mind. Be careful, and be back by curfew. Y-Yes, ma'am. Thank you. Pardon me. The heck? She wasn't particularly scary. That's a surprise. She sounds awful from what my mom told me. Oh, right, Waka-chan wouldn't know. Zawa-chan's mom went to Awajima too. She graduated with Ibuki-sensei. That's amazing! Not at all. She said she only ever got small roles. No way! That's plenty awesome! You're second-generation! Ibuki-sensei's third-generation, you know. There was her grandma, her mom, and then her. My mom says she's always been scary. I bet. She said she didn't like her much, either. Was she a bully? No, she was their ringleader. Like, you can kinda see it, right?
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Commie She was fantastic. It was the first time I fell in love. When she played a male role. So, yeah, I don't think I can do it. You're quick to give up, huh? I'm happy just supporting you, Emi. Honestly... Emi, the transfer student, was just ridiculously cool. She was so fashionable and so well-spoken. I was absolutely mesmerized by how confidently she carried herself. It was always a foregone conclusion that she'd pursue the revue school. Ecchan, I made it! Huh? I got into Awajima! Mom, Mom! Get this! Emi got into Awajima! Emi's the best! What's Awajima? Y'know, that school for singing and whatnot. Oh, the one Etsuko was making a fuss about going to. What a silly thing to do. Going there won't make her a star or anything. Can I go watch her perform if I pass my college entrance exam? I wanna cheer her on. Are you sure she's gonna perform? They have one for only the first-years. And I just know she'll land the lead role! I gotta snag a front-row seat! She might be playing a scarecrow. This ain't some school play! That'd never happen at Awajima! I scanned the stage for Emi. I figured she hadn't gotten a role yet. She would've called me ahead of time if she did. I decided that as soon as I got word of her debut, I'd use my very first paycheck to buy her a gift to celebrate. But the call never came. Oh dear, you didn't know? I heard Emi quit a long time ago. She left the dorm before she ever made it into a show there. Her uncle has a shop in Hiroshima where she works. Waiting tables, apparently. You know how it is. Only the most talented people can survive in that industry. Don't say that like she isn't talented! Mom doesn't know anything, yet she's always running her mouth. I guess Emi hasn't said anything because she doesn't want to face me. Two hours to Hiroshima... Not close enough for me to drop by and see her. Feels like she's gone off to some faraway land that I've never heard of. After that, I got a job, found a husband through an arranged marriage meeting, and became the mother of two boys. When I finally saw Emi again, it was at her funeral. She had a family of her own. I felt a little relieved as I paid my respects to her husband and sons. Emi hadn't been alone. Had I felt sorry for her? Excuse me! By any chance, is your maiden name Onoda? I apologize for stopping you. No, that's fine. But, well... It isn't. My maiden name is Takehara. My last name is Uragami now. O-Oh no! You're going to get soaked! I'm so sorry for being rude earlier. No. If anything, I should be thanking you for inviting me in. I've been asking other women around the same age the same thing. What's this? A letter I found after my wife's passing. It was no less than an apology and a confession. The cherry blossoms fell with such little hesitation. I wished my flesh would crumble away with the same decisiveness. The day I quit Awajima, I was lonely. No, scratch that. There wasn't a single day when I wasn't lonely. Emi... I... I'm sorry. I'm sorry... It's fine. I made this decision myself. I'm just glad you came to see me, Onoda. I don't know what happened between her and my wife. Or what my wife wrote in reply. If she ever did, for that matter. I would've preferred to stay out of it. To be honest, I wished I hadn't even seen it. Behold. If it isn't Okabe Emi, the scholarship student. Look at you, walking down the center of the hallway like you own the place. Hey, Kumada's clearly playing favorites with you. Did you give him your virginity or something? Wait, Katsurako! I couldn't protect you. Even though you were such a wonderful person. I'm just a cowardly loner. What? I spat on you. Please apologize! Why should I apologize?! I've tolerated her long enough. I brushed off all her childish behavior. I told myself it was nothing. It's not like I'm a grownup either! I hate people like her. I wish they'd just die! No. That's not the point! Ibuki's the one person you can't piss off! She's friends with some really bad people! They'll do horrible things to you. Especially since you're so pretty. I know they will. They will. Onoda. Did they do something to you? Tell me. You're the one Ibuki Katsurako hurt, aren't you? No. They didn't do anything to me. But if something ever happened to you... I think I might die. "Was it really Ibuki Katsurako who put you in that situation? Perhaps she was the catalyst. But I think I was the one who drove you out of Awajima. I was afraid of you. And I was in love with you. How many more times will I fall in love, only to be betrayed by my own emotions? Just thinking about it gives me the chills. But I know that none of them will ever surpass my love for you. I'm terrified of people like you who are beautiful inside and out. I wish I'd never seen the Awajima Revue performance that day. I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up like that. I despise the fact that we were alive at the same time. I've finally come to the conclusion that a selfish life like mine ought to be extinguished." I should've gone to see Emi. Not that I can be sure it would've changed anything. I didn't want to see Emi so defeated because it was just too much of a bother. I just didn't know what to say to her. She was ridiculously cool. I couldn't bring myself to see her after she'd lost her spark. Onoda is in room 301. What an idiot. I'm sorry for shocking you. But I meant what I said. I thought you'd really died. I will. Soon. I'm glad you came to see me at the end. Dying won't make me forgive you. Well, I did something unforgivable. Not that I'm in any position to say this, but Awajima isn't everything. I hope you keep chasing your dream of becoming a star. The ones who put me in this situation were Ibuki Katsurako, you, and myself. We've been looking for an excuse. Someone to blame for why we couldn't be happy. It's like some sad, old ballad. That doesn't mean I'll forgive any of you. Nor will I ever forgive myself. I came to tell you that. You really are a wonderful person, you know that? You were my first love. Did you see her? I did! She's so pretty! We're gonna be in the same vocal class, so I'm definitely gonna talk to her. No fair! I wanna talk to her too! I'm Ibuki Katsurako. I'm in the dorm room next to yours, so let me know if you ever need anything. Thanks. Some people really are perfect. Right? Looks like Okabe's getting the lead role in the upcoming joint class. But Onoda's playing one of the other leads. Ew! Come on, cut it out. I hate to say it, but she's out of her league. I know. Have you never seen her perform? She's way better than any of you. Hey, now! I said no running at the hospital! I apologize. Where's your sorry? Sorry! She looks like Ecchan. I'm gonna come see you once I get into college! I hope she's doing all right. I couldn't keep our promise. I'm sorry. You're late, dumbass. What's up? There was a gorgeous lady crying on the bus. Mom! Phone! Goodness! It's already dark out! Who is it? Auntie Takehara. Hey, stranger! Been a while! You oughta come visit sometime. Huh? What? Kinue? You mean our Kinue? No way! She's applying to Awajima?! It's gonna be tough, though! You know how her old man's been gung-ho about getting her into a classy girls' school? He's furious. "A school for performing arts? Are you kidding me?" What nonsense! You just leave him to me! I'll give her all the backup she needs! I know where all that man's skeletons are buried. I'll have to tell Kinue someday. It was always a foregone conclusion that she'd pursue the revue school. Thanks, Auntie. To be honest, I was really close to having a meltdown. You've given me the boost I needed. How are you gonna survive if you're already having a meltdown now? Things are about to get a lot more demanding. Hey, wanna all go shopping together sometime? Sounds good. Oh, but we have to submit that form to request leaving campus first. Jeez. What a pain. The form is one thing, but the teacher's the real pain. I hate this. Start with rock! Rock, paper... I always lose when it counts. Same. Why is that? Murakami. Yes, ma'am? Did you resubmit your assignment? Crap! I totally forgot! Honestly. I'll give you until five o'clock. Hurry up and go get it. What?! That's my line! Jeez, Momo! Is Ms. Ibuki really that scary? That's an understatement. People call her "the demon instructor." That's what one of the upperclassmen said, but we dropped the demon part and just call her "the instructor." Permission to leave campus, huh? So you'll be going somewhere? Yes, ma'am! The shopping district by the boardwalk, and maybe the beach! That's it, I swear! We won't get into any trouble! I never suggested you would. But that's the right attitude. Be careful and make sure to return by curfew. Y-Yes, ma'am. Thank you. Pardon me. The heck? She didn't seem that scary to me. That's a surprise. She sounds awful from what my mom told me. Oh, right. You wouldn't know. Zawa's mom went to Awajima too. What?! She graduated with Ms. Ibuki. That's amazing! Not at all. She said she only ever got small roles. No way! That's plenty awesome! That makes you second gen! Ms. Ibuki's third gen, you know. Whoa. There was her grandma, her mom, and then her. According to my mom, she's always been scary. I bet. My mom didn't like her very much, either. She was a bully. Like their ringleader. I mean, I can totally picture it.
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