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कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
#
Sentai
#
MTBB
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
This story
is a work of fiction.
What you're about to watch
is a work of fiction.
Actually,
most everything in this
world
is
fiction.
Actually,
it's more accurate to say that it's a
world
of
fiction.
They
fabricate
...
It's
fabricate
d.
e
xaggerate
...
E
xaggerate
d.
and thoroughly conceal anything
inconvenient
.
Any
inconvenient
secrets are neatly covered up
.
That being the case,
the
idol fan is
one
who wants to be skillfully lied to.
That being the case,
an
idol fan is
someone
who wants to be skillfully lied to.
In this world, lies are weapons.
In this world, lies are weapons.
Ai!
Ai!
I wish I could've witnessed her cuteness in person!
I wish I could've witnessed her cuteness in person!
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
The
idol
group
B Komachi
's absolute ace
...
The
undisputed ace
idol
of
B Komachi
...
Their unshakable center...
Their unshakable center...
The supremely pretty 16-year-old girl...
The supremely pretty 16-year-old girl...
Ai!
Ai!
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
It's been four years since the
ir formation
!
It's been four years since the
y started
!
They gradually gained popularity, their media exposure increased,
They gradually gained popularity, their media exposure increased,
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
and it feels like the public has
now
finally discovered them!
and it feels like the public has
finally discovered them!
This is where she really takes off! Her stardom is
now
close at
-
This is where she really takes off! Her stardom is
close at
—
Why are you playing a DVD in a patient's room?
Why are you playing a DVD in a patient's room?
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
It goes without saying it's ra
the
r odd
.
No one in
the
ir right mind would do that
.
Observing something beautiful is good for one's health.
Observing something beautiful is good for one's health.
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
I mean, it
's not like there are any idol concerts this far out in the countryside.
It
's not like there are any idol concerts this far out in the countryside.
This is
a form
of
medical practice
.
This is
part
of
our treatment plan
.
It's proselytizing, plain and simple.
It's proselytizing, plain and simple.
Please don't make it our hospital's official position.
Please don't make it our hospital's official position.
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
Oh, that reminds me,
sensei.
Oh, that reminds me,
doctor.
Just now, it was
trending on Twitter
that...
I saw something
trending on Twitter
just now.
WHAT
?!
What
?!
Ai is going on hiatus?!
Ai is going on hiatus?!
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
You really are a
true believer
.
You really are a
fanatic
.
She's 16, isn't she? I guess you
're a lolicon.
She's 16, isn't she? I guess you
like them
you
ng.
I only ask
you
don't
call me
that.
Please
don't
say
that.
I've got my reasons, okay?
I've got my reasons, okay?
I did my residency at this same hospital, you see.
I did my residency at this same hospital, you see.
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
In those days, I often slacked off in patients' rooms
same as now.
In those days, I often slacked off in patients' rooms
,
same as now.
Shape up.
Shape up.
One of the patients I met back then changed my destiny.
One of the patients I met back then changed my destiny.
And this girl is Mei-Mei!
And this girl is Mei-Mei!
Her dancing is great!
Her dancing is great!
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
Hmm...
Ari
and Kyun
are good singers,
Ari
-pyan
and Kyun
-pan
are good singers,
but my fave is...
but my fave is...
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
without a doubt
Ai
!
Ai,
without a doubt
!
She's about my age, but she's so grown-up looking and great at singing and dancing!
She's about my age, but she's so grown-up looking and great at singing and dancing!
And what a pretty face she has...
And what a pretty face she has...
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
If I could be reborn, that's the
face
I want
.
In my next life, I want a
face
like that
.
What
's this "reborn" nonsense
? Don't be silly.
What
do you mean, your next life
? Don't be silly.
Not much of a dreamer, are you?
Not much of a dreamer, are you?
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
Haven't you thought about what it'd be like if you were
born as
a celebrity
's child
?
Haven't you thought about what it'd be like if you were
the child of
a celebrity
?
Like, if you had looks and connections right from birth.
Like, if you had looks and connections right from birth.
Nope.
Nope.
So you really don't have any dreams...
So you really don't have any dreams...
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
You're cute
yourself
, Sarina
-chan
.
You're cute
already
, Sarina
.
There's no need for you to be reborn.
There's no need for you to be reborn.
After you're discharged, become an idol yourself if you want.
After you're discharged, become an idol yourself if you want.
I'll be your fan if you do.
I'll be your fan if you do.
Really?
Really?
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
I love you,
sensei
! Marry me!
I love you,
doc
! Marry me!
Forgive me, but
I'd
be as good as dead
social
ly
.
I'd
rather not die by
social
suicide, thanks
.
Okay, Mr. Moralist...
Okay, Mr. Moralist...
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
A
shame
, isn't it?
But I'll
serious
ly consider it
once you
turn
16.
Yep, what a
shame
.
But I'll
give it some
serious
thought
once you
're
16.
Sixteen, huh?
Sixteen, huh?
You're a big meanie.
You're a big meanie.
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
It
's a
practical
plan
, right?
Hey, it
's a
realistic
plan
.
An anaplastic astrocytoma...
She was just 12 years old.
An anaplastic astrocytoma...
She was just 12 years old.
If she were still alive today, she'd be 16 just like Ai.
If she were still alive today, she'd be 16 just like Ai.
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
I suppose I followed Sarina
-chan
's favorite idol, superimposing the two of them in my mind.
I suppose I followed Sarina
's favorite idol, superimposing the two of them in my mind.
Her
walking the path toward her dreams.
..
She's
walking the path toward her dreams.
I just want to see
t
hat
i
s all.
And
I just want to see
it. T
hat
'
s all.
Makes
se
ns
e.
I
se
e.
So you
're quite
the
lolicon, after all
.
So you
really like
the
m young
.
Were you even listening?!
Were you even listening?!
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
That was quite the touching story
I recalled
!
That was quite the touching story
, in my humble opinion
!
There's something
graphic
about the way you're obsessed with her.
There's something
a little... vivid
about the way you're obsessed with her.
Aren't you just using Sarina
-chan
as an excuse to release your own desires?
Aren't you just using Sarina
as an excuse to release your own desires?
Ridiculous! I swear
in
Sarina
-chan
's name that I'm supporting her with the purest of hearts!
Ridiculous! I swear
on
Sarina
's name that I'm supporting her with the purest of hearts!
But, if that Ai girl appeared and asked you to date her, wouldn't you
?
But, if that Ai girl appeared and asked you to date her, wouldn't you
say yes
?
Well, lunch break is over.
Let's get back to work.
Well, lunch break is over.
How about it,
Sensei
? Swearing in the name of Sarina
-chan
, what's your answer?
Let's get back to work.
Still, I
a
m worried about Ai... I hope she gets healthy and makes a comeback.
How about it,
doctor
? Swearing in the name of Sarina
, what's your answer?
Still, I
'
m worried about Ai... I hope she gets healthy and makes a comeback.
Hello, thank you for waiting.
Hello, thank you for waiting.
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
Let's see...
So this is your first visit,
Hoshino
-san
?
Let's see...
So this is your first visit,
Ms.
Hoshino
?
Yes.
Yes.
Judging by her belly, she's about 20 weeks along now.
Judging by her belly, she's about 20 weeks along now.
That's rather late for an initial examination.
That's rather late for an initial examination.
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
She is 16
years of age...
I see, she must be dealing with some things.
Sixteen
years of age...
I see, she must be dealing with some things.
Must be one of those girls who gets this far along without being able to consult anyone.
Must be one of those girls who gets this far along without being able to consult anyone.
Are you her father?
Are you her father?
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
Well, on
paper
...
On
paper
, yeah
...
She grew up in
a children's home
, and I'm her de facto guardian, or
rather
her guarantor
.
She grew up in
an orphanage
, and I'm her de facto guardian, or
her guarantor
, I guess
.
Oh, I see.
Oh, I see.
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
Sixteen, raised in a
children's home
. I feel like I've heard this story before.
Sixteen, raised in a
orphanage
. I feel like I've heard this story before.
It's just like...
It's just like...
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
Sensei
, how
i
s it looking? Any chance she just has a terrible case of constipation
...
?
Doctor
, how
'
s it looking? Any chance she just has a terrible case of constipation
?
In that case, she'd be dead already.
In that case, she'd be dead already.
I'm doin' fine on that front!
I'm doin' fine on that front!
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
No problems
today
either
!
It went real smoothly
today
!
First off, you'll need an examination.
I need to get everything ready, so please wait here.
First off, you'll need an examination.
I need to get everything ready, so please wait here.
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
Man, is that really her?!
Man, is that really her?!
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
Could she just be a dead ringer
for Ai?!
Could she just be a dead ringer
?
Nah, no way a years-long fan like myself would be mistaken!
Nah, no way a years-long fan like myself would be mistaken!
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
Wow,
Ai is super cute in person!
Ai is super cute in person!
NO
!
Get a grip
!
My favorite idol is pregnant!
My favorite idol is pregnant!
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
It's such a shock
I feel like I'm gonna vomit.
It's such a shock
,
I feel like I'm gonna vomit.
Ai.
..
Ai.
h
ow in the world did this happen?
H
ow in the world did this happen?
Yeah, seriously!
Yeah, seriously!
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
As your agency's president, why didn't you
consult
me?
As your agency's president, why didn't you
tell
me?
Who's the father
anyway?
Who's the father
,
anyway?
Well...
Well...
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
t
hat's a secret!
T
hat's a secret!
"
A secret
"
?! Wel
l, no point belaboring it
, then
.
A secret
?! Wel
p, guess that's settled
, then
!
The results of the examination are as follows: 20 weeks pregnant, twins.
The results of the examination are as follows: 20 weeks pregnant, twins.
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
"
Twins
"
?
Twins
?
Twins
?
Twins...
Twins...
Ai, you serious about carrying them to term?
Ai, you serious about carrying them to term?
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
If it gets out that you've
become
pregnant at 16 and given birth
...
If it gets out that you've
gotten
pregnant at 16 and given birth
,
your career and my agency
will be finished.
your career and my agency
What are your thoughts,
Sensei
?
will be finished.
What are your thoughts,
doctor
?
The final decision rests with you.
The final decision rests with you.
Really think it through before deciding.
Really think it through before deciding.
As a doctor, that is all I'm able to say.
As a doctor, that is all I'm able to say.
As a doctor... anyway.
As a doctor... anyway.
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
And now, on
to our next story.
And now, on
to our next story.
Ugh, for real?
Ugh, for real?
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
Today, popular entertainer Ponta
-san
and idol MIU
-san
held a joint press conference announcing their marriage.
Today, popular entertainer Ponta
and idol MIU
held a joint press conference announcing their marriage.
Man, I really liked MIU...
Man, I really liked MIU...
Well, that's rather timely...
Well, that's rather timely...
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
कॉपी
कॉपी हुआ
Wait
, if
I die now, there's a chance I'll be reborn as an idol's kid... right?
Wait
!
MIU
-san
is currently five
-
months pregnant.
If
I die now, there's a chance I'll be reborn as an idol's kid... right?
MIU
is currently five
months pregnant.
That's pretty messed up, dude.
That's pretty messed up, dude.
Still, can you really stan an idol who's got a husband and kids?
Still, can you really stan an idol who's got a husband and kids?
Even if you've got a guy you've fallen for, I'll still keep supporting you.
Even if you've got a guy you've fallen for, I'll still keep supporting you.
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# Sentai This story is a work of fiction. Actually, most everything in this world is fiction. They fabricate... exaggerate... and thoroughly conceal anything inconvenient. That being the case, the idol fan is one who wants to be skillfully lied to. In this world, lies are weapons. Ai! I wish I could've witnessed her cuteness in person! The idol group B Komachi's absolute ace... Their unshakable center... The supremely pretty 16-year-old girl... Ai! It's been four years since their formation! They gradually gained popularity, their media exposure increased, and it feels like the public has now finally discovered them! This is where she really takes off! Her stardom is now close at- Why are you playing a DVD in a patient's room? It goes without saying it's rather odd. Observing something beautiful is good for one's health. I mean, it's not like there are any idol concerts this far out in the countryside. This is a form of medical practice. It's proselytizing, plain and simple. Please don't make it our hospital's official position. Oh, that reminds me, sensei. Just now, it was trending on Twitter that... WHAT?! Ai is going on hiatus?! You really are a true believer. She's 16, isn't she? I guess you're a lolicon. I only ask you don't call me that. I've got my reasons, okay? I did my residency at this same hospital, you see. In those days, I often slacked off in patients' rooms same as now. Shape up. One of the patients I met back then changed my destiny. And this girl is Mei-Mei! Her dancing is great! Hmm... Ari-pyan and Kyun-pan are good singers, but my fave is... without a doubt Ai! She's about my age, but she's so grown-up looking and great at singing and dancing! And what a pretty face she has... If I could be reborn, that's the face I want. What's this "reborn" nonsense? Don't be silly. Not much of a dreamer, are you? Haven't you thought about what it'd be like if you were born as a celebrity's child? Like, if you had looks and connections right from birth. Nope. So you really don't have any dreams... You're cute yourself, Sarina-chan. There's no need for you to be reborn. After you're discharged, become an idol yourself if you want. I'll be your fan if you do. Really? I love you, sensei! Marry me! Forgive me, but I'd be as good as dead socially. Okay, Mr. Moralist... A shame, isn't it? But I'll seriously consider it once you turn 16. Sixteen, huh? You're a big meanie. It's a practical plan, right? An anaplastic astrocytoma... She was just 12 years old. If she were still alive today, she'd be 16 just like Ai. I suppose I followed Sarina-chan's favorite idol, superimposing the two of them in my mind. Her walking the path toward her dreams... I just want to see that is all. Makes sense. So you're quite the lolicon, after all. Were you even listening?! That was quite the touching story I recalled! There's something graphic about the way you're obsessed with her. Aren't you just using Sarina-chan as an excuse to release your own desires? Ridiculous! I swear in Sarina-chan's name that I'm supporting her with the purest of hearts! But, if that Ai girl appeared and asked you to date her, wouldn't you? Well, lunch break is over. Let's get back to work. How about it, Sensei? Swearing in the name of Sarina-chan, what's your answer? Still, I am worried about Ai... I hope she gets healthy and makes a comeback. Hello, thank you for waiting. Let's see... So this is your first visit, Hoshino-san? Yes. Judging by her belly, she's about 20 weeks along now. That's rather late for an initial examination. She is 16 years of age... I see, she must be dealing with some things. Must be one of those girls who gets this far along without being able to consult anyone. Are you her father? Well, on paper... She grew up in a children's home, and I'm her de facto guardian, or rather her guarantor. Oh, I see. Sixteen, raised in a children's home. I feel like I've heard this story before. It's just like... Sensei, how is it looking? Any chance she just has a terrible case of constipation...? In that case, she'd be dead already. I'm doin' fine on that front! No problems today either! First off, you'll need an examination. I need to get everything ready, so please wait here. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! Man, is that really her?! Could she just be a dead ringer for Ai?! Nah, no way a years-long fan like myself would be mistaken! Wow, Ai is super cute in person! NO! My favorite idol is pregnant! It's such a shock I feel like I'm gonna vomit. Ai... how in the world did this happen? Yeah, seriously! As your agency's president, why didn't you consult me? Who's the father anyway? Well... that's a secret! "A secret"?! Well, no point belaboring it, then. The results of the examination are as follows: 20 weeks pregnant, twins. "Twins"? Twins... Ai, you serious about carrying them to term? If it gets out that you've become pregnant at 16 and given birth... your career and my agency will be finished. What are your thoughts, Sensei? The final decision rests with you. Really think it through before deciding. As a doctor, that is all I'm able to say. As a doctor... anyway. And now, onto our next story. Ugh, for real? Today, popular entertainer Ponta-san and idol MIU-san held a joint press conference announcing their marriage. Man, I really liked MIU... Well, that's rather timely... Wait, if I die now, there's a chance I'll be reborn as an idol's kid... right? MIU-san is currently five-months pregnant. That's pretty messed up, dude. Still, can you really stan an idol who's got a husband and kids? Even if you've got a guy you've fallen for, I'll still keep supporting you. That said, if you give birth to these children, I suspect I won't be able to see you soar to greater heights. I guess the views of fans are pretty self-centered... You think so too, don't you, Sarina-chan? Oh, Sensei. Hoshino-san. It's not good for you to be out on a windy night. I'm bundled up, so I'll be fine. I chose this place based on the president's recommendation, but it sure is lovely! There are so many stars even at dusk. You could never see this back in Tokyo. Did you come all the way out here to the countryside because you'd be recognized in Tokyo? Oh? Did I mention my work? Long ago, one of my patients was a big fan of yours. Aww... I thought even the doctors here would be old men and nobody would find me out. Guess there's no hiding my overflowing aura. Awkward, awkward! Her self-confidence is cute. So, are you gonna give up being an idol? Why? No way. But, that means... I don't have a family, you see. I always longed for one. I'm carrying twins, right? I'm sure our family will be a cheerful and fun one! You're gonna give birth... and also continue being an idol. So, that must mean... Yep, I won't make it public. Idols are objects of worship, you know? They sparkle through the magic of lies. Lies are the most exquisite love! Being able to conceal a kid or two just works to show someone's a top-class idol. Piling on lie after lie, we look happy as we sing on stage no matter what struggles we might face. What a fun job! Still... The happiness part's something that I wanna experience for real. No one realizes it, but we've got our own feelings and lives, too. Happiness as a mother, and happiness as an idol... It might be normal to have only one... but I want both! Ai Hoshino's a greedy girl, you know! The idol I knew as Ai is far more bold, cunning, and strong than I ever imagined. She shone as bright as the first star of the evening. I've reached a settlement. Huh? My views as a doctor and as a fan have now aligned. Ai Hoshino, I will perform the delivery, ensuring you safely give birth to healthy children. If that's what will make you happy, I'll go along with it. After all, you're hopelessly an idol, and I am hopelessly your fan. Alright, let's get down to business. As a start, you should use an assumed name here at the hospital. Okay. In a case like yours, a cesarean section will likely be necessary. If one of the baby's skulls is large, for someone with your build it's common for the pelvis to not open enough. Oh, really? A scar on her belly will spell trouble for her job... Sensei, aren't there other options? Painless delivery, Sophrology... Well... Whatever's fine. I feel super healthy. Ai... It'll be fine. I can handle a natural delivery. I mean, they're my kids, right? They're sure to be attractive and have small faces. There you go again... Perhaps I became a doctor for this very moment. I'll see that they're delivered as safely and surely as possible. I vow to protect your family. If I'm being honest, I do have mixed feelings. But I've done everything I can to hide that. Lies are love. I've come to see that phrase in a good light - stars truly are amazing. Thanks for today, Sensei. But come back as soon as I call, okay? Sure thing. Besides, I live really close by. Well, if I don't make it, another doctor will attend to you anyway. No, I want you. I'm just joking. See you later. Okay. Once this is over, I'll lose my connection to Ai... and we'll go back to just being an idol and her fan. I got a glimpse of her hidden side, but I feel that I actually came to like her straightforward personality. I feel I can root for her happiness from the bottom of my- Hey, buddy. Are you Ai Hoshino's doctor? She's using an assumed name. Even if you spotted her at the hospital, why do you know her family name, which has never been made public. Are you affiliated with her? Can I get your name? Hey! Could this guy be a stalker? And his timing, with Ai just about to give birth... Dammit! Making me rush down a mountain trail like this... Where'd he go?! Ah, he really startled me. I just blanked out all of a sudden. Oh, my phone. Has Ai gone into labor? Where is my phone anyway? I can't tell - it's so dark. Er, I can't move a muscle. I've gotta get there ASAP. After all, I promised her. I told her I'd make sure her babies were born healthy. I need to get up... and ensure her children are... Haven't you thought about what it'd be like if you were born as a celebrity's child? Like, if you had looks and connections right from birth. If I die now, there's a chance I'll be reborn as an idol's kid... If I could be reborn... I'd never given it serious thought before. I mean, why would I? After all, I didn't think it had anything to do with me. I had thought that when a person like me died they would go to hell... But... when I awoke, I was in heaven. This is how I am now. You're such a good boy, Aquamarine. In any case, I'd been given quite a name. Now, I'm living as the son of idol Ai Hoshino. I'm at a loss as for why, though. I mean, it took me quite some time to accept the reality of the situation. Was I reborn? Well, maybe "reincarnated" is the more modern way of putting it? Why do I still have memories from my previous life? What principle could be at work? Though I may not look it, I'm still something of a doctor. I intend to eventually uncover the mechanism behind this. But... for now, I want to enjoy this life as a baby to the fullest. This environment where my favorite idol is doing her darnedest to pamper me... deeply touches the heart of the tired working adult inside me. Coming! Oh, right, there's one more person who lives with us. Now what's the matter, Ruby? Ruby Hoshino: the girl who was born as my twin. Her name is relatively less psychologically damaging than mine. So much so that even now I wish she'd swap with me. What's wrong, Aqua? That's Ruby, ya know? And you call yourself a mother? I've always been bad at remembering names and faces, so I can't help it. Pretty gross, huh? Japanese men have these illusions about how mothers should be. Don't get all international on me when you don't even have a passport! Besides, you said you won't go on location overseas, right?! But, you know, I'm able to the remember the names of people I think are talented, President Satou. Close... My name is Saitou, you damn idol. Anyway... as of today, Ai returns to being an idol! We're gonna discuss your activities going forward. The first step of your comeback is a music program tonight. It'll be broadcast live, but you're up for it, right? Of course. While you're working, my wife will look after your children. I see... Your wife is pretty young, huh? The other members are super turned off by the way you favor young girls. That's news to me. I'll be more careful. Is it a problem if I bring my kids to the studio? Of course it's a problem! Now listen here! If word gets out that a idol like you became a mother of two at 16, you can kiss your idol career goodbye. I'll come under fire as the one responsible for supervising you, and my agency will be finished. The whole lot of us will be going straight to hell! And no bringing the kids shopping or to do paperwork at gov offices either! If you have a truly pressing emergency, you're to head out under the guise that you are watching our kids for us. Aw, come on! What a pain, huh, Ruby? That's Aqua. As a mother, I suppose Ai could be considered rather hopeless. But, the president and his wife considerately cover for her. So, things may work out, after all. The rehearsal starts soon. Let's move out. Okay! Whoops! That was a close call! I almost flashed my boobs at you, President. Well, keep 'em covered when you're outside. Nope, she's hopeless, after all! This girl's so reckless! B Komachi is coming on! We're B Komachi! Thanks for having us. Yeah, glad to have you. Aw, I don't have any experience babysitting in the first place... Why did it fall on me...? Here's Ai-san, who has resumed her idol activities as of today! Doing alright? Are you eating properly? Yes! I'm eating plenty! That's a relief. She's doing a good job. Oh, right! Speaking of food, the other day my baby... "My baby"? Er, I mean my baby kitten! I got a pet during my rest period, you see! Oh... Maybe she really is hopeless. Oh, I'm always blurting out such strange things... In 30 seconds, the camera will be switching over. Please give us a nice performance! Sure! Thanks for your help! Do you know B Komachi? Nope. And I'm not interested. I've listened to their recordings, and they're neither good nor bad, just average. Well, this is the kind of stuff that sells. True. Mass-produced idols... We've gotta praise them somehow like it or not - what we gonna do? That center girl's face is about the only thing worthy of praise. I do recognize their name, but there's been no talk of them these past six months. Which side's trying to push them on people? Probably started as an underground idol group. They're with Strawberry Productions - never heard of 'em. That one with the big boobs is nice. We should get her to do pinup modeling. Can we ask her out to eat? She seems like the producer's type. In this industry, lies and self-interest are concealed behind the smiles. You can't be causing losses for the broadcast. To get the very best performance out of every single performer, even the staff will lie if need be. That goes for big shots, too. They act like they're making something great, but they only look at the numbers. On in ten seconds. Eight... seven, six... On in five seconds. Great, bring it on! Four! Three! My Ai is a bona fide liar! The president sure is a crazy guy. If Ai's secret is exposed, he risks losing everything... Still, I get it... There's no way to not go crazy around her. In front of an excessively intense light, people can but get scorched. They are like moths drawn to the flame. Even upon realizing their wings will be singed off, they cannot stop. And I'm no exception. I'm glad I'm able to watch over Ai from so close. So much so that I'm grateful to that guy who murdered me. Should this rebirth happen to be a miracle brought about by the many obsessions toward her, it would make total sense to me. Though, the truth is I wanted to help her give birth to normal children. It's a force majeure. You can't compete against supernatural phenomena. So, I'm going to enjoy myself. Wait! N Station already started! Why didn't you wake me up?! Oh my god, Mama's just too cute! All the viewers should pay 100 million yen for this! Her expressiveness when she turns is outta this world! It's so eerie it's like she's an oni! Daaamn! I just had a diaper change but I feel like I'm gonna wet myself! She has a great face, great figure, and her singing is excellent too! Our mom is seriously a tremendous talent! I've gotta go back and watch the recording ASAP! Live broadcasts are best watched in real time, so why didn't you get me up?! This body of mine always get so tired, so let's help each other out! I woke you up a number of times. Oh, you did? This dummy here is also someone who's been reborn, same as me. I ended up realizing that quite early on. What?! Drop dead! You ape-men just can't comprehend Mama's talent and beauty! From the quality of her performances, it's clear she's in a different league! It's inevitable that management would favor her! I bet you're just an ugly old hag! Take a look in the mirror and say that again, UGGO! Jeez, I can't believe this! Think you can hold a candle to Ai?! She was searching for "B Komachi Ai" and engaging in fierce flame wars with haters. Can you really beat Ai, a genius idol with the perfect face and figure?! Hey... do you share the same fate as me? Huh? That baby just talked! Gross! Right back at ya. I deeply feel that... I truly had wanted to help Ai give birth to normal children. Aw, oh my god! You just record it once and then can watch it forever - talk about value! Not a bizarre set of twins like us. Ai... Ai... You damn liar. How dare you go and make babies! Why? Why...? You tricked me! Aqua. You hungry? Wanna nurse? Huh? You'd rather not? You sure like your bottle, don't you? Just look at you go! I feel like, as an adult, being breastfed by an idol would indeed be crossing the line. Coming! Wanna nurse again? Now you like breastfeeding, don't you, Ruby? That little...! Time for work. Okay! I'll be back later. See you later! See you! Hey, could you show a bit of restraint? Why? It's simply the law of nature for a daughter like me to suck her mother's breast. It's a legitimate right that has been granted to me. Well, let me at least ask... Were you a girl in your previous life too? Yep. Well, I suppose I can let it slide then. The jealousy of otaku is gross! Well, ethically speaking, a grown man breastfeeding is just messed up! Lucky me, being able to legitimately savor her boobs, as I was born a girl. From my ethical viewpoint, that's still a no-go. Poor Mama... It's super creepy that her own kid is an otaku obsessed with her. Aw, that poor thing. I'll protect her for as long as I live. You're the creepier one, no doubt. I want a diaper change, so go over there! Yeah, yeah. How'd this become my job...? I mean, aren't I a company president's wife? I married him 'cause I thought I'd get to work with handsome young guys. But the job I've been given is taking care of a 16-year-old idol's kids?! Plus she's a single mom - the father's not in the picture! This shit's too dark! I didn't get married to be a damn babysitter! What? Being able to serve Mama should bring nothing but happiness. She's not right in the head, is she? No, I can actually see the validity in what she's saying. Aah, you know, a scandal is being covered up here, isn't it? That's it! If I sold the story to a weekly magazine, I could be swimming in cash... I don't give a crap what happens anymore - I'm gonna do it! Uh-oh, not good. What's the call? Do we kill her? Not happening. She's got too much of a size advantage. I was just kidding, but were you actually serious about it? There's no question that this could be trouble if we just let it be... Even so... What're we gonna do?! She's snapping tons of pics of the maternity health-record book! Actually, I think this presents an opportunity. I have an idea. With the proceeds I get from selling this, I'll boost my fave host to the top of the monthly rankings. O wretched girl... Thy heart's thirst cannot be quenched by champagne. Who's there?! I-I am a divine messenger. Thy excesses... can no longer be overlooked. A... "divine messenger"? Wait a minute, that baby just talked... No way! In thy experience, are mere babes capable of speech? Believe in me. Well, it's just when you talk about the divine... I don't believe in that kind of stuff... Oh, I get it! This must be a candid-camera thing! Like, some TV show Ai-san is in where they prank the managers! Those are totally a thing! They sure went to a lot of trouble. There's a camera somewhere around here, right? Tch... I guess this was too much of a stretch. Now, now, Ruby-chan, it's dangerous up there on the tab- Behave thyself! I am an incarnation of Amaterasu. I am what ye call a god. "God"... Manipulated by prospects of immediate profit, thou art on the verge of abandoning thy destiny. My destiny...? Ai Hoshino was chosen by the God of Entertainment. Furthermore, those children are twins who bear a monumental destiny. It is thy destiny to keep guard over them. Thy deeds run contrary to the will of the gods. Should thou not desist, divine punishment shall be visited upon thee. "Divine punishment"?! What do you mean that?! In concrete terms...! In concrete terms? Specifically... Thou shalt perish. Yes, perish! No! That's super concrete! What... should I do? It is simply, really. Guard the secret of their mother and us. Moreover, dote on these children and do everything they ask of thee. "Everything"... Do thusly, and a second marriage to a handsome actor is not out of the question. Seriously?! I'll do it! I'll do whatever is asked of me! I'll even lick their insoles if need be! Thou needn't go that far. A second marriage to a handsome guy~ Do you think that was the right call? At any rate, there is a limit to infants' scope of activities. And now we'll able to go outside. Yay! You know... that was quite a convincing performance. Did you do theater before? Nope, this was a first for me. A first? You never put on any plays at school? Well, I was raised in a bit of an usual place... Hmm? I guess it's just talent, then. Maybe you'll be an actress in the future. My future... I've never given it any thought. I found myself with a little sister. A strange gal who is an idol otaku. That said... So, Ai-chan... She dances so nimbly! And her charisma is off the charts! Hmm... I like Ai-chan the best of anyone in the whole world, but I like you just about as much, Sensei! The passion this girl has when she talks about Ai... is just like yours... Sarina-chan. What? Did you call for me? My bad, did I wake you up? I wasn't calling out to you. If you're gonna sleep, go to your bed. Well, yeah. There's no way he was... After all, Sarina was my name in my previous life. It has been a few months since Ai returned to being an idol. And, well, the steady rise of B Komachi... did not materialize. My pay this month is 200,000 yen... Hey, this agency's so stingy with pay. The single we just put out reached no. 3 on the Oricon charts, didn't it? Aren't the middlemen taking too big a cut? Complaining only just now? Unlike the big players who do everything from production to distribution, we're a puny talent agency. You came into this knowing our profits are slim, right? I've finally realized the world revolves around money. That's quite a depressing realization. Being an idol is fun, so I wouldn't mind going on like this if were just me. But, I want to send these kids to good schools and have them take lessons and so on. To give them lots of options, I've gotta sell better and earn as much as possible, don't I? As things stand now, I won't be able to make these kids happy. Aww, I sure wish I'd get some job offers for commercials or films... Now, if I were with a major agency... Well, lay off that pricey ice cream for a start. I'm heading off for my lesson. Be good while Mommy's gone, okay? Hey, don't idols usually make like one million yen a month? Far from it. Wait, they don't?! Song royalties and TV appearance fees are split between the members... Concerts come out in the red if the merch doesn't sell well. And clothing expenses are deducted from their pay. Only a select handful pull in one million a month. What the hell?! The world's beyond saving when money doesn't reach the people giving it their all! Oh, I know! All the otaku could take turns offering up their livers to Ai, which we'll sell... That idea of yours is beyond saving... Cut it out with that post-nuclear-holocaust view of religion. She sings and dances, and her face is out of this world... She does lessons and vocal training... And she's a hard worker who practices choreography at home at night. B Komachi is one of the better-selling groups, and yet... Hey, manager! Why isn't our Ai getting any job offers?! What crap management! Put more effort into sales and marketing! Easier said than done... In the end, with idol groups you have a business situation where dozens of people cluster together only to compete for jobs with solo entertainers, you see. And when they can finally secure jobs when sold as a set package, if one tries to compete as a solo performer, there's a high hurdle to clear. Despite graduating from their idol groups due to a desire to do solo work, they are tons of ex-idols who, unable to secure jobs on their own, work at high-end food and drink establishments in Roppongi or become Minato girls scraping by via getting paid to go out drinking, you know? I actually don't know... Tokyo's a scary place. I do admit that Ai is amazing. But that only extends to within the idol sphere. In the entertainment industry, you can't make it unless you have something special that allows you to compete all on your own. A highly profitable job is not one that requests "somebody from B Komachi" - it is one that specifically requests Ai. Being first-class as an idol is on its own not enough. Ai-chan, are you feeling a bit down? You've only just recovered, so don't push yourself too hard, 'kay? It's nothing like that. It's just I missed lunch and I'm starving now! What?! You some big eater all of a sudden?! Let's go over that last part again. Okay! I'm not feeling up to this today... Guess I'll do some egosurfing. Hitting me where it hurts... A sales promo event! A mini concert! The kind you need to win a ticket lottery for! This will be my first time truly seeing Mama perform live. Now, listen here. I brought you here since you kept insisting, but I'm the one who'll take the brunt of it if the president finds out about this, got it? No cheering, running, or speaking! Put in your pacifiers and behave yourselves, okay? That's right, Ruby. We absolutely can't do anything that makes us stand out. Anything that gives a whiff of us being connected to Ai is- I get it, okay? You saw it too, right? The way Mama was down in the dumps... I'm here because I'm worried about her. Please understand I didn't come to have fun. Today, we have three members of B Komachi with us! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! B Komachi! Woo-hoo! B Komachi! Woo-hoo! They can go and say that... After all, I am a professional. Besides, I don't really get it. You're the ones who want something almost inhuman. I look in the mirror and study it. I fine tune it to the millimeter. The way I narrow my eyes, the corners of my mouth.. It's all calculated. I'm always putting on the smile that will please people the most. I am... made up of lies, after all. Goo-goo! Ga-ga! Goo-goo! Ga-ga! Goo-goo! Ga-ga! What's with those babies?! They're doing an idol-fan dance! And with such skill I can't believe they're infants! You came 'cause you were worried, huh?! Looks to me like you're enjoying this more than anyone else! Instinct took over...! Wow... What the...? Amazing! My kids are so cuuute! Two hundred ten thousand retweets... And the reposted video already has two million views. I get that it's easier for content with babies to go viral, but still... Let's have a little talk. Oh, I see... So this is good, huh? I'll remember that. One year has passed since then. We've grown to the point where it is no longer suspicious for us to walk around or talk, and my sister... Mama! Mama! Hm? Pat me! Pat, pat~ has superbly embodied a zealous fan who clings to their idol and brands them "Mama." Aww, Pure Land of Perfect Bliss. Where'd you learn a difficult phrase like that? Wait, could it be that you... Well, I... Could it be that Ai finds us suspicious in... ...are like some kinda super genius? ...no way at all, so we spend peaceful days together. Must be genetic! From model to radio assistant... Ai steadily picked up more gigs, and today she has a job that could be said to be the crystallization of all that work. Mama, your first TV drama - what fun! It's only a minor role, though. Now listen here, you two. You kept insisting, so I brought you along, but make absolutely sure not to call Ai-san "Mama" on the set, okay? Don't forget that the story is that you're my kids. Yeah, yeah. Mama, Mama, gimme some head pats. Me too, Mama! Mama, gimme my allowance. I'm Ai from Strawberry Productions. I look forward to working with you today. Same to you! Is something the matter, Director? No, nothing in particular. Kinda scary, isn't he? Yeah, that face of his. Hm? Whose kids are these? Oh, they're my kids. The idea of a manager bringing her kids to the set... This one of those work-style reform things? Um? Sign of the times, huh? Well, some people even bring their dogs these days. Yes, that won't be a problem. Huh? Hey, we've also got some snacks. So I was found out, huh? My children are very well behaved, you see. I'm on a diet. Twins! How cute! Oh, if I recall, this girl's a pinup model... And that one's an young performer who's called "an adorable actress with real acting chops." Goo-goo! Ga-ga! Knock it off with that cutie-pie act. It's no use. My body's giving out. Hm? Oh, you're that manager's kid. I don't mind you being here, but if you cry and interrupt the filming, I'll kick you out. Oh, we'd never! Though we may be a babies, we shall strive to not make any such blunders! I am well aware that not hindering the production process is a baseline rule. Please show favor to our agency's Ai going forward. Whoa, this baby sure is talkative! Where'd you learn all those words?! Here and there on YouTube... Man, that YouTube is amazing! Sign of the times, huh?! I see a good number of precocious child actors, but you're really something else. You do any acting by chance? No, acting and such isn't something I... You'd be interesting up on screen. I'd like to put you in something. Here's my business card. Give me a call if you sign up with an agency. No, if you're going to hand out work, then give it to Ai rather than me. Oh, that idol... She has an exceptional face. With some luck, she'll survive in the industry. This looks delicious! She needs luck despite having an exceptional face? Listen here, kid. There are three types of actors. Look at them over there. One is the star actor. Their primary role is to attract an audience. Given they also act as poster children, they garner solid performance fees. Next is those with real talent. Their role is to ensure the quality of the product on screen. Maintaining the programing block's brand is their job. Lastly, you've got newcomer actors. Acting ability isn't really expected from them. They get a passing mark if they can bring a sense of freshness to the screen. There's also the goal of giving the next stars some experience. I suppose it's an investment the entire industry makes. In other words, all those fresh faces over there are currently being invested in. Unless they either draw in viewers or become well-liked on set, their places will be taken by the next crop of newcomers. It would be a great success if even one of the newcomers here today makes it in the industry. That's the kind of world this is. Those who survive are first-class at something or other. Hmm... Well, she'll be fine, then. Ai is a first-class idol. No, even being a first-class idol won't cut it. Director! We're all ready for the set test. Okay, I'll watch from here. Ready and...! What're you saying? Want me to ask Touma-kun for you? Hey! Don't even think about it! But aren't you two always together? Her acting is average... but she really attracts your attention. Right? She was talking about that earlier. Up on stage, I need to look cute for everyone no matter what angle they view me from, but here it's only a single person... I just need the camera to think I'm cute. If the same tricks I use for music videos will work, it's right in my wheelhouse. Way to go! I'll be cheering you on, okay?! She thinks of it like a music video... Sign of the times, huh? What?! They're super well-made, so you should really give them a look! I'll even lend you the DVDs! Keep it down, will ya? It's still too soon. It's never too late to take on a challenge. I can't wait to see your performance, Mama! Well, they did film me quite a bit. Here it comes. It's starting! You in a bad mood or something? Not really. Was it something I did? Oh, this is the scene! I said no! What is this? Aww, it's Mama! Good morning. C'mon, give her a close-up! Oh, good morning. Huh? Is something wrong? Wait! Touma! You... Why're you here? And that's why we weren't supposed to see each other. Um, what do you mean by that? What?! That's all?! Just a bit of a single scene?! They cut way too much! I wonder if my acting was bad... No, it definitely wasn't. Yes? Hey, Director, what's the big idea?! Oh, hey, precocious baby. You didn't give Ai any screen time! Yeah, about that... Her part came out great, so it's quite a shame. Well, why then?! The lead actress's agency promotes her as "an adorable actress with real acting chops." So how's it look when a girl with an even prettier face is sharing the screen? It'd be a problem for their image strategy, right? Ai simply appeared too cute up on screen. And so, word came down from the top to cut her out as much as possible during editing. Good grief... The screen time a performer receives tends to be decided by the power balance between companies, so just see it as an unexpected misfortune and accept it. I can't accept it. It's fine to dream of the entertainment industry, but it's best not to have illusions about the entertainment industry. This isn't a place for art, but rather one for business. But that said, I understand your point, and I feel bad about this. Mama, I know you did your very best! I hesitate to say "in exchange," but I'd like to offer Ai another job. I suppose I did. For a film, that is. Can't complain about that, right? Seriously?! On the condition that... you also appear in the film. Listen up, Precocious Baby. In Japan, casting is for the most part decided upon by the higher-ups. The bigger the budget for a project, the less it can afford to flop. In order to secure actors who are sure to draw viewers, the higher-ups have their own battles to fight. The directors with casting authority are the very select few super heavyweights or those working on low-budget small-scale films. So, which do I look like to you? Uh... a super-heavyweight direct- Swing and a miss. We're on the set of a low-budget film here. Director, thank you for taking care of Aqua today. No, not at all. And we're on the same page about that matter, right? Er, yes... Aqua has joined Strawberry Productions as of this month. The thing is, there'll be hell to pay if I use a kid who's not affiliated with an agency. In terms of acting, I feel like my sister is probably better than me. Nope, it's you I want. It's in exchange for your performance that I'm giving Ai a part. In the industry, we call this bartering. It's one of the fundamentals, so keep it in mind. Bartering Ai-san for her own son... That stern-looking director has taken quite a liking to you, Aqua-san. What in the world did you do to make this happen? Nothing all that special. Old guys for some reason tend to enjoy it when young people have a casual attitude with them, so I don't act pompously toward him is all. You're one dreadful baby... My work saw me often interacting with seniors, so I know how to deal with old folks. I never thought that strange skill would prove useful now... Mama! Mama! I wanna go back to Mama! Why isn't Mama here? Because Ai doesn't film the same days I do. I wanna go home and snuggle up to her! I wanna be held to Mama's breast and pampered! Isn't she embarrassed to be acting like that at her age? Not that I know how old she really is inside... This is a professional worksite, you know! If you came to play, head home right now! Um... Kana Arima. I'm an actress in the film. Oh, isn't she...? Hmm, what was it again? The genius child actor who can lick baking soda like that. The genius child actor who can cry in ten seconds flat! Everybody says the way I cry in dramas is amazing! Because it is amazing! You know, I don't really like this girl. Like, she seems fake, and I have an instinctive distaste for her. There are some people who are unusually hard on child actors... Like you, for example. I know about you! You're that kid who had an in. Back when we did the script reading, you and that idol weren't even part of the story... Even Mama said the director forced it through! That's simply not acceptable, okay?! Well, that's not really... I watched the drama the director shot recently, and that idol hardly had any screen time at all. I bet her acting was so horrible they were forced to cut her parts. Seems the one thing she's good at is buttering people up! Hey, AD, carry my bag. Um, well, hold on just a minute... Aqua... I know, but she's just a kid... I won't kill her. The rough outline of the film's plot is that a woman with zero confidence in her appearance for some reason goes to a sketchy hospital deep in the mountains to get plastic surgery. Okay, let's shoot it! Yes, sir! We play the role of creepy children she encounters at the entrance to that village. Greetings, visitor. We welcome you... Now, please do stay for a while. Huh? You're the reception party? That's a genius child actor for you - she's great. Do you have an issue with us being children? Even if I do the same thing, it will be too terrible to watch given the difference in ability. Even a rank amateur like me understands that much. So, what should I do? Well, the standard answer is that I should act like a creepy kid... But that's not what he wants from me, is it? The visual the director is after is surely... There's only a single lodging in this village. Once you check in, you might enjoy taking a stroll around the village. This scene is one that was added in haste... After the director met me, he revised the screenplay with me in mind. If my aim is to intuit his intent, it's actually better I don't even act. It's sufficient if I just respond to the intent of his direction. He never put it into words, but what the director wants to say is... Even without any acting, you're plenty creepy already. Well then, if you will follow me. Cut! That'll do! That's good stuff. He was just being himself, huh? You're amazing! You sent a chill down my spine. Really? That's good to hear. Nothing good about it. Clear out anything in that camera's frame! We're gonna shoot the start of the next scene. Yes, sir! Director, reshoot the scene. Hm? But there aren't any problems with it. There's a huge problem! Just now I... wasn't nearly as good as that boy. I can't take it! One more time! I'm begging you! This time I promise I'll do better! One more time! Kana-chan! Please! Hey, Precocious. What do you think is the most essential element for an actor? Hmm... ability or a feel for acting? Drive and effort? Well, that stuff is important, too. But in the end, it's communication skills. If fellow actors or staff take a disliking to you, your job prospects will soon dry up. If you get a swollen head while still young and act like a big shot, you have no future. Were you trying to rake her over the coals? I wasn't thinking anything patronizing like that. But this sort of thing is nourishment to grow. Your acting today... was exactly how I envisioned it. That girl was more impressive than me. I was just being the way I always am. Even so, I never once instructed you to do that. Reading someone's intentions is one part of communication skills. Acting with an understanding of the direction and intent is of course fundamental for an actor. But precious is the actor who can even read intent that can't be put into words. After all, the correct visual is something we directors possess in our minds. Rather than one who does amazing acting, become an actor who can act just as envisioned. Er, I'm not going to become an actor... And thus, I dipped my toes into the industry. So he has a proper stage name... "Aqua." I won't forget it. Next time, you won't get the best of me. Three years have passed since I was reborn as Ai's child. The film the director shot was reasonably well received, and he was nominated for the Director's Prize at some awards ceremony. Looking back on it, I think my acting was quite skilled. However... in the end it was Ai was who carried the entire film. I don't know if that was the springboard, but she landed a lot more work. To sum up Ai now, she's a major up-and-coming idol/media personality... I would venture to say. Ai will soon be turning 20. Thus far, we have been able to go about our daily lives without being uncovered by the public. And also... my corpse has not yet been found. Hmm, you're looking cute again today! Super cute! Well, you're cuter overall, Mama. What's with this rivalry? We enrolled in a preschool. That reminds me, what were you doing before you were reborn? And how old are you really, anyway? Let's see... If I was younger than he was... What the heck? Should've figured you were just a kid. From now on you better listen to everything I say, junior. I-I'm an adult woman, okay?! Asking about a woman's age... What an insensitive brat you are! Besides, who cares about my previous life?! Quit prying! Well, I suppose you're right. I feel depressed whenever I think about my previous life... That's how much I've come to like my current life. Compared to my days at a demanding job, as a preschooler I just eat, sleep, and read books and such as I please - it's an easy gig. That said, it's really something how seriously that girl is able to play... Huh? A preschooler is reading one of Natsuhiko Kyogoku's tomes... Okay, everyone, it's time for your dance routine. It won't be long before your families come watch your dance... so let's practice hard today! Yes, ma'am! No! I won't do it! Ah, Ruby-chan?! Why'd you run away? Because I'm bad at dancing. Or rather, I've never done it before. Hm? Did you always stay cooped up in your room and play there? Kids these days, I tell ya... I guess I was similar to a shut-in. I tried several times but could never do it. I don't feel I'm capable of real exercise. I don't know what things were like for you before... but are you really okay with this? You've got a long life ahead of you. Oh? Dance practice? How about I dance together with you? We'll be performing an old song at our next concert, so I've gotta practice. Mama, your choreography is a bit off! Huh? At your Budokan performance, your hand was higher. Oh? So you watched my concert video? I'm impressed you still remember! Of course I do. I've seen videos of Mama's concerts hundreds... no, thousands of times. I remember every last bit of the choreography, too. How'd it go again? At this part, you went high- You okay? Yeah. Ruby, with the way you move... it's like you're ready to fall at anytime. Well... I was falling over all the time... If I didn't brace myself, I'd get hurt. If you're scared of falling over, you'll just fall even more. Stand more confidently, with your chest out. You'll be fine. Trust your mama, okay? My life came to an end with the majority of it spent in hospital rooms. My body was disabled, and it mostly didn't do what I told it to. Lying in bed, I kept longing for it so bad... Mama's cool moves... are all etched into my brain. All of that light... is burned into my retinas. O my light... If only I could move like that... If only I could be so free... More! Move more! My body! Ah, it's okay for me to dance, too! So this girl... isn't only good at acting, huh? She has a sense for dance... and good looks she got from our mother. I've just had a scary thought. On a whim, I decided to contact the guy I'd broken up with. You know, our kids have gotten pretty big. Wanna try meeting them? No, I'm not trying to get back together or anything like that. What led to it was overhearing a convo the kids were having. I try my best not to think about it... but I do wonder just who our father is. Just thinking about it makes my heart sink. You dummy. You let a little thing like that get you down? She obviously had a virgin conception, right? There was never any guy in the first place. She came to this odd conclusion, and I thought, "Uh-oh, not good." Our kids are super smart - I'm sure they'll understand our situation. Sure, so our new address is... Ah, it's Ai! Let's grab a pic! You sure do love Ai, don't you? My work is going well. And I have over a million followers now. The world is watching me. Man, this is some good booze! Come on, celebrate your new digs with a drink! Drink up, drink up! Wow, that's a Moriizo! Not so fast. Ai-san doesn't turn 20 until next week. Please wait just a bit longer. Ah, you're right - got me there! The widely-popular TV drama starring B Komachi's Ai-san reached a peak viewership of 14.2% this week. The TV drama Ai stars in is climbing up in the ratings! And B Komachi's work schedule is packed, too! Next week, we're finally performing at a dome! He's certainly in a good mood. Well, it was always the president's dream to have an idol he nurtured make it to a dome. Well, all us staff share that dream, too. Are domes really that special? They carry a different connotation compared to other venues. Moreover, you can't even book a slot without going through a specialized company. The proficiency and track record of staff who are able to manage a huge number of spectators... And there's a rigorous screening process to see if an artist is suitable for the dome. They're venues that require a big time commitment and lots of staff labor. Simply having money doesn't mean one can perform there. They're stages onto which only a chosen few can climb. Domes are what everyone dreams of. I see... When I sell well, everyone is pleased. So I'll put on the appearance of being happy, too. This is an important period! Be sure not to have any scandals! Please don't try to meet up with their father, you hear? Of course. I'm a liar. Before even thinking, I say whatever fits the situation. Even I can't distinguish my real feelings from the lies. Mama, pat me. Pat, pat~ Since long ago, I've always been bad at loving something. You don't need to do anything to try to make me happy. I'd thought I couldn't possibly be suited to be an idol. After all, so long as you're here beside me... You said you were a scout, so I was wondering... An idol? Me? What a laugh! My agency is just now putting together a unit featuring middle-school models, you see. I think you'd have a good shot at becoming the center. Not interested. Come on, you'd be perfect for it. I guarantee it. I think you'd better forget all about it. Besides, I've grown up in an children's home. I only had a single parent from the start, then my mom got arrested for theft when I was little. So I was put in a home while she was away. But, my mom never came and picked me up after her release. I thought if I frightened him a bit, the scout would leave. Well, it's fine, though. I mean, the children's home is better than getting hit. I have no memory of ever loving someone or being loved. Someone like that could never be an idol, right? The impression of idols was... pure beings who flash smiles and bring smiles to everyone's faces. The polar opposite of me, a people-hating liar. I'm sure I wouldn't be able to love the fans. And they wouldn't love me either. But isn't that fine? It's not a job normal folks are suited for in the first place. Your background gives you individuality. B-but... Idols say stuff like "I love all of you." If I said that, I'd be ly- Lying is fine. In fact, pretty lies are what fans want. Lying is a talent, you know. It's all good. Go on and lie up a storm! That's really alright? Even if it's a lie... it's okay to say, "I love you"? Isn't the truth that you actually do want to love people? It's just that you don't know how. You just never find the right object for your love. If you sing and dance while looking cute, that on its own is an expression of love to the fans. If you become an idol, phrases like "I love you" will appear all over your lyrics. Plus, as you continue saying "I love all of you" the lie might become the truth. "The lie... might become the truth." Hearing those words, I decided to become an idol. I wanted to love someone. I wanted an object for my love. I thought if I became an idol, I'd be able to love my fans. I wanted to say "I love you" and have it come from the bottom of my heart, so I said the lie of "I love you" all over the place. I thought that if I became a mother, I'd be able to love my children. But I have not yet once told my children I love them. If I were to utter those words and realize I was in fact lying... The thought of it scares me. That's why today I will once again lie... believing the lies will become the truth. Even if I end up paying for it one day... Could that be the president and co.? Coming! Congrats on your dome concert. How are your twins? Does that hurt?! Ai! I was hurt worse! It was incredibly painful! You went and had kids even though you're an idol! You fan-betraying slut. Ai! Ai! You treated us fans like we didn't exist! I bet you mocked us behind our backs! You damn liar! You lured us in with your constant "I love you! I love you!" crap! It was all lies! I've been irresponsible from the start... I'm not pure, and I'm dishonest and dirty. I don't have a good grasp of what it means love someone... So, instead... I told pretty lies that would please everyone... always hoping that one day those lies would become the truth. I tried my best, worked hard, and lied with everything I had. To me, lies are love. And in my own way, I thought I was expressing love. I don't know if I was able to love you and the others... but I sang all those love songs while thinking that I wanted to. Hoping that someday that would be the truth. Even now, I want to love you. Liar... You don't even remember me, do you? You just want me to let you go, ri- You're Ryousuke-kun, aren't you? You often came to the handshake events. Oh? Am I wrong? Sorry, I was never very good with names. I was happy when I got that star sand from you as a present. I've still got it displayed in my living room. What the hell? I... That's not what...! Just get over here right now! Ai! I've called an ambulance! Well, I let my guard down there. So door chains are for times like this, huh? They never taught us that back at the home. Don't try to speak! The bleeding... It's her abdominal aorta? Shit! I'm sorry. This is probably... it for me. Are you alright? You're not hurt, are you, Aqua? No, I'm not. I wonder if today's dome concert will be canceled... I feel sorry for everyone. The movie schedule had been finalized, too. Apologize to the director for me. Hey, what's wrong? What's going on over there? Stay back, Ruby. Tell me! Ruby? Your dance at your preschool event... was wonderful. You know, I was thinking that maybe you'll become an idol one day, too. Mother and daughter performing together... Sounds fun, doesn't it? Aqua, will you be an actor? I wonder... what kind of adults you'll grow up to be... Aw, I'd like to see you with your school backpacks... And on parents' day... I want people to say, "Isn't she a bit young to be Ruby's mother?" As the two of you grow up... I want to be there to see it. Not that I was the best mom or anything... but I'm glad I gave birth to you. And, also... Ah, I gotta tell you this. Ruby... Aqua... I love you. Ah, I was finally able to say it. I'm sorry... it took me so long. I'm so relieved. Those words definitely weren't a lie. Ai...? Ai...? Ai-san from the idol group B Komachi has been murdered. Before dawn this morning, a report came in from her Tokyo condo that "A man is stabbing a woman." When the police rushed over, they found a woman thought to be Ai-san who had been stabbed in her abdomen and had collapsed and was bleeding. She was then pronounced dead at the hospital she was transported to. The man thought to be the culprit is an enthusiastic fan of Ai-san. Several hours after the incident he made a suicide attempt and was pronounced dead at a hospital. According to the Metropolitan Police, Ai-san had just recently moved, and they are looking into the possibility that the man had an accomplice as they proceed with the investigation. It has been announced that her planned dome concert has been canceled, and in front of the venue numerous fans have given themselves over to grief. The sensational news that an idol had been murdered by her fan after which the culprit committed suicide broke before even an hour had passed. The public's response was largely sympathetic. However, just as I had feared, there were some who treated the deceased like a plaything and sought to attract attention to themselves. With so many unfounded speculations and nasty anonymous writings, there were some that landed close to the truth. What's do you mean "hardly surprising"? Well?! If an idol gets a romantic partner, it's hardly surprising if she's murdered?! Huh?! That's a bunch of crap! You go and fall totally in love with idols! So isn't it selfish to say idols can't fall in love?! You're just taking out your anger about not having a girlfriend on women! You're disgusting! Die! Why is the internet like this? Mom is dead, and now there's all this stuff that makes me wanna die... So if you're famous, people can say whatever they want about you? What's this "the price of fame" crap? You say stuff like "the customer is king"... but that line isn't meant to be used by you bastards! Don't use the words said by hurt people to satisfy themselves... as an excuse to hurt others. Once three days had passed, the content surrounding Ai's death had run its course. And after the news turned to a slightly early snow paralyzing the transport network, the topic wasn't brought up again. It was as if the snow... was covering up Ai's death. As for us, it seems the president and his wife had transferred us to their family register, so we never became front-and-center news. Considering that the culprit was already dead and my own age, the police's questioning of me was limited to simple matters, but the victim counseling went on for quite some time. Would you consider becoming my children for real? Of course, Ai-san will always be your only mother, and you don't need to think of me as your mother... But, I do think of you two as my own children. How about it? Mama said... that maybe I would become an idol. Do you think I have what it takes to be one? It's no use becoming one anyway, right? If you want to make money, a different job would be quicker and easier, and the fans are always selfish, and you'll face a barrage of criticism if you get a boyfriend. Yeah, even so... Mama sparkled. Ruby will probably bounce back... In my several years living with her I came to understand she's pure of heart, for better or worse. But I... have died once already anyway. If Ai's not here, then this world... That stalker and the man who killed me are one in the same. How did he pin down the hospital Ai had been admitted to? Why'd he come to her new residence she'd only just moved to? The culprit was a student without special skills of any kind. I simply can't believe he'd be capable of such detective work. Someone was feeding him information. And it must have been someone quite close to Ai. As far as I know, it was only the president who knew about her hospital. But would he do such a thing to the public face of his agency who he cherished so greatly? One of her co-workers? No, the B Komachi girls weren't even that close, and I never saw anyone who seemed like a good friend of Ai. It's evident Ai didn't have any relatives who were around, and it appeared she didn't know their contact details either... So that only leaves... our father. She stubbornly kept him a secret from the president, but considering the how narrow Ai's social circle was, there's a high probability the guy is in the same industry. Seeing that he and I are related by blood, I can infer his identify by DNA testing his hair. The guy who put Ai through all of that is someone in the entertainment industry. I can't die yet. Not until I find him and kill him by my own hand! Director. Oh, Precocious... Well, at a time like this, I'm at a loss for what to say. You don't need to bother with that. Instead, I'd like to ask a favor of you. What is it? Would you consider raising me? Come on. You're still not ready, Ruby? Jeez, just wait a minute, Aqua. This uniform might be cute, but it's pretty complicated. But, it sure is cute! Don't be making us late on the first day, okay? Isn't your skirt a bit too short? You know, you've always sounded like an old man. Oh, that's right! Mom, we're heading out now. And thus the prologue concludes, and the curtain rises on a new tale... And now, I begin my revenge play. Is it recording now? Okay! I thought it would be nice to have this on video. Once you're grown up, it would be great if we're able to watch this together while enjoying some alcohol. Though, I highly doubt I'll still be an idol at that age. Oh, you two might be idols yourselves by that point, though! I mean, you're my kids, so it could totally happen. In any case, please grow up healthy. As your mother, that is my sole wish.
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# MTBB What you're about to watch is a work of fiction. Actually, it's more accurate to say that it's a world of fiction. It's fabricated. Exaggerated. Any inconvenient secrets are neatly covered up. That being the case, an idol fan is someone who wants to be skillfully lied to. In this world, lies are weapons. Ai! I wish I could've witnessed her cuteness in person! The undisputed ace idol of B Komachi... Their unshakable center... The supremely pretty 16-year-old girl... Ai! It's been four years since they started! They gradually gained popularity, their media exposure increased, and it feels like the public has finally discovered them! This is where she really takes off! Her stardom is close at— Why are you playing a DVD in a patient's room? No one in their right mind would do that. Observing something beautiful is good for one's health. It's not like there are any idol concerts this far out in the countryside. This is part of our treatment plan. It's proselytizing, plain and simple. Please don't make it our hospital's official position. Oh, that reminds me, doctor. I saw something trending on Twitter just now. What?! Ai is going on hiatus?! You really are a fanatic. She's 16, isn't she? I guess you like them young. Please don't say that. I've got my reasons, okay? I did my residency at this same hospital, you see. In those days, I often slacked off in patients' rooms, same as now. Shape up. One of the patients I met back then changed my destiny. And this girl is Mei-Mei! Her dancing is great! Ari and Kyun are good singers, but my fave is... Ai, without a doubt! She's about my age, but she's so grown-up looking and great at singing and dancing! And what a pretty face she has... In my next life, I want a face like that. What do you mean, your next life? Don't be silly. Not much of a dreamer, are you? Haven't you thought about what it'd be like if you were the child of a celebrity? Like, if you had looks and connections right from birth. Nope. So you really don't have any dreams... You're cute already, Sarina. There's no need for you to be reborn. After you're discharged, become an idol yourself if you want. I'll be your fan if you do. Really? I love you, doc! Marry me! I'd rather not die by social suicide, thanks. Okay, Mr. Moralist... Yep, what a shame. But I'll give it some serious thought once you're 16. Sixteen, huh? You're a big meanie. Hey, it's a realistic plan. An anaplastic astrocytoma... She was just 12 years old. If she were still alive today, she'd be 16 just like Ai. I suppose I followed Sarina's favorite idol, superimposing the two of them in my mind. She's walking the path toward her dreams. And I just want to see it. That's all. I see. So you really like them young. Were you even listening?! That was quite the touching story, in my humble opinion! There's something a little... vivid about the way you're obsessed with her. Aren't you just using Sarina as an excuse to release your own desires? Ridiculous! I swear on Sarina's name that I'm supporting her with the purest of hearts! But, if that Ai girl appeared and asked you to date her, wouldn't you say yes? Well, lunch break is over. Let's get back to work. How about it, doctor? Swearing in the name of Sarina, what's your answer? Still, I'm worried about Ai... I hope she gets healthy and makes a comeback. Hello, thank you for waiting. Let's see... So this is your first visit, Ms. Hoshino? Yes. Judging by her belly, she's about 20 weeks along now. That's rather late for an initial examination. Sixteen years of age... I see, she must be dealing with some things. Must be one of those girls who gets this far along without being able to consult anyone. Are you her father? On paper, yeah... She grew up in an orphanage, and I'm her de facto guardian, or her guarantor, I guess. Oh, I see. Sixteen, raised in a orphanage. I feel like I've heard this story before. It's just like... Doctor, how's it looking? Any chance she just has a terrible case of constipation? In that case, she'd be dead already. I'm doin' fine on that front! It went real smoothly today! First off, you'll need an examination. I need to get everything ready, so please wait here. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! Man, is that really her?! Could she just be a dead ringer? Nah, no way a years-long fan like myself would be mistaken! Ai is super cute in person! Get a grip! My favorite idol is pregnant! It's such a shock, I feel like I'm gonna vomit. Ai. How in the world did this happen? Yeah, seriously! As your agency's president, why didn't you tell me? Who's the father, anyway? Well... That's a secret! A secret?! Welp, guess that's settled, then! The results of the examination are as follows: 20 weeks pregnant, twins. Twins? Twins? Twins... Ai, you serious about carrying them to term? If it gets out that you've gotten pregnant at 16 and given birth, your career and my agency will be finished. What are your thoughts, doctor? The final decision rests with you. Really think it through before deciding. As a doctor, that is all I'm able to say. As a doctor... anyway. And now, on to our next story. Ugh, for real? Today, popular entertainer Ponta and idol MIU held a joint press conference announcing their marriage. Man, I really liked MIU... Well, that's rather timely... Wait! If I die now, there's a chance I'll be reborn as an idol's kid... right? MIU is currently five months pregnant. That's pretty messed up, dude. Still, can you really stan an idol who's got a husband and kids? Even if you've got a guy you've fallen for, I'll still keep supporting you. That said, if you give birth to these children, I worry that I won't be able to see you soar to greater heights. Fans are pretty self-centered. Aren't we, Sarina? Oh, doctor. Ms. Hoshino. It's not good for you to be out on a windy night. I'm bundled up, so I'll be fine. I just went with this place 'cause of the president's recommendation, but it sure is lovely! There are so many stars even at dusk. You'd never see something like this back in Tokyo. Did you come all the way out here to the countryside because you'd be recognized in Tokyo? Oh? Did I mention my work? A while back, one of my patients was a big fan of yours. Aww... I thought the doctors here would be old men and nobody would find me out. Guess there's no hiding all this charisma. Woe is me, y'know? Her self-confidence is cute. So, are you gonna give up being an idol? Why? No way. But that means... I don't have a family, you see. I always longed for one. I'm carrying twins, right? I'm sure our family will be a cheerful and fun one! You're gonna give birth and also continue being an idol. So, that must mean... Yep, I won't make it public. Idols are objects of worship, you know? They sparkle through the magic of lies. Lies are the most exquisite love! Being able to conceal a kid or two just means someone's a top-class idol. Piling on lie after lie, we look happy as we sing on stage no matter what struggles we might face. What a fun job! Still... The happiness part's something that I wanna experience for real. No one realizes it, but we've got our own feelings and lives, too. Happiness as a mother, and happiness as an idol... It might be normal to have only one, but I want both! Hoshino Ai's a greedy girl, you know! The idol I knew as Ai was far more bold, cunning, and strong than I ever imagined. She shone as bright as the first star of evening. I've reached a consensus. Huh? My views as a doctor and as a fan have now aligned. Hoshino Ai, I will perform the delivery, ensuring you safely give birth to healthy children. If that's what will make you happy, I'll go along with it. After all, you're hopelessly an idol, and I am hopelessly your fan. All right, let's get down to business. For starters, you should use a fake name here at the hospital. Okay. In cases like yours, a cesarean section is usually necessary. For someone with your build, it's common for the pelvis to not open enough if one of the baby's skulls is large. Oh, really? A scar on her belly will spell trouble for her job. Doctor, aren't there other options? Painless delivery, Sophrology... Well... Whatever's fine. I feel super healthy. Ai... It'll be fine. I can handle a natural delivery. I mean, they're my kids, right? They're sure to have small, beautiful faces! Why are you always like this?! Perhaps I became a doctor for this very moment. I'll see that they're delivered as safely and surely as possible. I vow to protect your family. If I'm being honest, I do have mixed feelings. But I've done everything I can to hide that. Lies are love. I've come to see that phrase in a good light. Stars truly are amazing. Thanks for today, doctor. But come back as soon as I call, okay? Sure thing. Besides, I live really close by. Well, if I don't make it, another doctor will attend to you anyway. No, I want you. I'm just joking. See you later. Okay. Once this is over, I'll lose my connection to Ai, and we'll go back to just being an idol and her fan. I got a glimpse of her hidden side, but I feel that I actually came to like her straightforward personality. I feel I can root for her happiness from the bottom of my— Hey, buddy. Are you Hoshino Ai's doctor? She's using a fake name. Even if you spotted her at the hospital, why do you know her family name? It's not as if it's public. Are you affiliated with her? Can I get your name? Hey! Could this guy be a stalker? And Ai's just about to give birth, too... Dammit! Making me rush down a mountain trail like this... Where'd he go?! Ah, he really startled me. My mind just went blank all of a sudden. Oh, my phone. Has Ai gone into labor? Where is my phone, anyway? Too dark, can't tell. Can't move a muscle, either. I gotta get there ASAP. After all, I promised her. I told her I'd make sure her babies were born healthy. I need to get up... and make sure her children are... Haven't you thought about what it'd be like if you were the child of a celebrity? Like, if you had looks and connections right from birth. If I die now, there's a chance I'll be reborn as an idol's kid. In my next life... I'd never given it serious thought before. I mean, why would I? After all, I didn't think it had anything to do with me. I thought people like me went to hell when they died. And yet. When I awoke, I was in heaven. This is how I am now. You're such a good boy, Aquamarine. In any case, I've been given quite a name. Now, I'm living as the son of idol Hoshino Ai. I'm at a loss as for why, though. I mean, it took me quite some time to accept the reality of the situation. Was I reborn? Well, maybe "reincarnated" is the more modern way of putting it? Why do I still have memories from my previous life? What principle could be at work? Though I may not look it, I'm still something of a doctor. I intend to eventually uncover the mechanism behind this. But... For now, I want to enjoy this life as a baby to the fullest. This environment where my favorite idol is doing her darnedest to pamper me deeply touches the heart of the tired working adult inside me. Coming! Oh, right, there's one more person who lives with us. Now what's the matter, Ruby? Hoshino Ruby: the girl who was born as my twin. Her name is somewhat less psychologically damaging than mine. So much so that even now I wish she'd swap with me. What's wrong, Aqua? That's Ruby, ya know. And you call yourself a mother? I've always been bad at remembering names and faces, so I can't help it. Pretty gross, huh? Japanese men have all these illusions about how mommies should be. Don't get all international on me when you don't even have a passport! Hell, you even refuse to do overseas shoots! But, you know, I'm able to the remember the names of people I think are talented, President Satou. Close, but no. My name is Saitou, you sad excuse for an idol. Anyway... as of today, Ai returns to being an idol! We're gonna discuss your activities going forward. The first step of your comeback is a music program tonight. It'll be broadcast live, but you're up for it, right? Of course. While you're working, my wife will look after your children. I see... Your wife is pretty young, huh? The other members are super turned off by the way you favor young girls. That's news to me. I'll be more careful. Is it a problem if I bring my kids to the studio? Of course it's a problem! Now listen here! If word gets out that a idol like you became a mother of two at 16, you can kiss your idol career goodbye. I'll come under fire as the one responsible for supervising you, and my agency will be finished. The whole lot of us will be headed straight to hell! And when you go shopping or do paperwork at city hall or whatever, leave the kids at home! If you have a truly pressing emergency, you're to head out under the guise that you are watching our kids for us. Aw, come on! What a pain, huh, Ruby? That's Aqua. As a mother, I suppose Ai could be considered rather hopeless. But the president and his wife considerately cover for her. So things may work out, after all. The rehearsal starts soon. Let's move out. Okay! Whoops! That was a close call! I almost flashed my boobs at you, President. Well, keep 'em covered when you're outside. Nope, it's hopeless! This girl's gonna wreck everything! B Komachi is coming on! We're B Komachi! Thanks for having us. Yeah, glad to have you. I don't have any experience babysitting in the first place. Why'm I the one who has to... Here's Ai, who has resumed her idol activities as of today! Doing all right? Are you eating properly? Yes! I'm eating plenty! That's a relief. She's doing a good job. Oh, right! Speaking of food, the other day my baby... "My baby"? Er, I mean my baby kitten! I got a pet while I was out, you see! Oh... Maybe she really is hopeless. Oh, I'm always blurting out such strange things... In 30 seconds, the camera will be switching over. Please give us a nice performance! Sure! Thanks for your help! Do you know B Komachi? Nope. And I'm not interested. I've listened to their recordings, and they're neither good nor bad, just average. Well, this is the kind of stuff that sells. True. Mass-produced idols... We've gotta find something nice to say about 'em—what we gonna do? That center girl's face is about the only thing worthy of praise. I do recognize their name, but there's been no talk of them these past six months. So who's trying to push them on people? Probably started underground. They're with Strawberry Productions? Never heard of 'em. That one with the big boobs is nice. We should get her to do pinup work. Can we ask her out to eat? She seems like the producer's type. In this industry, the smiles cover up all the lies and selfish motives underneath. You can't jeopardize the broadcast. To get the very best performance out of every single performer, even the staff will lie if need be. That goes for big shots, too. They act like they're making art, but they only look at the bottom line. On in ten seconds. Eight... seven, six... On in five seconds. Well, bring it on! Four! Three! Because our Ai lies with all her heart! The president sure is a crazy guy. If Ai's secret is exposed, he risks losing everything. Still, I get it... There's no way to not go crazy around her. In front of a light this intense, what else is there to do but get burned? Like moths drawn to the flame. Even upon realizing their wings will be singed off, they cannot stop. And I'm no exception. I'm glad I'm able to watch over Ai from so close. So much so that I'm grateful to the guy who murdered me. Should this rebirth happen to be a miracle worked by all the obsession toward her, I wouldn't be the least bit surprised. Truth is, I wanted to help her give birth to normal children. But it's an act of God. You can't compete against supernatural phenomena. So I'm going to enjoy myself. Wait! N Station already started! Why didn't you wake me up?! Oh my god, Mama's just too cute! All the viewers should have to pay a billion yen for this! Her expressiveness when she turns is outta this world! Like, is she even human? Daaamn! I just had a diaper change, but I feel like I'm gonna wet myself! She has a great face, great figure, and her singing is excellent too! Our mom is seriously way too gifted! I've gotta go back and watch the recording ASAP! Live broadcasts are meant to be watched live, so why didn't you wake me up?! These bodies always get so damn sleepy, so let's help each other out! I did wake you up. More than once. Oh, you did? This dummy here is also someone who's been reborn, same as me. I ended up realizing that quite early on. What?! Drop dead! You ape-men just can't comprehend Mama's talent and beauty! From the quality of her performances, it's clear she's in a different league! It's inevitable that management would favor her! I bet you're just an ugly old hag! Take a look in the mirror and say that again, uggo! Jeez, I can't believe this! Think you can hold a candle to Ai?! She was searching for "B Komachi Ai" and engaging in nuclear flame wars with haters. Can you really beat Ai, a genius idol with the perfect face and figure?! Hey... Are you the same as me? Huh? That baby just talked! Gross! Right back at ya. I'll say it again. I wanted to help her give birth to normal children. Aw, oh my god! You just record it once and then can watch it forever! Talk about value! Not a freaky set of twins like us. Ai... Ai... You damn liar. How dare you go and make babies! Why? Why?! You tricked me! Aqua. You hungry? Wanna nurse? Huh? You'd rather not? You sure like your bottle, don't you? Just look at you go! I feel like, as an adult, being breastfed by an idol would indeed be crossing the line. Coming! Wanna nurse again? Now you like breastfeeding, don't you, Ruby? That little... Time for work. Okay! I'll be back later. See you later! See you! Hey, could you show a bit of restraint? Why? It's simply the law of nature for a daughter like me to suck her mother's breast. It's a legitimate right that has been granted to me. Well, let me at least ask... Were you a girl in your previous life too? Yep. Well, I suppose I can let it slide then. The jealousy of otaku is gross! Well, ethically speaking, a grown man breastfeeding is just messed up! Lucky me! I'm a girl, so sucking away is a-okay! From my ethical viewpoint, that's still a no-go. Poor Mama... It's super creepy that her own kid is an otaku obsessed with her. Aw, that poor thing. I'll protect her for as long as I live. You're the creepier one, no doubt. I want a diaper change, so go over there! Yeah, yeah. How'd this become my job? I mean, aren't I a company president's wife? I married him 'cause I thought I'd get to work with pretty boys. But my job turns out to be taking care of a 16-year-old idol's kids?! Plus she's a single mom— the dad's not even in the picture! This shit's too dark! I didn't get married to be a damn babysitter! What? The privilege of serving Mama should bring nothing but happiness. She's not right in the head, is she? No, I can actually see the validity in what she's saying. You know, there's a real scandal underneath all of this, isn't there? That's it! If I sold the story to a tabloid, I could be swimming in cash. I don't give a crap what happens anymore! I'm gonna do it! Uh-oh, not good. What's the call? Do we kill her? Not happening. She's got too much of a size advantage. I was just kidding, but were you actually serious about it? There's no question that this could be trouble if we just let it be... Even so... What're we gonna do?! She's snapping tons of pics of the maternity health-record book! Actually, I think this presents an opportunity. I have an idea. With the proceeds I get from selling this, I'll boost my fave host to the top of the monthly rankings. O wretched girl... Thy heart's thirst cannot be quenched by champagne. Who's there?! I-I am a divine messenger. Thy excesses can no longer be overlooked. A... "divine messenger"? Wait a minute, that baby just talked... No way! In thy experience, are mere babes capable of speech? Believe in me. Well, it's just when you talk about the divine... I don't believe in that kind of stuff... Oh, I get it! This must be a candid-camera thing! Like, some TV show Ai is in where they prank the managers! Those are totally a thing! They sure went to a lot of trouble. There's a camera somewhere around here, right? Tch... I guess this was too much of a stretch. Now, now, Ruby, it's dangerous up there on the tab— Behave thyself! I am an incarnation of Amaterasu. I am what ye call a god. "God"... Manipulated by prospects of immediate profit, thou art on the verge of abandoning thy destiny. Destiny? Hoshino Ai was chosen by the God of Entertainment. Furthermore, these children are twins who bear a monumental destiny. It is thy destiny to keep guard over them. Thy deeds run contrary to the will of the gods. Be prepared for divine punishment should you persist. "Divine punishment"?! What do you mean?! Like, specifically! Specifically? Specifically... You'll die. Yeah, you'll die! No! That's super specific! W-What... should I do? It is but a simple task. Guard our family's secrets. Moreover, dote on these children and do everything they ask of thee. "Everything"... Do thusly, and a second marriage to a handsome actor is not out of the question. Seriously?! I'll do it! I'll do whatever is asked of me! I'll even lick their insoles if need be! Thou needn't go that far. A second marriage to a handsome guy! Do you think that was the right call? At any rate, there's a limit to what an infant can accomplish. And now we'll able to go outside. Yay! You know... that was quite a convincing performance. Did you do theater before? Nope, this was a first for me. A first? You never put on any plays at school? Well, I was raised in a bit of an unusual place. I guess it's just talent, then. Maybe acting's in your future. My future... I've never given it any thought. I found myself with a little sister. A strange gal who is an idol otaku. That said... Ai dances so nimbly! And her charisma is off the charts! Hmm... I like Ai the best of anyone in the whole world, but I like you just about as much, doctor! The passion this girl has when she talks about Ai is just like yours, Sarina. What? Did you call for me? My bad, did I wake you up? I wasn't calling out to you. If you're gonna sleep, do it in bed. Well, yeah. There's no way he was... After all, Sarina's not my name anymore. It's been a few months since Ai returned to being an idol. And B Komachi's become completely unstoppable... ...in our dreams. My pay this month is 200,000 yen... Hey, this agency's so stingy with pay. The single we just put out reached #3 on Oricon, didn't it? Aren't the middlemen taking too big a cut? Complaining only just now? Unlike the big players who do everything from production to distribution, we're a puny talent agency. You came into this knowing our profits are slim, right? I've finally realized the world is all about money. That's quite a depressing epiphany. Being an idol is fun, so I wouldn't mind going on like this if it were just me. But I want to send these kids to good schools and have them take lessons and so on. To give them lots of options, I've gotta sell better and earn as much as possible, don't I? As things stand now, I won't be able to make these kids happy. Aww, I sure wish I'd get some job offers for commercials or films. Guess we're too small for that too. Well, lay off that pricey ice cream for a start. I'm heading off for my lesson. Be good while Mommy's gone, okay? Hey, don't idols usually make like a million yen a month? Far from it. Wait, they don't?! Song royalties and TV appearance fees are split between the members. Concerts come out in the red if the merch doesn't sell well. And their uniforms are deducted from their pay. Only a select handful pull in one million a month. What the hell?! The world's beyond saving when money doesn't reach the people giving it their all! Oh, I know! All the otaku could take turns offering up their livers to Ai, which we'll turn around and sell. That idea of yours is beyond saving. Cut it out with that post-nuclear-holocaust view of religion. She sings and dances, and her face is out of this world. She does lessons and vocal training. And she's a hard worker who practices choreography at home at night. B Komachi is one of the better-selling groups, and yet... Hey, manager! Why isn't our Ai getting any job offers?! What crap management! Put more effort into sales and marketing! Easier said than done... Fundamentally, with idol groups, you have a business situation where people band together in order to compete against solo entertainers for jobs. They can barely secure work when sold as a set package, so if someone tries to strike out on their own, it's obviously going to be hard. You'll see plenty of girls graduate from their group trying to go solo who end up working at high-end food and drink establishments in Roppongi or become Minato girls getting paid to go out drinking because they can't find work on their own. I didn't know... Tokyo's a scary place. I do admit that Ai is amazing. But that only extends to within the idol sphere. In the entertainment industry, you can't make it unless you have something special that allows you to compete all on your own. A highly profitable job is not one that requests "somebody from B Komachi"— it is one that specifically requests Ai. Being first-class as an idol isn't enough on its own. Ai, are you feeling a bit down? You've only just recovered, so don't push yourself too hard, 'kay? It's nothing like that. I just missed lunch, and now I'm starving! What? You some big eater all of a sudden? Let's go over that last part again. Okay! I'm not feeling up to this today... Guess I'll do some egosurfing. Hitting me where it hurts... A sales promo event! A mini concert! The kind you need to win a ticket lottery for! This will be my first time truly seeing Mama perform live. Now, listen here. I brought you here since you kept insisting, but I'm the one who'll take the brunt of it if the president finds out about this, got it? No cheering, running, or speaking! Put in your pacifiers and behave yourselves, okay? That's right, Ruby. We absolutely can't do anything that makes us stand out. Anything that gives a whiff of us being connected to Ai is— I get it, okay? You saw it too, right? The way Mama was down in the dumps. I'm here because I'm worried about her. I didn't come to have fun. Today, we have three members of B Komachi with us! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! B Komachi! Woo-hoo! B Komachi! Woo-hoo! They can go and say that... After all, I am a pro. Yeah, I don't really get that. You're the ones who want us to be inhuman. I look in the mirror and study it. I fine-tune it to the millimeter. The way I narrow my eyes, the corners of my mouth... It's all calculated. I'm always putting on the smile that will please people the most. I'm made up of lies, after all. Goo-goo! Ga-ga! Goo-goo! Ga-ga! Goo-goo! Ga-ga! What's with those babies?! They're doing an idol-fan dance! And with such skill I can't believe they're infants! You came 'cause you were worried, huh?! Looks to me like you're enjoying this more than anyone else! Instinct took over! Instinct took over! Wow... What the...? Amazing! My kids are so cuuute! Two hundred ten thousand retweets... And the reposted video already has two million views. I get that it's easier for content with babies to go viral, but still... Let's have a little talk. Oh, I see... So this is good, huh? I'll remember that. One year has passed since then. We've grown to the point where it is no longer suspicious for us to walk around or talk, and my sister, well... Mama! Mama! Hm? Gimme pats! Pat, pat! She's superbly embodied a zealous fan who clings to their idol and brands them "Mama." I'm ascending to heaven! Where'd you learn big words like that? Wait, could it be... Well, I... Don't tell me... Does Ai suspect... Are you maybe some kinda super genius? Nope. And so our days are peaceful. Must be genetic! From model to radio assistant, Ai steadily picked up more gigs, and today she has a job that could be said to be the crystallization of all that work. It's your first TV drama, Mama! I can't wait! It's only a minor role, though. Now listen here, you two. You kept insisting, so I brought you along, but make absolutely sure not to call Ai "Mama" on the set, okay? Don't forget that the story is that you're my kids. Yeah, yeah. Mama, Mama, gimme some head pats. Me too, Mama! Mama, gimme my allowance. I'm Ai from Strawberry Productions. I look forward to working with you today. Same to you! Is something the matter, Director? No, nothing in particular. Kinda scary, isn't he? His face sure is. Hm? Whose kids are these? Oh, they're my kids. A manager bringing her kids to work, huh? This one of those labor reform things? Um? Sign of the times, huh? Well, some people even bring their dogs these days. Yes, that won't be a problem. Huh? Hey, we've also got some snacks. So I was found out, huh? My children are very well behaved, you see. I'm on a diet. Twins! How cute! Oh, if I recall, this girl's a pinup model. And that one's an young performer who's called "an adorable actress with real acting chops." Goo-goo! Ga-ga! Knock it off with that cutie-pie act. It's no use. My body's giving out. Oh, you're that manager's kid. I don't mind you being here, but if you cry and interrupt the filming, I'll kick you out. Oh, we'd never! Though we may be babies, we shall strive to not make any such blunders! We understand that not obstructing the shoot is rule number one. We dearly hope you'll keep working with our agency's Ai going forward. Whoa, this baby sure is talkative! Where'd you learn all those words?! Here and there on YouTube... Man, that YouTube is amazing! Sign of the times, huh?! I see a good number of precocious child actors, but you're really something else. You do any acting, by chance? No, acting isn't really my... You'd be interesting up on screen. I'd like to use you in something. Here's my business card. Give me a call if you sign up with an agency. No, if you're going to hand out work, then give it to Ai rather than me. Oh, that idol... She has an exceptional face. This looks delicious! With some luck, she'll survive in the industry. She needs luck despite having an exceptional face? Listen here, kid. There are three types of actors. Look at them over there. One is the star actor. Their primary role is to attract an audience. Given they also act as poster children, they garner solid performance fees. Next is those with real talent. Their role is to ensure the quality of the product on screen. Maintaining the programming block's brand is their job. Lastly, you've got newcomer actors. Acting ability isn't really expected from them. They get a passing mark if they can bring a sense of freshness to the screen. There's also the goal of giving the next stars some experience. I suppose it's an investment the entire industry makes. In other words, all those fresh faces over there are currently being invested in. Unless they either draw in viewers or become well-liked on set, their places will be taken by the next crop of newcomers. It would be a big deal if even one of the newcomers here today makes it in the industry. That's the kind of world this is. Those who survive are first-class at something or other. Hmm... Well, she'll be fine, then. Ai is a first-class idol. No, even being a first-class idol won't cut it. Director! We're all ready for the set test. Okay, I'll watch from here. Ready, and! What're you saying? Want me to ask Touma for you? Hey! Don't even think about it! But aren't you two always together? Her acting is average... but she really attracts your attention. Right? She was talking about that earlier. Up on stage, I need to look cute for everyone no matter what angle they view me from, but here it's only a single person. I just need the camera to think I'm cute. If the same tricks I use for music videos will work, it's right in my wheelhouse. Way to go! I'll be cheering you on, okay?! She thinks of it like a music video... Sign of the times, huh? What?! They're super well-made, so you should really give them a look! I'll even lend you the DVDs! Keep it down, will ya? It's still too soon. It's never too late to take on a challenge. I can't wait to see your performance, Mama! Well, they did film me quite a bit. Here it comes. It's starting! You in a bad mood or something? Not really. Was it something I did? Oh, this is the scene! I said no! What is this? Aww, it's Mama! Good morning. C'mon, give her a close-up! Oh, good morning. Huh? Is something wrong? Wait! Touma! You... Why're you here? And that's why we weren't supposed to see each other. Um, what do you mean by that? What?! That's all?! Just a bit of a single scene?! They cut way too much! I wonder if my acting was bad. No, it definitely wasn't. Yes? Hey, Director, what's the big idea?! Oh, hey, precocious baby. You didn't give Ai any screen time! Yeah, about that... Her part came out great, so it's quite a shame. Well, why then?! The lead actress's agency promotes her as "an adorable actress with real acting chops." So how's it look when a girl with an even prettier face is sharing the screen? It'd be a problem for their PR strategy, right? Ai simply appeared too cute up on screen. And so, word came down from the top to cut her out as much as possible during editing. Are you serious? The screen time a performer receives tends to be decided by the power balance between companies, so just take it as bad luck and accept it. I can't accept it. It's fine to dream of the entertainment industry, but you'd best open your eyes to reality once you wake up. This isn't a place for art, but rather one for business. But that said, I understand your point, and I feel bad about this. Mama, I know you did your very best! I hesitate to say "in exchange," but I'd like to offer Ai another job. I suppose I did. For a film, that is. Can't complain about that, right? Seriously?! On one condition. You've gotta act in it, too. Listen up, Precocious Baby. In Japan, casting is for the most part decided upon by the higher-ups. The bigger the budget for a project, the less it can afford to flop. In order to secure actors who are sure to draw viewers, the higher-ups fight tooth and nail. The directors with casting authority are the very select few super heavyweights or those working on low-budget small-scale films. So, which do I look like to you? Uh... A super-heavyweight direct— Swing and a miss. We're on the set of a low-budget film here. Director, thank you for taking care of Aqua today. No, not at all. And we're on the same page about that matter, right? Er, yes... Aqua has joined Strawberry Productions as of this month. The thing is, there'll be hell to pay if I use a kid who's not affiliated with an agency. In terms of acting, I feel like my sister is probably better than me. Nope, it's you I want. It's in exchange for your performance that I'm giving Ai a part. In the industry, we call this bartering. It's one of the fundamentals, so keep it in mind. Bartering Ai for her own son... That stern-looking director has taken quite a liking to you, Aqua. What in the world did you do to make this happen? Nothing all that special. When young people just act casual around old guys, it seems to make them happy for some reason, so I just avoid being too respectful, is all. You're one dreadful baby... My work saw me often interacting with seniors, so I know how to deal with old folks. I never thought that strange skill would prove useful now. Mama! Mama! I wanna go back to Mama! Why isn't Mama here? Because Ai doesn't film the same days I do. I wanna go home and snuggle up to her! I wanna be held to Mama's breast and pampered! Isn't she embarrassed to be acting like that at her age? Not that I know how old she really is inside... This is a professional worksite, you know! If you came to play, head home right now! Um... Arima Kana. I'm an actress in the film. Oh, isn't she... Hmm, what was it again? The genius child actor who can lick baking soda like that. The genius child actor who can cry in ten seconds flat! Everybody says the way I cry in dramas is amazing! Because it is amazing! You know, I don't really like this girl. Like, she seems fake, and something about her just grates on me. There are some people who are unusually hard on child actors... Like you, for example. I know about you! You're that kid who had an in. Back when we did the script reading, you and that idol weren't even part of the story. Mama said the director forced it through. That's simply not acceptable, okay?! Well, that's not really... I watched the drama the director shot recently, and that idol hardly had any screen time at all. I bet her acting was so horrible they were forced to cut her parts. Seems the one thing she's good at is buttering people up! Hey, AD, carry my bag. Um, well, hold on just a minute... Aqua... I know, but she's just a kid... I won't kill her. The rough outline of the film's plot is that a woman with zero confidence in her appearance for some reason goes to a sketchy hospital deep in the mountains to get plastic surgery. Okay, let's shoot it! Yes, sir! We play the role of creepy children she encounters at the entrance to that village. Greetings, visitor. We welcome you. Now, please do stay for a while. Huh? You're the reception party? That's a genius child actor for you—she's great. Do you have an issue with us being children? If I do the same thing, the obvious skill difference will ruin the scene. Even a rank amateur like me understands that much. So, what should I do? Well, the standard answer is that I should act like a creepy kid. But that's not what he wants from me, is it? The visual the director is after is surely... There's only a single lodging in this village. Once you check in, you might enjoy taking a stroll around the village. This scene was added at the last minute. After the director met me, he revised the screenplay with me in mind. So reading between the lines, it's actually better I don't even act. I just need to faithfully respond to the director's intentions. He never put it into words, but what the director wants to say is... Even without any acting, you're plenty creepy already. Well then, if you will follow me. Cut! That'll do! That's good stuff. He was just being himself, huh? You're amazing! You sent a chill down my spine. Really? That's good to hear. Nothing good about it. Clear out anything in that camera's frame! We're gonna shoot the start of the next scene. Yes, sir! Director, reshoot the scene. Hm? But there aren't any problems with it. There's a huge problem! Just now I... wasn't nearly as good as that boy. I can't take it! One more time! I'm begging you! This time I promise I'll do better! One more time! Kana! Please! Hey, Precocious. What do you think is the most essential element for an actor? Hmm... ability or a feel for acting? Drive and effort? Well, that stuff is important, too. But in the end, it's people skills. If you rub fellow actors or staff the wrong way, your job prospects will dry up soon enough. There's no future for a stuck-up kid who's already pretending to be a big shot. Were you trying to teach her a lesson? I wasn't thinking anything patronizing like that. But stuff like this will help her grow. Your acting today was exactly how I envisioned it. That girl was more impressive than me. I was just being the way I always am. Even so, I never once instructed you to do that. You guessed what I wanted. That's one part of people skills. Acting with an understanding of the direction and intent is fundamental, obviously. But precious is the actor who can even read intent that can't be put into words. After all, the ideal version of the scene is locked up in our head somewhere. Rather than one who does amazing acting, become an actor who can act just as envisioned. Er, I'm not going to become an actor... And thus, I dipped my toes into the industry. So he has a proper stage name... "Aqua." I won't forget it. Next time, you won't get the best of me. Three years have passed since I was reborn as Ai's child. The film the director shot was reasonably well received, and he was nominated for Best Director at some awards ceremony. Looking back on it, I think my acting was quite skilled. However... in the end it was Ai was who carried the entire film. I don't know if that was the catalyst, but she landed a lot more work. To sum up Ai now, she's a major up-and-coming idol/media personality... I would venture to say. Ai will soon be turning 20. Thus far, we've been able to go about our daily lives without being uncovered by the public. And also... my corpse has not yet been found. Yep, you're looking cute again today! Super cute! Well, you're cuter overall, Mama. What's with this rivalry? We enrolled in a preschool. That reminds me, what were you doing before you were reborn? And how old are you really, anyway? Let's see... If I was younger than he was... What the heck? Shoulda figured you were just a kid. From now on you better listen to everything I say, brat. I'm an adult woman, okay?! What an insensitive jerk you are, asking about a woman's age! Besides, who cares about my previous life?! Quit prying! Well, I suppose you're right. I feel depressed whenever I think about my previous life. That's how much I've come to like the way things are now. Compared to my days at a demanding job, as a preschooler I just eat, sleep, and read books and such as I please—it's an easy gig. That said, it's really something how seriously that girl is able to play... Huh? A preschooler is reading one of Kyogoku Natsuhiko's tomes... Okay, everyone, it's time for your dance routine. It won't be long before your families come watch your dance, so let's practice hard today! Yes, ma'am! No! I won't do it! Ruby?! Why'd you run away? Because I'm bad at dancing. I've never even done it before. Did you always stay cooped up in your room and play there? Kids these days, I tell ya... I guess I was similar to a shut-in. I tried several times but could never do it. I don't think I'm capable of real exercise. I don't know what things were like for you before, but are you really okay with this? You've got a long life ahead of you. Oh? Dance practice? How about I dance together with you? We'll be performing an old song at our next concert, so I've gotta practice. Mama, your choreography is a bit off! Huh? At your Budokan performance, your hand was higher. Oh? So you watched my concert video? I'm impressed you still remember! Of course I do. I've seen videos of Mama's concerts hundreds... no, thousands of times. I remember every last bit of the choreography, too. How'd it go again? At this part, you went high— You okay? Yeah. Ruby, with the way you move... it's like you're ready to fall at anytime. Well... I was falling over all the time. If I didn't brace myself, I'd get hurt. If you're scared of falling over, you'll just fall even more. Stand more confidently, with your chest out. You'll be fine. Trust your mama, okay? My life came to an end with the majority of it spent in hospital rooms. My body was disabled, and it mostly didn't do what I told it to. Lying in bed, I kept longing for it so bad. Mama's cool moves are all etched into my brain. All of that light is burned into my retinas. O my light... If only I could move like that... If only I could be so free... More! Move more! My body! Ah, it's okay for me to dance, too! So this girl... isn't only good at acting, huh? She has a sense for dance and good looks she got from our mother. I've just had a scary thought. On a whim, I decided to contact the guy I'd broken up with. You know, our kids have gotten pretty big. Wanna try meeting them? No, I'm not trying to get back together or anything like that. What led to it was overhearing a convo the kids were having. I try my best not to think about it, but I do wonder just who our father is. Just thinking about it makes my heart sink. You dummy. You let a little thing like that get you down? She obviously had a virgin conception, right? There was never any guy in the first place. She came to this odd conclusion, and I figured I should shut that down ASAP. Our kids are super smart. I'm sure they'll understand our situation. Sure, so our new address is... Ah, it's Ai! Let's grab a pic! You sure do love Ai, don't you? My work is going well. And I have over a million followers now. The world is watching me. Man, this is some good booze! Come on, celebrate your new digs with a drink! Drink up, drink up! Wow, that's a Moriizo! Not so fast. Ai doesn't turn 20 until next week. Please wait just a bit longer. Ah, you got me there! The widely-popular TV drama starring B Komachi's Ai-san reached a peak viewership of 14.2% this week. The TV show Ai stars in is climbing up in the ratings! B Komachi's work schedule is packed, too! And next week, we finally hit the Dome! He's certainly in a good mood. Well, it was always the president's dream to have an idol he nurtured do a dome concert. Well, all us staff share that dream, too. Are domes really that special? They carry a different connotation compared to other venues. You can't even book a slot without going through a specialized company. The staff needs the skill and experience to manage a large audience, and there's a rigorous screening process to see if an artist is suitable. They're venues that require a big time commitment and lots of staff labor. Simply having money doesn't mean one can perform there. They're stages onto which only a chosen few can climb. Domes are what everyone dreams of. I see... When I sell well, everyone is pleased. So I'll put on my happy face, too. This is an important period! No scandals allowed! Don't try to meet up with their father, you hear? Of course. I'm a liar. Before even thinking, I say whatever fits the situation. Even I can't distinguish my real feelings from the lies. Mama, give me pats. Pat, pat. I've never been good at loving anything. You don't need to do anything to try to make me happy. I thought I couldn't possibly be suited to be an idol. After all, so long as you're here beside me... When you said you were a scout, I wondered what was up. An idol? Me? What a laugh! My agency is just now putting together a unit featuring middle-school models, you see. I think you'd have a good shot at becoming the center. Not interested. Come on, you'd be perfect for it. I guarantee it. I think you'd better forget all about it. I grew up in an orphanage. I only had a single parent from the start, then my mom got arrested for theft when I was little. So I was put in a home while she was away. But when she was released, my mom never came to get me. I thought if I frightened him a bit, the scout would leave. Well, it's fine, though. I mean, the orphanage is better than getting hit. I have no memory of ever loving someone or being loved. Someone like that could never be an idol, right? My impression of idols was pure beings who flash smiles and bring smiles to everyone's faces. The polar opposite of me, a people-hating liar. I'm sure I wouldn't be able to love the fans. And they wouldn't love me either. Nothing wrong with that. It's not a job normal folks are suited for in the first place. Your background gives you individuality. B-But... Idols say stuff like, "I love all of you." If I said that, I'd be ly— Lying is fine. In fact, pretty lies are what fans want. Lying is a talent, you know. It's all good. Go on and lie up a storm! That's really all right? Even if it's a lie, it's okay to say, "I love you"? I bet you do actually want to love people. It's just that you don't know how. You just never find the right object for your love. If you sing and dance while looking cute, that on its own is an expression of love to the fans. If you become an idol, phrases like "I love you" will appear all over your lyrics. Plus, as you continue saying, "I love all of you," the lie might become the truth. "The lie might become the truth." Hearing those words, I decided to become an idol. I wanted to love someone. I wanted an object for my love. I thought if I became an idol, I'd be able to love my fans. I wanted to say "I love you" and have it come from the bottom of my heart, so I said the lie of "I love you" all over the place. I thought that if I became a mother, I'd be able to love my children. But I have not yet once told my children I love them. I'm scared to. What if I utter those words and realize they aren't true? That's why today I will once again lie, with the faith that lies will become truth. Even if I end up paying for it one day... Could that be the president? Coming! Congrats on your dome concert. How are your twins? Does that hurt?! Ai! I was hurt worse! It was incredibly painful! You went and had kids even though you're an idol! You fan-betraying slut. Ai! Ai! You treated us fans like we didn't exist! I bet you mocked us behind our backs! You damn liar! You lured us in with your constant "I love you! I love you!" crap! It was all lies! I've been irresponsible from the start... I'm not pure, and I'm dishonest and dirty. I don't have a good grasp of what it means to love someone... So, instead... I told pretty lies that would please everyone... always hoping that one day those lies would become the truth. I tried my best, worked hard, and lied with everything I had. To me, lies are love. And in my own way, I thought I was expressing love. I don't know if I was able to love you and the others, but I sang all those love songs while thinking that I wanted to. Hoping that someday that would be the truth. Even now, I want to love you. Liar... You don't even remember me, do you? You just want me to let you go, ri— You're Ryousuke, aren't you? You often came to the handshake events. Oh? Am I wrong? Sorry, I was never very good with names. I was happy when I got that star sand from you as a present. I've still got it displayed in my living room. What the hell? I... That's not what... Just get over here right now! Ai! I've called an ambulance! Well, I let my guard down there. So door chains are for times like this, huh? They never taught us that back at the orphan— Don't try to speak! The bleeding... It's her abdominal aorta? Shit! I'm sorry. This is probably... it for me. Are you all right? You're not hurt, are you? No, I'm not. I wonder if today's dome concert will be canceled... I feel sorry for everyone. The movie schedule had been finalized, too. Apologize to the director for me. Hey, what's wrong? What's going on out there? Stay back, Ruby. Tell me! Ruby? Your dance at your preschool event... was wonderful. You know, I was thinking that maybe you could become an idol one day, too. Mother and daughter performing together... Sounds fun, doesn't it? Aqua, will you be an actor? I wonder... what kind of adults you'll grow up to be... Aw, I'd like to see you with your school backpacks... And on parents' day... I want people to say, "Isn't she a bit young to be Ruby's mother?" As the two of you grow up... I want to be there to see it. Not that I was the best mom or anything... but I'm glad I gave birth to you. And, also... Oh yeah, I gotta tell you this. Ruby... Aqua... I love you. Ah, I was finally able to say it. I'm sorry... It took me so long. I'm so relieved. Those words definitely weren't a lie. Ai? Ai? Ai from the idol group B Komachi has been murdered. Before dawn this morning, a call came in from her Tokyo condo reporting that a woman was being stabbed. When the police rushed over, they found a woman thought to be Ai who had been stabbed in her abdomen, had collapsed, and was bleeding. She was then pronounced dead at the hospital she was transported to. The main suspect in the case is an enthusiastic fan of Ai. Several hours after the incident, he was pronounced dead at a hospital after committing suicide. According to the Metropolitan Police, Ai had just recently moved, and they are looking into the possibility that the man had an accomplice as they proceed with the investigation. It has been announced that her planned dome concert has been canceled, and in front of the venue, numerous fans have given themselves over to grief. The sensational news that an idol had been murdered by a fan who then committed suicide didn't even take an hour to make it to the airwaves. The public's response was largely sympathetic. However, just as I had feared, there were some who treated the deceased like a plaything and sought to attract attention to themselves. With so many unfounded speculations and nasty anonymous writings, there were some that landed close to the truth. What's do you mean "hardly surprising"? Well?! If an idol gets a romantic partner, it's hardly surprising if she's murdered?! Huh?! That's a bunch of crap! You go and fall totally in love with idols! So isn't it selfish to say idols can't fall in love?! You're just taking out your anger about not having a girlfriend on women! You're disgusting! Die! Why is the internet like this? Mom is dead, and now there's all this stuff that makes me wanna die... So if you're famous, people can say whatever they want about you? What do they mean, "the price of fame"? Talking like "the fans are always right"... Those lines aren't things you people can use, okay?! Hurt people use those phrases to cope with their pain. Don't use them as an excuse to hurt others! Once three days had passed, they'd said all there was to say about Ai's death. And after the news turned to a slightly early snow paralyzing the transport network, the topic wasn't brought up again. It was as if the snow was covering up Ai's death. As for us, it seems the president and his wife had transferred us to their family register, so we never became front-and-center news. Considering my age and the fact that the culprit was no longer alive, the police's questioning of me was limited to simple matters, but the victim counseling went on for quite some time. Would you consider becoming my children for real? Of course, Ai will always be your only mother, and you don't need to think of me as your mother... But I do think of you two as my own children. How about it? Mama said that maybe I would become an idol. Do you think I have what it takes to be one? It's no use becoming one anyway, right? If you want to make money, a different job would be quicker and easier, and the fans are always selfish, and you'll face a barrage of criticism if you get a boyfriend. Yeah. Even so... Mama sparkled. Ruby will probably bounce back. In my several years living with her, I came to understand she's pure of heart, for better or worse. But me? I've died once already anyway. If Ai's not here, then what's the point of... That stalker and the man who killed me are one and the same. How did he pin down the hospital Ai had been admitted to? Why'd he show up at the residence she'd only just moved to? The culprit was a student without special skills of any kind. I simply can't believe he'd be capable of such detective work. Someone was feeding him information. And it must have been someone quite close to Ai. As far as I know, it was only the president who knew about her hospital. But would he do such a thing to the public face of the agency he cherished so greatly? One of her co-workers? No, the B Komachi girls weren't even that close, and I never saw anyone who seemed like a good friend of Ai. It's evident Ai didn't have any relatives who were around, and it appeared she didn't know their contact details either. So that only leaves... our father. She stubbornly kept him a secret from the president, but considering how narrow Ai's social circle was, there's a high probability the guy is in the same industry. Seeing that he and I are related by blood, I can get his identity by DNA testing his hair. The guy who put Ai through all of that is someone in the entertainment industry. I can't die yet. Not until I find him and kill him by my own hand! Director. Oh, Precocious. Well, at a time like this, I'm at a loss for what to say. You don't need to bother with that. Instead, I'd like to ask a favor of you. What is it? Would you consider raising me? Come on. You're still not ready, Ruby? Jeez, just wait a minute, Aqua. This uniform might be cute, but it's pretty complicated. But it sure is cute! Don't be making us late on the first day, okay? Isn't your skirt a bit too short? You know, you've always sounded like an old man. Oh, that's right! Mom, we're heading out now. And thus the prologue concludes, and the curtain rises on a new tale. And now, I begin my revenge play. Is it recording now? I thought it would be nice to have this on video. Once you're grown up, it would be great if we're able to watch this together over drinks. Though, I highly doubt I'll still be an idol at that age. Oh, you two might be idols yourselves by that point, though! I mean, you're my kids, so it could totally happen. In any case, please grow up healthy. As your mother, that is my one and only wish.
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