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CR
izu
I was
check
ing
out
what's gonna be on our finals.
I've
check
ed
out
the scope for the mid-term test.
Do
you
have
a lot of
shifts lined up
during spring break?
Mafuyu, did
you
take up
a lot of
slots for your part time
during spring break?
No, not
yet
.
Not
yet
, slotting them in from now
.
Ah..
.
What about you
, Uenoyama-kun?
What about you
?
Me too.
Same.
Would like some studio time.
We definitely want... some studio time, right?
Yeah.
Yeah.
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We can go
look at more effects pedals
again
.
We can go
see some effectors
again
too
.
Yeah.
Yeah.
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Make sure you all
take
just
one
sheet
of origami paper
.
Everyone,
take
one
piece
of origami paper
at a time
.
This one
's mine!
This one
! Me too!
No, it's mine!
It
is
not a race
.
This
is
n't first come, first served
.
If
you want
a specific color
, ask
nicely for them
to
swap it with you
.
If
there's a color
you want
, ask
politely
to
switch
.
I want silver!
I want silver!
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No fair!
You
always
get
it
!
You
're
always
taking the sillver,
it
's unfair!
What
? It's
totally fair
!
Why
? It's
not
!
I want
the
silver
one,
too
!
I want
silver
too
.
Oh?
Huh?
Shizusumi-kun, you
took
the same color again
?
Shizusumi-kun, you
picked
the same color again
.
Don't you want gold like
the other
s?
Don't you want gold like
all
the other
kid
s?
it's fine, I have a piece
.
I just need one
.
I don't need
it
.
I don't need
any more
.
What?
You've never gotten the gold
color?
What?
!
You've never gotten the gold
one?!
Mafuyu.
..
Mafuyu.
Is that guy there
?
Hey, is he around
?
Hiiragi
?
Hiiragi
...
Shizu-chan
too?
And
Shizu-chan
.
Like,
I'
ve said,
Mafuyu
is
like a little brother
to me rather
than a childhood friend
!
What
I'
m telling you is
So?
Mafuyu
's more
like a little brother
than a childhood friend
.
So, I'm saying I know about Mafuyu a 100 times more
than you!
Okay, and?
Oh
? What d
oes
that ha
ve
to do with
know
ing someone longer?
And, I'm saying that I know Mafuyu a hundred times better
than you!
Besides
, Mafuyu
said that
you
'
re like
his
little sister
.
Oh
, yeah? D
oes
how long you'
ve
know
n him really matter?
I'
ll
kill hi
m!
Actually
, Mafuyu
was saying
you
we
re like
a
little sister
to him
.
And so, what does
that
have
to
do with
you
missing
the
note
just now
?
I'
mma
kill hi
s ass!
I'm saying
that you're not matc
hing
up
with
me is because
you
've got a problem deali
ng with
other people!
Also, how is
that
related
to
you
playing
the
wrong
note
?
In the first place,
you
think
I
had the beat correct too! Right
, Shizu?!
I'm saying
there's somet
hing
fundamentally wrong
with
you
if
you
can't just play alo
ng with
me!
And
you
thought
I
sounded better, right
, Shizu?!
Yeah.
Yeah.
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Can you at least pretend you give a crap about me?
!
Take a little more interest in me
!
Shu
t
up!
Back the hell off!
Shu
dd
up!
Quit bitching on every single
thing
!
And Mafuyu's got no
thing
to
do with
this
!
What does that gotta
do with
Mafuyu?
!
It
's pissing
me off
that
you
're
acting
all smug as his
boyfriend
It
pisses
me off
you
acting
like a
boyfriend
when you
can't even get along
with other
people!
when you
're not willing to work
with other
s at all!
T
hen you
try matching
with me
!
Fine, t
hen you
need to work
with me
first!
YOU try
to be
more considerate of me
!
You need
to be
able to figure me out
!
Why
should I?
Why
, though?!
Uenoyama-kun, it's
time
to go.
Uenoyama-kun, it's
almost
time
.
Both of you,
stop fighting
.
And
stop fighting
, you two
.
We're not.
We're not.
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We have
studio time with g
iven
next.
We have
to go to the G
iven
studio
next.
Okay,
see you the day after
tomorrow. Have a pleasant day!
Well then, I'll
see you the day after
. Good work
.
Right back at you!
Good work!!
Bye
.
G'job.
God, we're viscerally incompatible!
Argh!!! I just can't stand him personality-wise!
Why does he act like he's God's gift to the world?!
What's with that "I'm above everyone else" attitude?!!
I guess like repels like.
Disliking people similar to oneself.
We clearly can't get along.
We are totally incompatible!!
I absolutely despise guys who only think of themselves.
I hate those who thinks the world revolves around them!
I guess like repels like.
Disliking people similar to oneself.
You really can't figure out how to play together?
Does the sound not match at all?
No... Actually, when our sound's together, it's really together...
Nah, when it does match, we sync perfectly.
So they
can, then
.
So they
do sync
.
Then
can I ask...
Then
why
did
you
accept
to
being
Hiiragi
's support
?
why
you
agreed
to
help
Hiiragi
out
?
Why
...well, that's b
ecause...
Why
? B
ecause...
They
were cooler
than I
thought
.
They
sounded way more badass
than I
could've imagined
.
I
hated
those
that
go with the trend.
I
've always
hated
sellouts.
Or so
I thought.
At least,
that
's what
I thought.
Not only their music sounded good, it just imprinted itself into my head.
It's not just the fact that they're good.
It felt better than I've imagined.
Even the pauses between the sound were thrilling.
It was just
simply
good.
Once in a while, it'd go against everything I know and just felt good.
In the autumn of 2nd year high school, they won at CAC and were about to debut...
It was just
good.
...when their supporting
guitarist left.
In fall of our second year in high school, Hiiragi's band won at CAC
When they
we
re
thinking of how
to fill
in
the
whole, the target of
the
ir arrow
was...
Honestly, I knew we were gonna win!
Me?
?!!
and they were gonna debut because of that.
It's
just
until we find
the
next guitarist.
J
ust
for
the in-between, a time limited thing.
Whatever, man!
For two lives
.
But then their session
guitarist left.
If your
guitarist quit
ted
, you
can just skip having lives for
now.
Congrats!
Of course we
're doing it! I want to enhance our reputation.
You guys were awesome!
Then
why me?
That said, we definitely felt some pressure since
we
'
re
in the amateur rankings.
Because
at CAC, when
I saw you
r live, I thought of teaming up
with you.
When they were trying
to fill
that position,
the
one who got
the
call
was...
Anyways, what
are you
guys doing
here today?
Me?
!
Are you that confident?
We
just
need you
until we find
our
next guitarist.
Or because you're high schoolers, you wanna party at lives?
You'll j
ust
fill in
for
now.
Anyway, I'm asking you.
For, like, two shows, maybe
.
Besides, t
here's something I want to try
with you.
If your
other
guitarist quit
, you
don't need to do shows right
now.
In the end, the reason
why I accepted being
their
supporting
guitarist is
because
...
Of course we
do. Gotta strike while the iron's hot.
It
seem
s
like it'
ll
be a
lot of fun.
Okay, but
why me?
Yeah
, t
hat
's
it
.
Because
I saw you
play at CAC,
In conclusion,
Hiiragi
has a charm that attracts people
.
and it made me want to play
with you.
Um,
please have
th
ese.
More importantly, why
are you
even
here today?
G
ift
s
? Thanks!
What? Were you bored?
Oh, is it alright to accept all
th
ese
?
Did the little high schooler come to see his first little concert?
Yes
, p
lease use
them!
I mean, I'm inviting you to play with us.
Can
we have
a
pic
?
And...
A
pic, s
ure
!
T
here's something I want to try
doing
with you.
In the end, the reason
I agreed to be
their
session
guitarist is
...
because
it
seem
ed
like it'
d
be a
hell of a
lot of fun.
Yeah
. W
hat
it
comes down to is...
Hiiragi
's got what it takes
.
Um,
th
is is for you.
Hey, a g
ift
? Thanks!
Wait, can I really have
th
is
?
Yes
! P
lease use
it if you want to.
Can
I get
a
picture with you
?
A
picture? S
ure
.
Hey, Uenoyama!
Hey, Uenoyama!
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Haruki-san
?! A
nd
Sis?
!
Haruki-san
! a
nd
Big sis
!
Hey
a.
Hey
the
re!
What're— Wait, it's just
the
two
of you?
Why? Eh both
of you?
We met at the
door.
We're
guests
today.
We met at the
entrance
B
ecause we helped
shoot their
music video the other day.
We're
invited as
guests
b
ecause we helped
them
shoot their
MV last time.
Ah
...
Wait, then where
's Take-san?
Oh
...
Where
's Take-san?
Working overtime.
Working overtime.
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What about you? Where's that
boy who
looks like a Pomeranian?
What about you? Where's that
kid that
looks like a Pomeranian?
Huh? Oh
, Mafuyu?
Ah
, Mafuyu?
He is part-timing
today.
He's got work
today.
Well
then
, I'
ll just greet
everyone and
go
home.
Huh...
For now, g
reat job
for the live!
You were
really cool!
Well
, I'
m gonna go say bye to
everyone and
head
home.
Well, anyway...
G
reat job
tonight.
You were
awesome.
Thanks.
Thanks.
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Kaji-san's
not
with
you
today?
You're
not
together
with
Kaji-san
today?
I guess he
's
been
busy
with the
violin
lately
.
He
's
busy
prepping something for his
violin
.
We're all
split up
lately.
We're all
doing our separate things
lately.
Could
we
group him in next time
?
Next, can
we
take a pic with this guy too
?
Sure,
of course
!
Sure,
sure
!
Thanks
!
Thanks
.
Anyway, s
houldn't you
be
over there
?
S
houldn't you
go
over there
too?
Nah. I
can't keep up with H
i
iragi's social
circles
.
It's okay.
Oh
!
Matsumura-san! You came!
I just
can't keep up with H
I
iragi's social
izing side
.
I mean
, Hiiragi
's definitely got
charm
and
he's a
fun
guy...
Oh
,
Matsumura-san! You came!
Thanks
Thanks so much! I'll come by to say hi later.
Sure
, Hiiragi
is very
charm
ing
and
fun
but I would like our
own band to
be
recognized
more.
But I want my
own band to
get
recognized
.
I'm
envious
of him
and I get sick
of
it
.
Huh?
Uh,
about that...
I'm
jealous
of him
.
Actually, there's talk of debuting for Given...
Sometimes it really pisses me
of
f
.
...from a recording company.
Uh,
yeah... Actually,
about that...
EH?
We actually got an offer to debut... as given.
Um, they contacted me today.
By someone from a record label.
EHHHHHH!!! DEBUT?!
Huh?
Ah
, wait!
Ah... I... got contacted today...
To be precise, it
's not
that we
can
debut
but more like whether
if we
would like to
debut
.
What?!
It's from someone that
gave me
their name
card at CAC
.
To debut?!
Asking that if we would like
to
debut and to contact them eventually
.
Er, uh
, wait!
I
t's not like there's
anything
confirmed though
...
It
's not
guaranteed
that we
'll be able to
debut
.
What
did you reply?
They just asked
if we
were interested in
debut
ing.
I haven't reply them
. I've only told you so far.
They
gave me
a business
card at CAC
Oh, t
hey
a
re
a big shot. Isn't that great?
and said
to
reach out if we're interested
.
You
were listening?!
I
don't know if
anything
would happen immediately, but
...
You should be more aware of your surroundings.
You were the one who shouted "debut" in a loud voice.
Huh? Wait,
did you reply?
Wha-?!
No
. I've only told you so far.
I'll talk about it with Akihiko so you talk to Mafuyu too.
T
hey
'
re
huge. Sounds good to me.
A
bout
your
future
path after graduating
and
about
how far
you guys would like to pursue
music.
Hey! Were you listening—
I'll forward
the
mail
to you
later.
You
're the one who was just shouting something about a debut.
Well then, s
ee ya
.
You should be more aware of your surroundings.
F
uture
path
?
Wha—
Huh?
What's with that "I
've never thought about it
" face
?
I'm gonna talk to Akihiko about it. You should ask Mafuyu.
I
've thought aboout it. I'
ve thought about it
before
but...
A
sk a
bout
his
future
plans,
Hey
, it
's
about
time.
and
just
how far
he wants to go with
music.
OK
.
Anyway,
I'll forward
you
the
e
mail
later.
Hiiragi
, what about
you
?
S
ee ya
!
Did you
struggle a
bout
it? On
how
to live
life from
now
.
The f
uture
?
Huh?
Why the hell do you look like you
've never thought about it
before
?
I
have.
I mean, I ha
ve thought about it
,
but...
Hey
.
It
's
almost
time.
Sure
.
Hiiragi
! Did
you
...
Did you
ever feel conflicted? A
bout
how
you want
to live
right
now
?
Not really.
Not really.
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But now you've got an opportunity, right?
Besides, a possibility has arise. Be more
happ
y about it
.
You should be
happ
ier, dude
.
Be
more
happ
y? Sure there's a tingling feeling in
my stomach
.
Be
happ
ier?
We did
not make it for
CAC.
I was
jealous for
Hiiragi
being able
to debut.
Yeah, this is causing
my stomach
to turn
.
And
now,
my heart is pounding like hell
.
We did
n't win at
CAC.
Seriously
, i
sn't this
incredible?!
I was
envious of
Hiiragi
, since he got
to debut.
Oh,
I know
t
hat
person, He
's Mafuyu-senpai.
But
now,
I'm so excited I'm about to burst
.
Ah, the one
in
the
band
.
Seriously
?
I
sn't this
actually cool as hell?
Oh,
hey.
I know
him. T
hat
's Mafuyu-senpai.
Oh, he's
in
a
band
, right?
Is he famous?
Is he famous?
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I think his band was in some festival.
Didn't he joined a fes or something?
Whoa, awesome.
Really? I want a pic!
I want a picture with him!
Hey,
Mafuyu!
Right?
Uenoyama
is calling
you.
Hey!
De.
.but?
Mafuyu!
Haruki-san
was asking whether
if
you're thinking of that.
Uenoyama
's looking for
you.
Whether
if
you are planning
to
continue pursuing
music
and also...
De.
.
.but?
...about
what
you're planning
to
do in the future
.
Haruki-san
asked
if
we'd planned on it.
Honestly,
I'm
really
happy
.
And, like,
if
we want
to
keep doing
music
in the future.
Do
you
want to try challenging
it
?
And
what
we want
to
actually
do in the future
, and stuff.
I'm
genuinely super
happy
about this.
Hey, will
you
give
it
a shot?
Huh
?
I'll think about it later.
I'll think about it later.
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What do you mean
, "
later
"
?
What do you mean
'
later
'
?
Sorry
. I
'll talk
to you later
.
Sorry
, we
'll talk
about it next time
.
Mafuyu
! H
ey!
Mafuyu
, h
ey!
What? Why?!
EH? Why??!! Eh??!!
What?!
Uenoyama, we need to change classrooms
next.
We're in a different classroom
next.
Hey, Hiiragi
, y
ou're going
back
already?
What, work
again?
Hey, Hiiragi
!
Yup. Did
you see
Shizu?
Y
ou're going
home
already?
Shizusumi? He said he was
going to
skip
classes at
the
infirmary
.
Work
again?
Shizu
Ayup.
L
et's go home.
By the way, have
you see
n
Shizu?
Hey
!
Shizusumi? He said he was
gonna
skip
in
the
nurse's office
.
Shut up
, y
ou're
really noisy.
Shizu
.
It'
s boring.
Let's
go
to the studio.
Hey, l
et's go home.
Going
to
the studio every
day
, what are you planning to do?
Hey
.
M
ake
new demo
s
.
Shut up
. Y
ou're
so loud.
Hiiragi
, what about
you
?
This i
s boring.
Did you
struggle about it?
Let's
head
to the studio.
Is
he
stupid or what?
What are we supposed
to
do in
the studio every
day
?
After Yuki died, I
've
decided
on how
I
want to live when reforming the
band
.
We'll m
ake
a
new demo
.
And
by doing
this
,
I can
tie
Shizusumi
's life
to
mine for
a little
longer.
Hiiragi
! Did
you
...
Shizusumi always
has this
look
like he
has no interest in my life whatsoever
.
Did you
ever feel conflicted?
But
he
still
follow
s
me
until the end.
God,
he
must be really dumb.
He seems
like he's not listening
but he still
says
the things
I want to hear
.
After Yuki died, I
decided
that
I
was gonna be in a
band
again
.
When
i said "Let's form a band", he came along somewhat.
And
this
way
I can
keep
Shizusumi
tied
to
my life
a little
bit
longer.
Even when I couldn't contact Mafuyu anymore....
Shizusumi always
look
s
like he
wants absolutely nothing to do with me..
.
You should go back to your own place.
But
in t
he
end, he'll always
follow
me
.
Don't wanna. Even if I go back, there's no one there.
Even though he looks
like he's not listening
to a word I say...
Hurry up and get in, it's cold.
He
says
exactly what
I want to hear
sometimes
.
Shizusumi
is
sometimes
kind
.
When
I asked him to form a band with me,
U
p u
ntil
lately, I
was
happy with only that.
despite any reservations he may have had, he agreed.
Perhaps... J
ust
perhaps
..
When I couldn't get a hold of Mafuyu anymore...
No, not perhaps but
I
actually
like Shizusumi
, maybe?!!
Will you go back to your place already?
Stop it
, it's hot
I don't wanna. There's no one home even if I go back.
This is
because Mafuyu said
things like
hurry up and get together with Shizu
.
It's cold. Hurry up and get in.
Eventhough
he's
such a blockhead,
I
really like
him
.
Shizusumi
can be nice
sometimes
.
Uenoyama
says
he
's reach
the station.
U
ntil
recently, that
was
more than enough.
I like like like like like him.
Maybe, j
ust
maybe.
..
In the first place, he's too handsome.
Maybe, my ass! I'm pretty sure that
I
really
like Shizusumi
!
Are you listening? What
's with that face?
Dude
, it's hot
.
He has a great body too. Eventhough he was smaller than me lastime!
It's all
because Mafuyu said
I should
hurry up and get together with Shizu
!
Hiiragi
?
God,
he's
so antisocial, but
I
love
him
so much!
E
ven his
aloof
voice is
great!
Uenoyama
said
he
made it to
the station.
AHH!
What
should
I
do ?
I
like him!
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.
Ah, w
hat
is it?
First off, look at this handsome face!
Huh, w
hat?
Are you listening? What
the heck is that look for?
Mafuyu
is
...
And he's so built. He used to be scrawnier than me!
Mafuyu is
really funny!
Hiiragi
.
It's not
funny at all.
On top of everything, e
ven his
voice is
hot!
This i
s the best thing I've heard
today.
What
am
I
gonna do?!
I
love you!
Shut up! Quit laughing!
Huh? W
hat
do you want?
But you squeezed out every drop of your courage to invite him to debut professionally...
Uh... W
hat?
...but he turned down with a "We'll talk about it next time"?
Mafuyu
...
Thank for your hard work.
Man,
Mafuyu is
hilarious!
Wait, hang on.
This isn't
funny at all.
In the first place, why does he back off everytime I invited him to
do something?!
That'
s the best thing I've heard
all day!
Maybe y
ou're
just too persistent?
Shut up! Quit enjoying this!
I mean... You worked up all that courage...
and asked him to consider going pro with you...
then got told, "Talk to you later!"
And we're done here.
Hold up.
First off!
Why does he suddenly back off whenever I say we should
do something?!
Y
ou're
probably hella annoying about it.
I'll kill you!
I'll kill you!
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But yeah. He always did take forever to make up his mind.
Well, he's the type who thinks things for a long time.
Once he
's made up his mind
, he
won't back down,
Once he
has decided
, he
will not change his mind
but he
wi
ll
stay
quiet until he
has his answer.
but he
'
ll
go
quiet until he
decides so he doesn't make a mistake.
Because
he
think
s over it
so
much, he
'll
suddenly start with
the
conclusion
.
And once
he
's done
think
ing, he'll answer,
so
it
'll
usually be out of
the
blue
.
I'm going home.
I'm leaving.
Wait, my bad.
Okay, okay. Sorry!
Besides that, why are we meeting here instead of the studio?
Anyway, why aren't we in the studio today?
There's something I would like to discuss
today.
Well, we just wanted to discuss something
today.
Discuss
?
Discuss
something
?
I
've
just sent you
a sample
.
I
just sent you
some audio
.
What
, do y
ou want to do a new song
?
What
? Y
ou want to do a new song
or something
?
It's not a new song,
it
's
an old song
.
It's not a new song,
but one that
's
been around for a while
.
I thought I
've already received
all
the
songs
.
I thought I
got audio of
all
your
songs
already
.
No,
there are some that
we didn't give to you
.
No,
we had one
we didn't give to you
yet.
They are
song
s
when Yuki was
the vocal
.
It's a
song
from
when Yuki was
our singer
.
Yuki
is...
Yuki
?
Mafuyu's
dead
childhood friend
.
Have you heard
of
him before?
He's
Mafuyu's
...
childhood friend
who died.
Not really, only vaguely.
Have you heard
about
him before?
T
his band
started
with Yuki, Shizu
and me.
Er, I mean... just barely...
The
re wer
e songs
that were written by the three
of
us and some
were
quite successful
.
We originally started t
his band
with Yuki, Shizu
,
and me.
That's one of
it.
The
three of us wrot
e songs
together, and a lot
of
them
were
basically complete
.
What about the song up til now?
That's one of
those songs.
Those that you've played were written by me.
Huh? Then what're all your other songs?
Those written by Yuki, we have not played it since he died.
What you've been playing up until now are all songs I wrote.
Wait, why didn't you play them all these while?
We haven't played the songs from when Yuki was our vocalist ever since he passed.
I thought I couldn't sing Yuki's songs after he's gone.
Er, wait. Why haven't you played them since?
Not
just
because
of the sentimental side of it
, I'm
just not up
to
par for
it.
Because I didn't think I could fill Yuki's shoes and sing his songs.
I don't
understand. Is he that good
?
Not
entirely
because
it hurts, but put simply
, I'm
not good enough
to
do
it.
Sorry, but I
don
't
think
this Yuki guy
is
better than you.
I don't
get what you mean. Was this dude amazing or something
?
You don't understand a
single
thing.
Sorry, but I
can
't
imagine
this Yuki guy
being
better than you.
Yuki was
an incredibly charismatic person
.
You don't understand a
damn
thing.
My song
are
like
junk food
but Yuki's
songs are
different.
Yuki was
stupidly charming
.
This
sample is half done, both song and lyrics.
My song
s
are
basically
junk food
,
but Yuki's
were
different.
Once we've decided on a fixed guitarist, we won't have the chance to do this anymore.
This
demo's still unfinished. Both the lyrics and the music.
Before that, I'd like to complete it.
I think we'll probably lose our opportunity to play this
Wait, hang on. I totally don't feel like doing it.
once we get an official guitarist.
Yeah well, I'd thought you'd say so.
I want to complete it before that happens.
It's
hard
completing
someone
's
piece.
Er, wait.
Y
ou've
never written lyrics
either
.
I seriously don't want to do this.
Well, I guess I can't blame you.
It's
really
hard
to finish
someone
else
's
song from the middle.
And y
ou've
probably
never written lyrics
before
.
It's fine if you can't do it.
It's fine if you can't do it.
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Shut up! I can do that
much
, dumbass!
Shut up! I can do that
at least
, dumbass!
Anyway, just give that demo a
listen
.
For starters, try
listen
ing to the sample
.
I
only decided to help them out
because I acknowledged Hiiragi's talent.
I
joined as a supporting guitarist
because I acknowledged Hiiragi's talent.
I really
don't
like
this.
This is just not making any sense...
Honestly, I can't get into
it
.
Frankly, I
don't
feel
like
doing
it
at all
.
I mean,
it's
Mafuyu's ex-boyfriend.
I mean,
he was
Mafuyu's ex-boyfriend.
Tch. Oh, fine!
Tsk, can't be helped.
You know, with
Yuki
...
Maybe
Yuki
on that night
just thought
, "Well, I should try this"
Even
on that night
... He probably
just thought
he'd give it a shot,
and
crossed the
white line
that
normal people
would casually not, just like that
.
and
just tapped over that
white line
normal people
wouldn't be able to cross
.
I still don't
understand
what
Yuki
was thinking.
I still don't
fully
understand
Yuki
.
You think
Uenoyama
wi
ll
do
it
?
I wonder if
Uenoyama
'
ll
agree to
it
.
Hey
Shizu, are you listening?
Hey
,
Shizu, are you listening?
Sorry, something came up.
Sorry, something came up.
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Huh?
What?!
I'
m gonna go home this
way
.
I'
ll be going back from that
way
Huh?!
Huh?!
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See
you
tomorrow.
See
ya
tomorrow.
Hey
, wait! Who are you meet
ing
up w
ith
?!
Hey
! What th
ing
? W
ith
who? That was close, I was nearly
tricked
!
Damn it! You almost
tricked
me
!
Bye
!
Bye
.
Who are you meeting
at this
time?!
Hey!
!
Who are you meeting
with
at this
hour?!
Damn
, he's fast
.
Hey!
Mafuyu.
..
Damn
it
, he's fast
!
Hey
Mafuyu.
Hey
.
Shizu-chan.
Shizu-chan.
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Is this about
your
debut?
Is this about
the
debut?
You heard?
You've heard of it?
From Uenoyama, yeah.
Yeah, from Uenoyama.
So you can't make up your mind?
He says you were worried about it.
It's not... that I can't make up my mind.
Rather than being worried about it... It's more like I don't get it.
I just don't know.
I
didn't think
about it
at all
.
I
never even thought
about it
.
When did you start thinking about
it
, Shizu-chan?
When did you start thinking about
that kind of stuff
, Shizu-chan?
When
I was told by
Hiiragi
.
When
Hiiragi
told me.
We're going professional
!
I'm gonna go pro
!
He said
that we're
going pro
and
I
thought
"Oh
O
kay
"
He said
he was
going pro
, so
I
was like,
"Oh
, o
kay
."
In the first place, why are
you
hesitating
?
Honestly, what do
you
even have to think about
?
I don't know.
I don't know.
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I'm okay with going along with anything
Hiiragi says he wants to do
.
For me, if
Hiiragi says he wants to do
it, I'll just go with it
.
Because you like Hiiragi?
Because you like Hiiragi?
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You
'
re scared, aren't you?
You
a
re scared, aren't you?
I'm not like you or Yuki.
I'm not like you or Yuki.
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I'm sure
you
wouldn't understand
Even before
you
two realize
you
r feelings, you had
each other
so I doubt you'll understand
but...
since the two of
you
basically fell into
each other
's laps,
but...
I don't have
a choice. I can't be picky on how I do things
I don't have
any options.
I'd be even willing to throw my life away.
I don't have time to be unsure when it comes to what I want.
You don't even know how good you have it.
I don't mind giving up my life for it.
If you like Hiiragi that much, why
w
on't you do anything
?
Must be nice being you.
That guy
...
I think he
like
s
Yuki
a little
.
If you like Hiiragi that much, why
d
on't you do anything
about it?
Eh
?
You know
...
I don't know what kind of
love it was though.
He probably
like
d
Yuki
just
a little
bit.
He was captivated by Yuki
.
Huh
?
There's something I want to try
with you.
I don't know what kind of
"like" it was...
He's totally captivated by him.
Wha...
Even
when
he first
started
music.
Why do you think Hiiragi
continued playing in
a band?
But he definitely idolized him
.
It
was
like
this from before.
There's something I want to try
doing
with you.
Because you were at a
close
r distance, you didn't
notice
it
but the four of us
revolves around
Yuki
.
And he still does.
Is that
so?
It's the same as
when
we
started
playing
music.
Yes it is.
Why do you think Hiiragi
's still keeping up with
a band?
It
pisses me of
how much everyone loves Yuki
.
It
's always been
like
that.
That's why I don't
mind fighting a
long
battle.
You may have been too
close
to
notice
,
I got
off
track
.
but the four of us
always had
Yuki
at our center.
Anyway
s, what
I can
say
is...
You think...
so?
If you don't have any attachment of being in a band
...
Yeah. Honestly, you all adore Yuki so much it
pisses me of
f
.
or rather
the
determination
to live
along
with
Uenoyama forever
...
That's why I don't
care if I'm in it for the
long
haul.
I
won't
say
bad about it , it's best to let it go now
.
We went
off
-topic
.
Hiiragi
was able to
bloom
because of
Yuki
.
Anyway
, the only thing
I can
tell you
is...
He's talented, honest,
tender hearted and
...
dazzling.
When it comes to your band— or at least, Uenoyama
...
I want to
defile
him.
If you don't have
the
resolve or attachment
to live
your life
with
him
...
As
a foster
child, I've
only
known the disgusting side of
the
world.
I
say
this for your own good:
To the me, who was twisted
and
emotion
ally numbed,
Hiiragi
was especially bright
.
just give up
.
I
've treated him with care, like encasing a precious stone from
the sandbox.
Hiiragi
ended up
bloom
ing in
Yuki
's light
.
Damn it
,
I'm
such a
jerk
.
He's talented, honest,
fragile
...
Wha
?!
What
's with
this place?
!
and
dazzling.
Do
you live
at such a place
, Akihiko?!
How can you live here
?!
I want to
taint
him.
It's even noisier
in
the day
time
because there's a print
ing company here.
I was
a foster
kid, so the
only
world I knew was filthy until
the
n.
W
hat
??!
!
Compared to my cynicism
and
lack of
emotion
s,
I'
ll
put
the
beer in.
Hiiragi
shines so brilliantly
.
These a
re all
disposed
convenience store
food?
I
carefully... carefully cherished him for so long.
There are
even
frozen
ones!
Like wrapping my hands around a shining rock I found in
the sandbox.
Cutting down
food wast
ag
e.
Damn it
.
Just
freez
ing
them
like that, won
't the rice
be
hard?
I'm
seriously...
Oh, hard and frozen rice...
such a
piece of shit
.
If you made them into ochazuke, it'll mostly taste good.
Wha
t...
What
even is
this place?
(ochazuke is when you pour hot soup stock or tea onto rice, like soupy rice)
This is where
you live
, Akihiko?!
Is that even possible
?!
That's brilliant!
It's even noisier
during
the day
because there's a print
shop.
Well, it sure is quite hellish but since they allow instruments and the rent is cheap...
Say w
hat
, now?
!
I guess it's a nice place.
I'
m gonna
put
some
beer in.
Right?
A-A
re all
of these thrown out
convenience store
bentos?
Actually, the ghost of an old man appears too.
You've
even
got some
frozen
...
But it was so crazy...
Doing my part to stop
food wast
e.
Did you see it? Did you see him before?!
You didn't even
freez
e
them
properly. Doesn
't the rice
get
hard?
They
do
fireworks
in this area during
the summer.
Ah... the rice that gets hard after freezing it...
They shoot it from the other side of the
river
so at this height,
we'
ll
be able to see
it, probably.
usually tastes fine when you put it in ochazuke.
I see.
..
You're a genius.
Aki.
..
This place is definitely cursed,
W
-wait
a min.
but if the rent's cheap and you can play your drums, it can't be that bad.
T
here's something I want to
talk about before this
.
Right?
The ghost of an old guy pops up, though.
Huh?!
But this place is pretty freakin' awesome.
Have you seen him? Have you actually seen him?!
They
shoot
fireworks
around here in
the summer.
Huh?
There's a
river
just past the station,
and they said
we'
d probably
be able to see
them from up here.
Huh.
..
Aki.
Uh, w
-wait
just a sec.
Huh?
Before that, t
here's something I want to
discuss with you
.
Later.
Later.
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Hey! I
...
Oh, j
eez!
W-wait
...
G
eez!
It's
not
what I
imagined at all
.
It's
totally different than
what I
thought
.
It's
not like
Hiiragi
's music, or
Mafuyu's
, either.
It's
different from
Hiiragi
and
Mafuyu's
music too.
Are we gonna play
this?
Am I really doing
this?
Damn it.
Damn it.
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I
really
don't wan
na. B
ut...
I
don't wan
t to do it b
ut...
God
damn
it.
Ugh...
damn
it.
..
Ritsuka,
food's ready—
Ritsuka,
dinner!
Oh, man. He
's
at
it
again.
Wow, it
's
th
at
again.
Huh?!
Eh?
I
made
a demo. L
isten to it.
I've
made
sample so l
isten to it.
What?!
EHHH!
Dude,
that
was way
too fast
!
Isn't
that
a little
too fast
?!
Just h
urry up and listen
, damn
it.
H
urry up and listen
to
it.
You do realize you're at a different
school
, right?
Besides that, this is not your
school
.
Okay, okay
,
I g
o
t it
. J
eez
.
Okay, okay
I g
e
t it
!
For crying out loud. Couldn
't you wait until
the studio...
G
eez
, can
't you wait until
we get to
the studio...
Hiiragi.
Hiiragi.
..
Hurry up and say something.
Hurry up and say something.
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Why...
Why...
This song
is
not like
your
music...
This song
actually...
is
n't
your
sound.
I made
it
so
...
That's how I wrote
it
.
Ohh, a
song
written by an ex?
Huh
...
So it's his ex's
song
?
So, t
hat's why you
a
re
pissed
.
T
hat's why you
'
re
in such a bad mood
.
Yeah
but
that's
no
t it.
Yeah
...
but
also,
no
.
Huh, t
hen
why are you making
that
face?
Eh? T
hen
what's with
that
expression?
It
's someone else's song.
Look, it
's someone else's song.
L
ike
f
or example,
you
'
re
trying to complete
someone else's
painting.
It's kind of l
ike
...
If you thought of doing it, y
ou can
totally
paint over it
.
F
or example,
like
you
we
re
gonna finish
someone else's
incomplete
painting.
But
if you
repaint
the
entire thing, that wou
ld
be meaningless.
Okay...
Oh
, I see
, no wonder
you
were uncomfortable with that.
Y
ou can
pretty much
paint over it
however you want
.
It's
like restoring
a
painting
.
But
there's no point
if you
just completely paint over
the
o
ld
painting.
Ah
, I see
.
So that's why it's bugging
you
.
That sounds a little
like restoring
painting
s
.
What's that?
What's that?
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It's where you fix
painting
s
that
are old, damaged, or have paint peeling
off
.
Fixing and restoring an old
painting
that
has peeled
off
due to time
.
Not only
do you need
the
proper
technique, you
need
to
know
the artist
Not only
the
technique, you
have
to
understand
the artist
to tell
what the
painting was
trying to
convey
.
and
what the
y were
trying to
express
.
You
'll
have to
know
this Yuki person better than anyone else.
You
have to
understand
this Yuki person better than anyone else.
That's
what you
a
re trying to do now
right?
That's
basically
what you
'
re trying to do now
,
right?
Anyways, aren't
you
being to nice?
But man, you're too much of a softy,
you
know that?
T
hen
,
what if
you were
given
Yatake-san's ex-girlfriend
painting to fix
?
Okay, t
hen
what if
...
I'
ll
rip it to shreds.
you were
asked to take care of a painting by
Yatake-san's ex-girlfriend
?
T
hat's
because it was
like a love letter written by
ex, isn't it?
I'
d
rip it to shreds.
That'll
be hell
.
I mean, t
hat's
basically
like a love letter written by
his
ex, isn't it?
Yoshida
Yuki, t
he impression I get from the
sample was...
It'd
be hell
ish.
Self-righteous, hedonistic and cool-headed but there's a hint of loneliness somewhere.
Yuki
Yoshida
.
I baselessly assumed that he would be a more sensitive person
like Mafuyu.
T
he impression I get from the
demo is that he's self-righteous,
No, to be precise
, I
tried
not to think about
it.
pleasure-seeking, and cool-headed.
I...
I
used to
really
love
a person
.
And yet, there's a hint of loneliness.
To be honest, I'd imagined someone delicate... Someone more
like Mafuyu.
Actually, if I'm being really honest
, I
was trying
not to think about
him at all.
You see,
I...
had someone
I
really
, truly
love
d
.
Uenoyama-kun!
Uenoyama-kun!
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Uh...
Mafuyu?
Mafuyu?
I kept calling for you.
I've called you a few times.
Er, right.
Ah yes?
He scared me...
That shocked me.
I sent you a message asking when you wanted to have the band meeting,
I've sent you a few messages asking when we're having the band meeting but you never replied so...
but you never responded.
Oh,
you
've co
me to ask
that?
Oh,
so
you
ca
me to ask
me directly.
He's pouting.
It's
rather cute
.
He's pouting.
..
I thought he was
avoiding me.
..
It's
sorta adorable
.
Kaji-san
was suggesting Saturday or Sunday.
I thought he was
actually
avoiding me.
Ah
sorry
,
I'
ll
have to pass.
I've
promised Hiiragi
to
go
to the studio
.
Kaji-san
asked if the weekend would work.
Are you
three
always
together
lately?
Oh,
sorry
.
I'
m gonna
have to pass.
Umm, except on days I'm part-timing, I think most of the time?
I already
promised Hiiragi
I'd
go
in
to the studio
with him.
My bad,
I'll contact Kaji-san
myself
later.
Have the
three
of you been
together
all the time
lately?
Hiiragi
... He has already gotten it down almost perfectly.
All the time...
It has been only a day or two since I've handed him the sample but he nailed it down already.
Actually, aside from when I'm working, yeah, maybe.
Frankly, this band is crazy good.
Sorry.
I'll contact Kaji-san
later.
I thought this band was just riding the trend fever but...
Hiiragi
's already got it.
I'm getting the feeling from when they churned out a CM song within a few months.
I only gave him the demo a day or two ago, but he's already got it.
In the first place, there's no flow in Hiiragi.
To be honest, this band's freakin' awesome.
And
besides,
Shizusumi...
It's just like when I think a band is gonna make it big,
What's with him being
so good at
drums?
and in a few months, they're doing a song for a commercial.
Maybe
he used to be a sportsman,
First off, Hiiragi doesn't have any flaws.
his wrists are flexible and he has a greate sense of rhythm.
And
then there's
Shizusumi...
How the hell is he
so good at
the
drums?
What's more is he has a wide perspective.
Maybe
it's because he played sports, but he's great at using his wrists.
Damn
it,
I want to
complete
this song.
He's got great rhythm, and most of all, he's so open-minded.
Hey
!
Damn
...
I want to
try to finish
this song.
We're gonna finish this song
before the album's first live.
Hey
.
Fine with me, I'll take up the challenge!
We're gonna finish this song
by the time of our record release show.
I'm starving! Let's eat something.
He's got some brass balls on him, for sure.
Damn it, I'm starving. Let's get something to eat.
Agreed.
Agreed.
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Oh, we
'
re gonna
be
shoot
ing
a
music video,
so
we'll be rehearsing
that
next time.
Oh, we
a
re gonna
shoot
for
a
MV soon
so
next, we're gonna practice
that
.
A music video
? D
i
dn't you shoot one
before?
MV
? D
I
dn't you shoot one
the last time?
They shot that
for
us as a supplementary
prize
for
CAC.
That was
for
the winning
prize
of
CAC.
This
time will
be for our debut song
!
This
one's gonna
be for our debut song
.
You'
ll
be in it
too
.
You'
re gonna
be in it
,
too
, y'know.
Huh?
But I'm just a
supporting guitarist.
What?!
But I'm just a
fill-in!
It's fine.
They'll not shoot you that
much
.
It's fine.
You probably won't be in it
much
, anyway
.
What do you mean
it's fine?
What do you mean
,
it's fine?
!
Oh,
Mafuyu!
Mafuyu!
Going
home from
your part-time job
?
Hey! What's up? Heading
home from
work
?
Yeah.
You guys were
at
the studio
today
too
?
Yeah.
Yup
, cuz we are having
a
live soon.
You guys were
in
the studio
again
today
?
We
're
gonna
shoot
a
MV too
.
Yup
!
We're
going
to
eat something now, you
come
too
.
We've got
a
show coming up. And we
're
shoot
ing
a
music video soon
.
Come
on.
We're
about
to
grab some food. You should
come
with us
.
N
ot going.
Come
with us!
Eh? Come on, let's go
...
I'm n
ot going.
No
t going.
Huh? What? C'mon
...
Next time.
No
.
'Kay
, be careful.
Huh?
Let's go
ea
t ramen.
See you later.
I
couldn
't
talk to them properly.
Okay
, be careful.
Regarding t
he band
and
Uenoyama-kun...
Let's go
ge
t ramen.
Everything came
suddenly
...
I
can
't
speak very well.
I can't hear the music properly.
..
T
he band
,
Uenoyama-kun...
J
ust like
that time
...
A bunch of things are
suddenly
falling on me
...
I
t
feel
s
like
when I was
left behind by
them
.
And
I can't hear the music properly.
I
don't want this.
It's j
ust like
before
...
I'm scared.
I
feel
like
I'm being
left behind by
everyone
.
Okay,
okay.
I'm coming now!
I
hate it.
I'm scared.
Eh?
! Why?
What?
Okay,
okay,
okay.
Y
ou
are
always s
o sudden
.
I'll be right there! Jeez.
How
did
you
know this place
?
Huh?
Haruki-san told me.
I've heard of it
but
this is
really
bad.
Eh?
Uh...
What?
Right, yeah...
Dude, y
ou
seriously
always s
how up outta nowhere
.
I mean other things
too.
How
'd
you
find out where I live
?
I guess it's been awhile? Sorry, I couldn't show up at the studio.
Haruki-san told me.
I'm swamped with university exams and the violin competition.
I was already warned,
but
it
really
is
bad.
Besides that, the talk about us debuting, that's crazy!
Yeah, it's noisy.
Is it the effect from CAC? And we have great looks too.
No,
I mean other things
,
too.
Kaji-san, do you want to go pro?
Ah...
Eh? Huh?!
I guess it's been a while, huh?
Sorry I haven't been to the studio in a while.
College exams and preparing for my competition's been pretty rough.
Oh, that reminds me!
The thing about our possible debut! Isn't that crazy?
That's how much influence CAC has?
Also, we're friggin' hot.
You want to debut, Kaji-san?
Huh?
Wait, what?
Do you want to?
Do you want to?
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Hm? U-
Uh...
Okay, one sec. Uh
...
Eh?!
Uh...
wait... Yeah
...
We're starting f
rom there?
F
rom there?
Okay
... listen.
Okay
, you know, it
's not
I
want
to but
it
's I will.
It
's not
about "
want
." I'm gonna do
it
.
No matter
how many years it takes,
in
what
form, I will
.
I don't care
how many years it takes,
or
what
it looks like
.
I
t doesn't matter whether if
it
is going pro with the
band
or the
violin
,
I really want to make a living
by
music.
I
'm gonna do
it
.
And with you, Uenoyama and Haruki, I think I can achieve anything.
I can be in a
band
. I can be a
violin
ist.
That's why I'll take any opportunities that I can.
I really want to make a living
with
music.
Besides, I've been playing my violin so much that I haven't got time for job searching.
I feel like I can do anything if I'm with you, Uenoyama, and Haruki.
What do you think about it Mafuyu?
So I'm gonna take every opportunity that comes my way.
I'll keep it a secret from
other
s so
tell me.
Also, I haven't been looking for a job since I've been playing violin so much.
I
...
I think
I'm scared.
How do you feel about it?
I don't know. I
just
can't imagine it.
Don't worry.
I'll keep it a secret from
the
other
guys. Just
tell me.
Because I've
just
been
playing music
for
fun.
Uh
...
Um...
Today,
I saw Uenoyama-kun with
other band
members.
Uh...
When
I remembered
about
how
because of music,
everything
turned to dust..
.
Uh-huh.
If
we became professionals and there was no escape
from music
,
I
might
lose something again.
..
Um...
When it becomes like that, no matter when and what, do we still have to pour everything into music?
I'm scared.
.. I think.
I understand your feelings.
I don't know. I
can't imagine it.
Hiiragi and Uenoyama-kun... Don't they feel scared?
I was
just
playing music
because it was
fun.
I wonder. Because they are light beings.
But
I saw Uenoyama-kun with
guys from an
other band
today,
Rather than
the dark side of things, they live by emphasizing more on the positive side of things.
and
I remembered
how
everything
fell apart because of music
.
Haha, chance, hahaha!
If
I go pro, I won't be able to run away
from music
anymore,
Aren't they doing their first album live soon?
and
I
may
lose something again.
Why don't you go
have a look?
And even if that happens... No matter what happens,
Y
ou might not want to see Ue supporting
an
other
man's band though
.
I keep wondering if I'm still going to have to give my all to music.
I don't wan
t to
go.
Yeah, I get that.
I totally
get
you.
Aren't Hiiragi or Uenoyama-kun scared at all?
Sorry
for
the intrusion..
.
Yeah, I don't know about that.
Sure
, get back
home
safely
.
Those guys are definitely light-types.
No, there's certainly something wrong with Mafuyu!
Rather than
worry about all the negative stuff that may come,
Now?
they probably only pay attention to all the sparkly stuff that's in the light.
Finally?
This is my shot!
He's probably pissed
cuz
his
own member
got
snat
ched by another
band.
They have a record release show coming up, don't they?
Does he even have those
feel
ings?
Why don't you go
check that out?
W
hat
do you think
Mafuyu
is
?
I get that y
ou might not want to see Ue supporting
some
other
guy, but..
.
Or
perhaps he
think
s that
his guy
i
s be
ing snatched by me
again.
I don't wan
na
go.
Huh?
I'm not being snatched by you.
Yeah, I definitely
get
that.
I'm not talking about that kind of thing! Listen properly!
Thanks
for
having me over
.
Because of the incident with Yuki, I'll be troubled if I'm being hated by him again because of
music!
Sure
. Be careful getting
home
.
What are you tal
l
king about?
No, really.
Didn't you hear about it?
Mafuyu was acting all weird, right?!
About what?
You're saying that now?!
About
Yuki...
It finally hit you?
They had a huge f
ight before
the incident.
He's probably pissed
that a guy from
his
band
got
poa
ched by another
one.
I don't
really
know the details
too b
ut I
have a feeling that it was because of
music.
People actually
feel
t
hat
way?
That time
, Yuki was
really immersed in
music
b
ut Mafuyu
would
never
say that
he wanted to
join
too.
Seriously, what is
Mafuyu
to you
?
Perhaps
Mafuyu
thinks
that
because of music
,
he
became all alone
.
Or
he might be
think
ing
his guy
'
s be
en stolen
again.
That's why I
thought Mafuyu hated music and would never come over to this world.
Huh?
But no one's stolen me.
When I heard he joined a band, I was really surprised.
That's not what I mean!
Huh?
! This is bad!
Listen to me, damn it!
With everything that happened with Yuki,
I can't have him hating me again over
music!
What are you tal
king about?
He hasn't told you?!
Why else would I ask?!
I'm saying that
Yuki...
Back then, when Yuki...
R
ight before
it happened, those two had a huge fight.
I mean,
I don't
know the details
, either...
B
ut I
'm pretty sure the reason was
music.
Back then
, Yuki was
completely obsessed with
music
.
B
ut Mafuyu
never
said
he wanted to
play,
too.
Mafuyu
might've thought
that
he ended up alone
because of music
.
So
he
probably hated music...
and I never thought he'd come over to this side
.
That's why I
was pretty shocked when he was suddenly in a band...
O-Oh, shit...
Huh?
Wait, what?!
My head's been so full with that song lately,
I think I might've been doing the same thing...
Th-This is... really bad...
Could I get more noodles, please?
You got it!
I totally assumed Mafuyu would come to our show...
I need to actually talk to him.
You know, it sure took you guys long enough.
O-Oh, shit!
M-Mafu... Mafuyu's gonna hate me...
I just... Nothing ever goes well for me!
That so?
Yes!
We started this for Mafuyu and ended leaving him all alone again!
Yeah, pretty much.
I can't!
It's not like I was trying to keep secrets!
But still...
Shizu?
Are you mad?
Honestly... I really do understand Mafuyu's feeling left out.
Huh?
The one who's truly being left out here...
is me.
Huh?
I mean...
You liked Yuki, too, didn't you?
Wha—
Wait, what?
What exactly are we talking about right now?
You always looked like you were having fun after Yuki invited you to be in the band.
B-But you were also... You were having fun, too...
Me?
What?!
What?!
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What? Why is Shizu mad? What?
Because of that song, lately I've become like that too.
Me? Like Yuki?
This is really bad.
Wait... Wait, wait, wait, that's not right!
Another serving of noodles please!
You! I like you! You've got the wrong idea, dumbass!
Coming right up.
It's
you! You! I
like
you!
I thought that Mafuyu would naturally come to our live but I'll have to invite him properly...
I-I
...
You guys sure realized things late.
Not to mention
...
This is bad!
Why do you want to play Yuki's song now?
Mafu... Mafuyu is gonna hate me again!
For Mafuyu? Is that really the case?
Nothing... is going right at all!
It's because you're still sad about it.
Really?
No, really. What the hell? This all came outta nowhere.
Yes it is! I thought I was doing this for Mafuyu but he's gonna be all alone again.
You're acting like you have any idea how I feel!
Yeah, maybe.
First of all, I—
No way!!
It's
not
like
I kept it a secret or what but
...
but
...
Shizu? Are you perhaps angry?
I quite understand Mafuyu's feelings of being left out.
The one that's really being left out from the group...
...was me
That's because you too...
...liked Yuki, right?
What? What are you talking about?
You looked like you are having so much fun when Yuki asked you to joined the band.
But that, Shizu too... You too were having fun...
Me?
What ? What is he angry about?
What did he say? Me, like Yuki? Wait, hang on.
Wait a sec, that's not it!
You! It's you! It's a misunderstanding you idiot!
It's you! you! you!
I...
I...
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I like you, damn it!
In the first place, why do you want to play Yuki's song now?
I
see.
For Mafuyu's sake? Is it really so?
Huh?!
It's because you're lonely even now, right?
What? Seriously, what are you saying suddenly?
With the face that thinks he knows everything I'm feeling now!
I
n the first place, I ...
I...
...Like you!
Oh is that so?
Then what do you want to do?
Then what do you want to do?
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Wait...
what
?
Huh,
what
do I want to do
... w
ith Shizu?
What
do I want to do
? W
ith Shizu?
Huh?
Did
he hear my confession
?
Did
you hear what I just said
?
I like you!
You,
say something
!
I like you!
So
say something
back
!
See
, you don't feel
like
doing anything
with me
, right?
See
? It's not
like
you actually want to do something
with me
.
Huh? I
'm not saying
that.
Huh? I
never said
that.
Well, we'll
take
things
step by step...
l
ike holding hands
and
...
h
uh?
You know, I want to
take
it
step by step...
It's
poking...
L-L
ike holding hands
at first
...
Usually if
you say
'Love'
, it
includes pu
tting this
in.
..
H
uh?
You
can
't
do
those things
with me,
can't
you?
I-
It's
touching—
If you'
ll watch y
our boundaries,
I'
ll
behave too
.
When
you say
you like someone
, it
usually involves ge
tting this
put
in.
So, what do you want to do?
You can decide.
You
wouldn
't
be able to
do
that stuff
with me,
would
you?
Damn you bastard
!
If you'
re going to actually respect
our boundaries,
so wi
ll
I
.
Hiiragi
, a
re you home?
So, what do you want to do?
What's
with that guy
? Why
was
he
angry?
You can decide.
W
as Shizusumi
such a guy
?
Wha...
Hiiragi
!
What a piece of shit
!
No, if
I think about
calmly, he
might be right.
Hiiragi
? A
re you home?
Like,
want
ing
to
complete
the song
and letting
Mafuyu
hear
it.
What's
his problem
? Why
's
he
mad?
It was
all just excuses.
Also, w
as Shizusumi
always like that
?
Was
I
just
lonely
because Yuki
was not here anymore?
Hiiragi
?
And
perhaps I was using that to take advantage and depend on Shizusumi for everything
.
Actually...
I admired Yuki.
When
I think about
it rationally, Shizusumi
might be right.
He was a special person to me but I've never thought of wanting to be anything to him.
Saying that I
want
to
finish
the song
, or have
Mafuyu
listen to
it.
..
Because Yuki took Mafuyu's hand and their world was completed.
They're
all just excuses.
I thought that, that scene had nothing to do with me.
Maybe
I
really have
just
been sad
because Yuki
's gone...
They were... or rather, Yuki was a sacred place to me.
And
this whole time..
.
Yuki's special radiance, his special music...
I might've just been relying on Shizusumi and wanting attention from him.
I was just happy to watch from the audience seat...
I idolized Yuki.
...with Shizusumi by my side.
He was someone special to me, but it's not like I wanted to end up with him.
It's no wonder Shizu thought I was in love with Yuki.
I mean...
Hey, don't bump it on my teeth.
Yuki took Mafuyu by the hand, and they completed their own little world.
But, don't you like it?
And from the looks of it, their world had nothing to do with me.
Ah!
They were...
Come on, Aki, go get the door.
Yuki was a sanctuary for me.
Let's ignore it.
Just basking i
No, answer it!
They can tell we're here cus the lights are on.
It's fine, they will go back eventually.
Quit fucking me! Hey, Mafuyu! Stop barging in all of a sud-
Huh, you?
Akihiko!
Um...
So who was it?
For now, put on your clothes.
Ahhh... sorry for the bad timing.
No, it was our fault.
Erm, it's been awhile since the three of us meet.
Yeah, it has.
What's wrong, so late at night?
Oh right, my business.
I thought I could drop by on my way home so...
These, I thought I'd come over to hand you the tickets.
Hiiragi's band first major live.
Ahh, only you getting all the nice things, how unfair~
Well, we just have to debut too!
I really want to, don't you want to?
I said I want to!
Then quit dilly-dallying and convince Mafuyu asap!
Stop caring about your image and just go for it.
But you're the one who is holding back the most.
You've gotta make the vocal feel up to it, right?
Regarding the debut talk, since we're still all alive, let's talk clearly about it.
Did you know all of us are in our graduating year?
Me grad school, Akihiko undergraduate and you guys will be graduating high school.
No matter what, things will change from now.
You're really amazing.
No matter what anyone else says, you're the one nearest to the stage now
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CR I was checking out what's gonna be on our finals. Do you have a lot of shifts lined up during spring break? No, not yet. Ah... What about you? Same. We definitely want... some studio time, right? Yeah. We can go look at more effects pedals again. Yeah. Make sure you all take just one sheet of origami paper. This one's mine! No, it's mine! This isn't first come, first served. If there's a color you want, ask politely to switch. I want silver! No fair! You always get it! What? It's totally fair! I want the silver one, too! Oh? Shizusumi-kun, you picked the same color again. Don't you want gold like all the other kids? I just need one. I don't need any more. What?! You've never gotten the gold one?! Mafuyu. Hey, is he around? Hiiragi... And Shizu-chan. What I'm telling you is Mafuyu's more like a little brother than a childhood friend. Okay, and? And, I'm saying that I know Mafuyu a hundred times better than you! Oh, yeah? Does how long you've known him really matter? Actually, Mafuyu was saying you were like a little sister to him. I'mma kill his ass! Also, how is that related to you playing the wrong note? I'm saying there's something fundamentally wrong with you if you can't just play along with me! And you thought I sounded better, right, Shizu?! Yeah. Can you at least pretend you give a crap about me?! Shut up! Back the hell off! And Mafuyu's got nothing to do with this! It's pissing me off that you're acting all smug as his boyfriend when you're not willing to work with others at all! Fine, then you need to work with me first! You need to be able to figure me out! Why, though?! Uenoyama-kun, it's almost time. And stop fighting, you two. We're not. We have studio time with given next. Okay, see you the day after tomorrow. Have a pleasant day! Right back at you! Bye. God, we're viscerally incompatible! Why does he act like he's God's gift to the world?! I guess like repels like. We clearly can't get along. I absolutely despise guys who only think of themselves. I guess like repels like. You really can't figure out how to play together? No... Actually, when our sound's together, it's really together... So they can, then. Then can I ask... why you agreed to help Hiiragi out? Why? Because... They sounded way more badass than I could've imagined. I've always hated sellouts. At least, that's what I thought. It's not just the fact that they're good. Even the pauses between the sound were thrilling. Once in a while, it'd go against everything I know and just felt good. It was just good. In fall of our second year in high school, Hiiragi's band won at CAC Honestly, I knew we were gonna win! and they were gonna debut because of that. Whatever, man! But then their session guitarist left. Congrats! You guys were awesome! That said, we definitely felt some pressure since we're in the amateur rankings. When they were trying to fill that position, the one who got the call was... Me?! We just need you until we find our next guitarist. You'll just fill in for now. For, like, two shows, maybe. If your other guitarist quit, you don't need to do shows right now. Of course we do. Gotta strike while the iron's hot. Okay, but why me? Because I saw you play at CAC, and it made me want to play with you. More importantly, why are you even here today? What? Were you bored? Did the little high schooler come to see his first little concert? I mean, I'm inviting you to play with us. And... There's something I want to try doing with you. In the end, the reason I agreed to be their session guitarist is... because it seemed like it'd be a hell of a lot of fun. Yeah. What it comes down to is... Hiiragi's got what it takes. Um, this is for you. Hey, a gift? Thanks! Wait, can I really have this? Yes! Please use it if you want to. Can I get a picture with you? A picture? Sure. Hey, Uenoyama! Haruki-san?! And Sis?! Heya. What're— Wait, it's just the two of you? We met at the door. We're guests today. Because we helped shoot their music video the other day. Ah... Wait, then where's Take-san? Working overtime. What about you? Where's that boy who looks like a Pomeranian? Huh? Oh, Mafuyu? He's got work today. Huh... Well, I'm gonna go say bye to everyone and head home. Well, anyway... Great job tonight. You were awesome. Thanks. Kaji-san's not with you today? I guess he's been busy with the violin lately. We're all split up lately. Could we group him in next time? Sure, of course! Thanks! Anyway, shouldn't you be over there? Nah. I can't keep up with Hiiragi's social circles. Oh! Matsumura-san! You came! I mean, Hiiragi's definitely got charm and he's a fun guy... Thanks so much! I'll come by to say hi later. But I want my own band to get recognized. Huh? I'm jealous of him. Sometimes it really pisses me off. Uh, yeah... Actually, about that... We actually got an offer to debut... as given. By someone from a record label. Huh? Ah... I... got contacted today... What?! To debut?! Er, uh, wait! It's not guaranteed that we'll be able to debut. They just asked if we were interested in debuting. They gave me a business card at CAC and said to reach out if we're interested. I don't know if anything would happen immediately, but... Huh? Wait, did you reply? No. I've only told you so far. They're huge. Sounds good to me. Hey! Were you listening— You're the one who was just shouting something about a debut. You should be more aware of your surroundings. Wha— I'm gonna talk to Akihiko about it. You should ask Mafuyu. Ask about his future plans, and just how far he wants to go with music. Anyway, I'll forward you the email later. See ya! The future? Huh? Why the hell do you look like you've never thought about it before? I have. I mean, I have thought about it, but... Hey. It's almost time. Sure. Hiiragi! Did you... Did you ever feel conflicted? About how you want to live right now? Not really. But now you've got an opportunity, right? You should be happier, dude. Be happier? Yeah, this is causing my stomach to turn. We didn't win at CAC. I was envious of Hiiragi, since he got to debut. But now, I'm so excited I'm about to burst. Seriously? Isn't this actually cool as hell? Oh, hey. I know him. That's Mafuyu-senpai. Oh, he's in a band, right? Is he famous? I think his band was in some festival. Whoa, awesome. I want a picture with him! Right? Hey! Mafuyu! Uenoyama's looking for you. De...but? Haruki-san asked if we'd planned on it. And, like, if we want to keep doing music in the future. And what we want to actually do in the future, and stuff. I'm genuinely super happy about this. Hey, will you give it a shot? Huh? I'll think about it later. What do you mean, "later"? Sorry. I'll talk to you later. Mafuyu! Hey! What? Why?! What?! We're in a different classroom next. Hey, Hiiragi! You're going home already? Work again? Ayup. By the way, have you seen Shizu? Shizusumi? He said he was gonna skip in the nurse's office. Shizu. Hey, let's go home. Hey. Shut up. You're so loud. This is boring. Let's head to the studio. What are we supposed to do in the studio every day? We'll make a new demo. Hiiragi! Did you... Did you ever feel conflicted? God, he must be really dumb. After Yuki died, I decided that I was gonna be in a band again. And this way I can keep Shizusumi tied to my life a little bit longer. Shizusumi always looks like he wants absolutely nothing to do with me... But in the end, he'll always follow me. Even though he looks like he's not listening to a word I say... He says exactly what I want to hear sometimes. When I asked him to form a band with me, despite any reservations he may have had, he agreed. When I couldn't get a hold of Mafuyu anymore... Will you go back to your place already? I don't wanna. There's no one home even if I go back. It's cold. Hurry up and get in. Shizusumi can be nice sometimes. Until recently, that was more than enough. Maybe, just maybe... Maybe, my ass! I'm pretty sure that I really like Shizusumi! Dude, it's hot. It's all because Mafuyu said I should hurry up and get together with Shizu! God, he's so antisocial, but I love him so much! Uenoyama said he made it to the station. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. First off, look at this handsome face! Are you listening? What the heck is that look for? And he's so built. He used to be scrawnier than me! Hiiragi. On top of everything, even his voice is hot! What am I gonna do?! I love you! Huh? What do you want? Uh... What? Mafuyu... Man, Mafuyu is hilarious! This isn't funny at all. That's the best thing I've heard all day! Shut up! Quit enjoying this! I mean... You worked up all that courage... and asked him to consider going pro with you... then got told, "Talk to you later!" And we're done here. Hold up. First off! Why does he suddenly back off whenever I say we should do something?! You're probably hella annoying about it. I'll kill you! But yeah. He always did take forever to make up his mind. Once he's made up his mind, he won't back down, but he'll go quiet until he decides so he doesn't make a mistake. And once he's done thinking, he'll answer, so it'll usually be out of the blue. I'm leaving. Okay, okay. Sorry! Anyway, why aren't we in the studio today? Well, we just wanted to discuss something today. Discuss something? I just sent you some audio. What? You want to do a new song or something? It's not a new song, but one that's been around for a while. I thought I got audio of all your songs already. No, we had one we didn't give to you yet. It's a song from when Yuki was our singer. Yuki? He's Mafuyu's... childhood friend who died. Have you heard about him before? Er, I mean... just barely... We originally started this band with Yuki, Shizu, and me. The three of us wrote songs together, and a lot of them were basically complete. That's one of those songs. Huh? Then what're all your other songs? What you've been playing up until now are all songs I wrote. We haven't played the songs from when Yuki was our vocalist ever since he passed. Er, wait. Why haven't you played them since? Because I didn't think I could fill Yuki's shoes and sing his songs. Not entirely because it hurts, but put simply, I'm not good enough to do it. I don't get what you mean. Was this dude amazing or something? Sorry, but I can't imagine this Yuki guy being better than you. You don't understand a damn thing. Yuki was stupidly charming. My songs are basically junk food, but Yuki's were different. This demo's still unfinished. Both the lyrics and the music. I think we'll probably lose our opportunity to play this once we get an official guitarist. I want to complete it before that happens. Er, wait. I seriously don't want to do this. Well, I guess I can't blame you. It's really hard to finish someone else's song from the middle. And you've probably never written lyrics before. It's fine if you can't do it. Shut up! I can do that much, dumbass! Anyway, just give that demo a listen. I only decided to help them out because I acknowledged Hiiragi's talent. I really don't like this. Honestly, I can't get into it. I mean, it's Mafuyu's ex-boyfriend. Tch. Oh, fine! You know, with Yuki... Even on that night... He probably just thought he'd give it a shot, and just tapped over that white line normal people wouldn't be able to cross. I still don't fully understand Yuki. I wonder if Uenoyama'll agree to it. Hey, Shizu, are you listening? Sorry, something came up. Huh? I'm gonna go home this way. Huh?! See you tomorrow. Hey, wait! Who are you meeting up with?! Damn it! You almost tricked me! Bye. Who are you meeting with at this hour?! Hey! Damn it, he's fast! Mafuyu. Hey. Shizu-chan. Is this about your debut? You heard? From Uenoyama, yeah. So you can't make up your mind? It's not... that I can't make up my mind. I just don't know. I never even thought about it. When did you start thinking about that kind of stuff, Shizu-chan? When Hiiragi told me. I'm gonna go pro! He said he was going pro, so I was like, "Oh, okay." Honestly, what do you even have to think about? I don't know. I'm okay with going along with anything Hiiragi says he wants to do. Because you like Hiiragi? You're scared, aren't you? I'm not like you or Yuki. I'm sure you wouldn't understand since the two of you basically fell into each other's laps, but... I don't have any options. I don't have time to be unsure when it comes to what I want. I don't mind giving up my life for it. Must be nice being you. If you like Hiiragi that much, why don't you do anything about it? You know... He probably liked Yuki just a little bit. Huh? I don't know what kind of "like" it was... Wha... But he definitely idolized him. There's something I want to try doing with you. And he still does. It's the same as when we started playing music. Why do you think Hiiragi's still keeping up with a band? It's always been like that. You may have been too close to notice, but the four of us always had Yuki at our center. You think... so? Yeah. Honestly, you all adore Yuki so much it pisses me off. That's why I don't care if I'm in it for the long haul. We went off-topic. Anyway, the only thing I can tell you is... When it comes to your band— or at least, Uenoyama... If you don't have the resolve or attachment to live your life with him... I say this for your own good: just give up. Hiiragi ended up blooming in Yuki's light. He's talented, honest, fragile... and dazzling. I want to taint him. I was a foster kid, so the only world I knew was filthy until then. Compared to my cynicism and lack of emotions, Hiiragi shines so brilliantly. I carefully... carefully cherished him for so long. Like wrapping my hands around a shining rock I found in the sandbox. Damn it. I'm seriously... such a piece of shit. What... What even is this place? This is where you live, Akihiko?! Is that even possible?! It's even noisier during the day because there's a print shop. Say what, now?! I'm gonna put some beer in. A-Are all of these thrown out convenience store bentos? You've even got some frozen... Doing my part to stop food waste. You didn't even freeze them properly. Doesn't the rice get hard? Ah... the rice that gets hard after freezing it... usually tastes fine when you put it in ochazuke. You're a genius. This place is definitely cursed, but if the rent's cheap and you can play your drums, it can't be that bad. Right? The ghost of an old guy pops up, though. Huh?! But this place is pretty freakin' awesome. Have you seen him? Have you actually seen him?! They shoot fireworks around here in the summer. Huh? There's a river just past the station, and they said we'd probably be able to see them from up here. Huh... Aki. Uh, w-wait just a sec. Huh? Before that, there's something I want to discuss with you. Later. Hey! I... Oh, jeez! It's not what I imagined at all. It's not like Hiiragi's music, or Mafuyu's, either. Are we gonna play this? Damn it. I really don't wanna. But... God damn it. Ritsuka, food's ready— Oh, man. He's at it again. Huh?! I made a demo. Listen to it. What?! Dude, that was way too fast! Just hurry up and listen, damn it. You do realize you're at a different school, right? Okay, okay, I got it. Jeez. For crying out loud. Couldn't you wait until the studio... Hiiragi. Hurry up and say something. Why... This song actually... isn't your sound. That's how I wrote it. Huh... So it's his ex's song? That's why you're in such a bad mood. Yeah... but also, no. Eh? Then what's with that expression? Look, it's someone else's song. It's kind of like... For example, like you were gonna finish someone else's incomplete painting. Okay... You can pretty much paint over it however you want. But there's no point if you just completely paint over the old painting. Ah, I see. So that's why it's bugging you. That sounds a little like restoring paintings. What's that? It's where you fix paintings that are old, damaged, or have paint peeling off. Not only do you need the proper technique, you need to know the artist and what they were trying to express. You have to understand this Yuki person better than anyone else. That's basically what you're trying to do now, right? But man, you're too much of a softy, you know that? Okay, then what if... you were asked to take care of a painting by Yatake-san's ex-girlfriend? I'd rip it to shreds. I mean, that's basically like a love letter written by his ex, isn't it? It'd be hellish. Yuki Yoshida. The impression I get from the demo is that he's self-righteous, pleasure-seeking, and cool-headed. And yet, there's a hint of loneliness. To be honest, I'd imagined someone delicate... Someone more like Mafuyu. Actually, if I'm being really honest, I was trying not to think about him at all. You see, I... had someone I really, truly loved. Uenoyama-kun! Uh... Mafuyu? I kept calling for you. Er, right. He scared me... I sent you a message asking when you wanted to have the band meeting, but you never responded. Oh, so you came to ask me directly. He's pouting... It's sorta adorable. I thought he was actually avoiding me. Kaji-san asked if the weekend would work. Oh, sorry. I'm gonna have to pass. I already promised Hiiragi I'd go into the studio with him. Have the three of you been together all the time lately? All the time... Actually, aside from when I'm working, yeah, maybe. Sorry. I'll contact Kaji-san later. Hiiragi's already got it. I only gave him the demo a day or two ago, but he's already got it. To be honest, this band's freakin' awesome. It's just like when I think a band is gonna make it big, and in a few months, they're doing a song for a commercial. First off, Hiiragi doesn't have any flaws. And then there's Shizusumi... How the hell is he so good at the drums? Maybe it's because he played sports, but he's great at using his wrists. He's got great rhythm, and most of all, he's so open-minded. Damn... I want to try to finish this song. Hey. We're gonna finish this song by the time of our record release show. He's got some brass balls on him, for sure. Damn it, I'm starving. Let's get something to eat. Agreed. Oh, we're gonna be shooting a music video, so we'll be rehearsing that next time. A music video? Didn't you shoot one before? They shot that for us as a supplementary prize for CAC. This one's gonna be for our debut song. You're gonna be in it, too, y'know. What?! But I'm just a fill-in! It's fine. You probably won't be in it much, anyway. What do you mean, it's fine?! Mafuyu! Hey! What's up? Heading home from work? Yeah. You guys were in the studio again today? Yup! We've got a show coming up. And we're shooting a music video soon. We're about to grab some food. You should come with us. Come with us! I'm not going. Huh? What? C'mon... No. Huh? See you later. Okay, be careful. Let's go get ramen. I can't speak very well. The band, Uenoyama-kun... A bunch of things are suddenly falling on me... And I can't hear the music properly. It's just like before... I feel like I'm being left behind by everyone. I hate it. I'm scared. Okay, okay, okay. I'll be right there! Jeez. Huh? Eh? Uh... What? Dude, you seriously always show up outta nowhere. How'd you find out where I live? Haruki-san told me. I was already warned, but it really is bad. Yeah, it's noisy. No, I mean other things, too. Ah... I guess it's been a while, huh? Sorry I haven't been to the studio in a while. College exams and preparing for my competition's been pretty rough. Oh, that reminds me! The thing about our possible debut! Isn't that crazy? That's how much influence CAC has? Also, we're friggin' hot. You want to debut, Kaji-san? Huh? Wait, what? Do you want to? Hm? U-Uh... Okay, one sec. Uh... We're starting from there? Okay... listen. It's not about "want." I'm gonna do it. I don't care how many years it takes, or what it looks like. I'm gonna do it. I can be in a band. I can be a violinist. I really want to make a living with music. I feel like I can do anything if I'm with you, Uenoyama, and Haruki. So I'm gonna take every opportunity that comes my way. Also, I haven't been looking for a job since I've been playing violin so much. How do you feel about it? Don't worry. I'll keep it a secret from the other guys. Just tell me. Uh... Um... Uh... Uh-huh. Um... I'm scared... I think. I don't know. I can't imagine it. I was just playing music because it was fun. But I saw Uenoyama-kun with guys from another band today, and I remembered how everything fell apart because of music. If I go pro, I won't be able to run away from music anymore, and I may lose something again. And even if that happens... No matter what happens, I keep wondering if I'm still going to have to give my all to music. Yeah, I get that. Aren't Hiiragi or Uenoyama-kun scared at all? Yeah, I don't know about that. Those guys are definitely light-types. Rather than worry about all the negative stuff that may come, they probably only pay attention to all the sparkly stuff that's in the light. This is my shot! They have a record release show coming up, don't they? Why don't you go check that out? I get that you might not want to see Ue supporting some other guy, but... I don't wanna go. Yeah, I definitely get that. Thanks for having me over. Sure. Be careful getting home. No, really. Mafuyu was acting all weird, right?! You're saying that now?! It finally hit you? He's probably pissed that a guy from his band got poached by another one. People actually feel that way? Seriously, what is Mafuyu to you? Or he might be thinking his guy's been stolen again. Huh? But no one's stolen me. That's not what I mean! Listen to me, damn it! With everything that happened with Yuki, I can't have him hating me again over music! What are you talking about? He hasn't told you?! Why else would I ask?! I'm saying that Yuki... Back then, when Yuki... Right before it happened, those two had a huge fight. I mean, I don't know the details, either... But I'm pretty sure the reason was music. Back then, Yuki was completely obsessed with music. But Mafuyu never said he wanted to play, too. Mafuyu might've thought that he ended up alone because of music. So he probably hated music... and I never thought he'd come over to this side. That's why I was pretty shocked when he was suddenly in a band... O-Oh, shit... Huh? Wait, what?! My head's been so full with that song lately, I think I might've been doing the same thing... Th-This is... really bad... Could I get more noodles, please? You got it! I totally assumed Mafuyu would come to our show... I need to actually talk to him. You know, it sure took you guys long enough. O-Oh, shit! M-Mafu... Mafuyu's gonna hate me... I just... Nothing ever goes well for me! That so? Yes! We started this for Mafuyu and ended leaving him all alone again! Yeah, pretty much. I can't! It's not like I was trying to keep secrets! But still... Shizu? Are you mad? Honestly... I really do understand Mafuyu's feeling left out. Huh? The one who's truly being left out here... is me. Huh? I mean... You liked Yuki, too, didn't you? Wha— Wait, what? What exactly are we talking about right now? You always looked like you were having fun after Yuki invited you to be in the band. B-But you were also... You were having fun, too... Me? What?! What? Why is Shizu mad? What? Me? Like Yuki? Wait... Wait, wait, wait, that's not right! You! I like you! You've got the wrong idea, dumbass! It's you! You! I like you! I-I... Not to mention... Why do you want to play Yuki's song now? For Mafuyu? Is that really the case? It's because you're still sad about it. No, really. What the hell? This all came outta nowhere. You're acting like you have any idea how I feel! First of all, I— I... I like you, damn it! I see. Huh?! Then what do you want to do? Wait... what? What do I want to do? With Shizu? Huh? Did you hear what I just said? I like you! So say something back! See? It's not like you actually want to do something with me. Huh? I never said that. You know, I want to take it step by step... L-Like holding hands at first... Huh? I-It's touching— When you say you like someone, it usually involves getting this put in. You wouldn't be able to do that stuff with me, would you? If you're going to actually respect our boundaries, so will I. So, what do you want to do? You can decide. Wha... What a piece of shit! Hiiragi? Are you home? What's his problem? Why's he mad? Also, was Shizusumi always like that? Hiiragi? Actually... When I think about it rationally, Shizusumi might be right. Saying that I want to finish the song, or have Mafuyu listen to it... They're all just excuses. Maybe I really have just been sad because Yuki's gone... And this whole time... I might've just been relying on Shizusumi and wanting attention from him. I idolized Yuki. He was someone special to me, but it's not like I wanted to end up with him. I mean... Yuki took Mafuyu by the hand, and they completed their own little world. And from the looks of it, their world had nothing to do with me. They were... Yuki was a sanctuary for me. Just basking in Yuki's special light... Just listening to Yuki's special music... All I needed was to be able to watch from the audience. Right next to Shizusumi. Of course Shizu would think that I liked Yuki. Hey, don't hit my teeth with your piercing. What? I thought you liked— Huh?! Hey. Aki, come on. Hurry up and answer the door. Let's ignore it. No, really! Get the door! Your lights are on! It's obvious you're home! Nah, whoever it is will eventually leave. God damn it! Hey, Mafuyu! I keep telling you to stop showing up unannoun— Wait... Huh? It's the other one? Akihiko! U-Um... Who was it? Could you fix your clothes? Um... Sorry for showing up at a bad time... No, no, it's fine. So... It's been a while since the three of us have gotten together, huh? Yes. What brings you here so late? Oh, right. The reason I'm here. It was on my way home. Here. I came to give you these tickets. Hiiragi's band's first major show. Yikes. Aw, man. You get to do all the cool things. No fair. Wha— I mean... We can just debut, too, then! Yeah, I'd love to. Wouldn't you? I just said I would! Then quit wasting time and convince Mafuyu so you don't have to be so uptight. But you're holding back on him. Hurry up and convince our vocalist. Am I right? Hm... So, about our debut... The deal's still on, so let's set a few things straight. Did you know that we're all graduating this year? Huh? Me from graduate school, Akihiko as an undergrad, and you two are graduating high school. So, yeah. No matter what we do, there's a lot changing for us up ahead. You're pretty awesome, you know that? After all's said and done, you're always closest to the stage. I... Since you're gonna be on stage, why not pull Mafuyu up from there? As usual, you're just gonna have to reel him in with music. I was trying to be nice, and you just keep blathering on... I'm freaking out here because music's clearly not working! Not to mention I'm dealing with the guy who's made of mysteries! Damn it! Reel him in with music?! Just wait until the day of the show! I'm gonna beat the shit outta you two with my music! You're not supposed to laugh! You know, I totally get Mafuyu's anxiety and Uecchi's hesitation. Where'd that come from? Just think about it. Isn't this a bit much for high school kids? Along with the band, their current relationship's being added to the pile. It's pretty insane, having to think about what you're gonna do if you break up. Wait! Wait a sec, sorry. This is probably hitting close to home... Huh? Not really. Honestly, I'm pretty confident, even with stuff like that. But I guess this might be pretty heavy for seventeen-year-olds. I mean... It's basically like committing double suicide with your current partner, right? Yeah. I'm not going today. I'll be okay. See you later. I couldn't sleep at all. I cried so hard that my face feels all dry. I feel sick. I was exhausted from crying and kept having short dreams. They were all about the past and Shizusumi. What do you want to do? "After hearing you guys in the studio the other day, I wanted to change up the song a bit. Give it a listen." I'm exhausted. Damn it. What am I supposed to do? This is so freaky! Come up here, Shizu! Is there actually anything fun about that? Oh, yeah. That guardrail... When Shizu and I were little, we walked on top of it and got yelled at big-time. Another dream about Shizu? That guardrail... I tried walking on top of it twice. That winter when I entered high school... I just felt like doing something bad, like when I was a kid. But once I was up there, the flaming sunset was just so terrifying that I couldn't even take a single step. Hiiragi. He's right. He did change it just a little. Huh? Wait... Wait, I just figured something out. I think I just figured something out. I think I figured out the continuation of this song that Yuki wanted to write. The way Uenoyama and Yuki would look at Mafuyu... Just like me... they just... liked Mafuyu, plain and simple... Why didn't I realize it sooner? I liked Shizusumi in that same special way. Hey. Hey. Do you really understand what your actions imply? Isn't it obvious? What?! You've never gotten the gold one? Oh, fine... I'll trade you for my gold one. Here. That day in class when I gave him the gold paper that only one kid could get... I think I saw Shizu smile for the first time. I'm not sure why Shizu, who rarely smiled, actually smiled. I could also be correcting my memories. But after that... Before Shizu would just come with us, I ended up taking his hand and leading him around. And even after that... I wanted his eyes to see only me. I was so happy that Shizu got closer to me despite all the holes in his life. From the start, I was always the one who... I like you, Shizu! What? Hey. From the very beginning, when you made me a god over that single sheet of gold origami paper... This superiority complex from feeling needed... I want to fill those holes. I love him so much. I want to belong to him. Tell me you want me. I'll give myself to you. Do you really get what you're doing? You're the one who doesn't get it! Stop holding back on what you want by acting cool! Stop saying things to push me away from you! No. You definitely don't get it. Do you really understand what it means to tell someone walking through the desert, "Sure, you can lick up a bit of my water"? Well... You can have a lick. You can have all of me. Do you really understand what I'm going to do to you? You're going to be crying and whimpering. I won't cry! Huh? Wait, down there— Yeah, my hand is going there. No way... You're gonna be fine, right? Shut up! I know what's going to happen! Do you want to stop? Shut up! No! Stop asking me over and over, stupid! Huh? Why... Why are you smiling like that? Wait, what?! No, no, no! I'm scared! Wait! No way! It's going in— What is this? What is this? I'm already crying my eyes out... And he's got the biggest grin on his face. Really? What the hell's going on with his emotions? But... He's showing his teeth as he smiles. He's smiling the same way he did last time... Wait. I guess he might've been showing his teeth back then, too. Yesterday... he let me do everything... Even the things I felt a little bad about... He let me do all of them. He let me do them. This is the best. What time is... Hiiragi. I love you. Let me stay by your side... until I die. Until... you die? Wh-What?! You're so freakin' dramatic, Shizu. Am I? That's how you're going to ask me out? Why can't you ask normally? That was the most casual way I had. God, you're dramatic. All right. We will now begin our shoot for the music video for syh's "Parade." It's a pleasure to work you all today! Thank you. You're all set. Thanks! You need this many people to shoot a music video? I can take your water for you. Uh... Thank you. Cameras are ready! Thanks for waiting! Here we go! Damn it! He always pisses me off! Hey, Hiiragi. Did something happen with you? Huh? Your sound sorta changed... and I think the way you sing has, too. Did you two— N-Nothing happened! I guess I hit the nail on the— You didn't hit shit! Just shut up and go buy our food already! I want the cheeseburger meal! Thanks! 'Preciate it! He's always provoking me! And yet, he's always an emotional roller coaster! Being in a band with him for too long is gonna send my emotions off the rails, too! I see. Your music is awesome, at least... I see. "I see. I see." I've thought so for a while, but you seriously lack any presence. How'd you end up in a band with Hiiragi? Because I love him. It's green. W-Wait a sec! Wait. Are you two actually going out, then? Yeah. Huh?! Hooking up when you're the only two in the band... That seems worse than our band. Does it? I mean... you guys are pros! That's different from us. Not to mention... Don't you think about how your sound might change if things get in the way? I like music. I'm pretty sure I'm taking it rather seriously. More than you, even. I'm doing music so I can stay by Hiiragi's side. There's nothing else. So there'll be no change or hesitation in my music. I can sacrifice myself for Hiiragi's music. I can't be like you or Mafuyu... But I've never felt suffering like you guys have... and that's my strength. This dude's messed up. He's actually insane. I thought he had no sense of self and was just doing what was asked of him, but it's the total opposite. I didn't know guys like him existed. He's a bit extreme, but I'm actually sorta jealous of the way he doesn't hesitate. Mafuyu. Mafuyu. Oh... I'm dreaming about Yuki. Are you going off somewhere again? Oh, right. He formed a band with the others. Wait. I'm really lonely, so don't leave me behind. Wai— My voice won't come out. A dream... Lately, I can't hear music. From the moment I met Uenoyama-kun... No matter what we did, it never stopped playing, but now... Huh? How long have I not been singing? How did I even sing?
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izu I've checked out the scope for the mid-term test. Mafuyu, did you take up a lot of slots for your part time during spring break? Not yet, slotting them in from now. What about you, Uenoyama-kun? Me too. Would like some studio time. Yeah. We can go see some effectors again too. Yeah. Everyone, take one piece of origami paper at a time. This one! Me too! It is not a race. If you want a specific color, ask nicely for them to swap it with you. I want silver! You're always taking the sillver, it's unfair! Why? It's not! I want silver too. Huh? Shizusumi-kun, you took the same color again? Don't you want gold like the others? it's fine, I have a piece. I don't need it. What? You've never gotten the gold color? Mafuyu... Is that guy there? Hiiragi? Shizu-chan too? Like, I've said, Mafuyu is like a little brother to me rather than a childhood friend! So? So, I'm saying I know about Mafuyu a 100 times more than you! Oh? What does that have to do with knowing someone longer? Besides, Mafuyu said that you're like his little sister. I'll kill him! And so, what does that have to do with you missing the note just now? I'm saying that you're not matching up with me is because you've got a problem dealing with other people! In the first place, you think I had the beat correct too! Right, Shizu?! Yeah. Take a little more interest in me! Shuddup! Quit bitching on every single thing! What does that gotta do with Mafuyu?! It pisses me off you acting like a boyfriend when you can't even get along with other people! Then you try matching with me! YOU try to be more considerate of me! Why should I? Uenoyama-kun, it's time to go. Both of you, stop fighting. We're not. We have to go to the Given studio next. Well then, I'll see you the day after. Good work. Good work!! G'job. Argh!!! I just can't stand him personality-wise! What's with that "I'm above everyone else" attitude?!! Disliking people similar to oneself. We are totally incompatible!! I hate those who thinks the world revolves around them! Disliking people similar to oneself. Does the sound not match at all? Nah, when it does match, we sync perfectly. So they do sync. Then why did you accept to being Hiiragi's support? Why...well, that's because... They were cooler than I thought. I hated those that go with the trend. Or so I thought. Not only their music sounded good, it just imprinted itself into my head. It felt better than I've imagined. It was just simply good. In the autumn of 2nd year high school, they won at CAC and were about to debut... ...when their supporting guitarist left. When they were thinking of how to fill in the whole, the target of their arrow was... Me??!! It's just until we find the next guitarist. Just for the in-between, a time limited thing. For two lives. If your guitarist quitted, you can just skip having lives for now. Of course we're doing it! I want to enhance our reputation. Then why me? Because at CAC, when I saw your live, I thought of teaming up with you. Anyways, what are you guys doing here today? Are you that confident? Or because you're high schoolers, you wanna party at lives? Anyway, I'm asking you. Besides, there's something I want to try with you. In the end, the reason why I accepted being their supporting guitarist is because... It seems like it'll be a lot of fun. Yeah, that's it. In conclusion, Hiiragi has a charm that attracts people. Um, please have these. Gifts? Thanks! Oh, is it alright to accept all these? Yes, please use them! Can we have a pic? A pic, sure! Hey, Uenoyama! Haruki-san! and Big sis! Hey there! Why? Eh both of you? We met at the entrance We're invited as guests because we helped them shoot their MV last time. Oh... Where's Take-san? Working overtime. What about you? Where's that kid that looks like a Pomeranian? Ah, Mafuyu? He is part-timing today. Well then, I'll just greet everyone and go home. For now, great job for the live! You were really cool! Thanks. You're not together with Kaji-san today? He's busy prepping something for his violin. We're all doing our separate things lately. Next, can we take a pic with this guy too? Sure, sure! Thanks. Shouldn't you go over there too? It's okay. I just can't keep up with HIiragi's socializing side. Oh, Matsumura-san! You came! Thanks Sure, Hiiragi is very charming and fun but I would like our own band to be recognized more. I'm envious of him and I get sick of it. Uh, about that... Actually, there's talk of debuting for Given... ...from a recording company. EH? Um, they contacted me today. EHHHHHH!!! DEBUT?! Ah, wait! To be precise, it's not that we can debut but more like whether if we would like to debut. It's from someone that gave me their name card at CAC. Asking that if we would like to debut and to contact them eventually. It's not like there's anything confirmed though... What did you reply? I haven't reply them. I've only told you so far. Oh, they are a big shot. Isn't that great? You were listening?! You should be more aware of your surroundings. You were the one who shouted "debut" in a loud voice. Wha-?! I'll talk about it with Akihiko so you talk to Mafuyu too. About your future path after graduating and about how far you guys would like to pursue music. I'll forward the mail to you later. Well then, see ya. Future path? Huh? What's with that "I've never thought about it " face? I've thought aboout it. I've thought about it before but... Hey, it's about time. OK. Hiiragi, what about you? Did you struggle about it? On how to live life from now. Not really. Besides, a possibility has arise. Be more happy about it. Be more happy? Sure there's a tingling feeling in my stomach. We did not make it for CAC. I was jealous for Hiiragi being able to debut. And now, my heart is pounding like hell. Seriously, isn't this incredible?! Oh, I know that person, He's Mafuyu-senpai. Ah, the one in the band. Is he famous? Didn't he joined a fes or something? Really? I want a pic! Hey, Mafuyu! Uenoyama is calling you. De..but? Haruki-san was asking whether if you're thinking of that. Whether if you are planning to continue pursuing music and also... ...about what you're planning to do in the future. Honestly, I'm really happy. Do you want to try challenging it? I'll think about it later. What do you mean 'later'? Sorry, we'll talk about it next time. Mafuyu, hey! EH? Why??!! Eh??!! Uenoyama, we need to change classrooms next. Hey, Hiiragi, you're going back already? What, work again? Yup. Did you see Shizu? Shizusumi? He said he was going to skip classes at the infirmary. Shizu Let's go home. Hey! Shut up, you're really noisy. It's boring. Let's go to the studio. Going to the studio everyday, what are you planning to do? Make new demos. Hiiragi, what about you? Did you struggle about it? Is he stupid or what? After Yuki died, I've decided on how I want to live when reforming the band. And by doing this, I can tie Shizusumi's life to mine for a little longer. Shizusumi always has this look like he has no interest in my life whatsoever. But he still follows me until the end. He seems like he's not listening but he still says the things I want to hear. When i said "Let's form a band", he came along somewhat. Even when I couldn't contact Mafuyu anymore.... You should go back to your own place. Don't wanna. Even if I go back, there's no one there. Hurry up and get in, it's cold. Shizusumi is sometimes kind. Up until lately, I was happy with only that. Perhaps... Just perhaps.. No, not perhaps but I actually like Shizusumi, maybe?!! Stop it, it's hot This is because Mafuyu said things like hurry up and get together with Shizu. Eventhough he's such a blockhead, I really like him. Uenoyama says he's reach the station. I like like like like like him. In the first place, he's too handsome. Are you listening? What's with that face? He has a great body too. Eventhough he was smaller than me lastime! Hiiragi? Even his aloof voice is great! AHH! What should I do ? I like him! Ah, what is it? Huh, what? Mafuyu is... Mafuyu is really funny! It's not funny at all. This is the best thing I've heard today. Shut up! Quit laughing! But you squeezed out every drop of your courage to invite him to debut professionally... ...but he turned down with a "We'll talk about it next time"? Thank for your hard work. Wait, hang on. In the first place, why does he back off everytime I invited him to do something?! Maybe you're just too persistent? I'll kill you! Well, he's the type who thinks things for a long time. Once he has decided, he will not change his mind but he will stay quiet until he has his answer. Because he thinks over it so much, he'll suddenly start with the conclusion. I'm going home. Wait, my bad. Besides that, why are we meeting here instead of the studio? There's something I would like to discuss today. Discuss? I've just sent you a sample. What, do you want to do a new song? It's not a new song, it's an old song. I thought I've already received all the songs. No, there are some that we didn't give to you. They are songs when Yuki was the vocal. Yuki is... Mafuyu's dead childhood friend. Have you heard of him before? Not really, only vaguely. This band started with Yuki, Shizu and me. There were songs that were written by the three of us and some were quite successful. That's one of it. What about the song up til now? Those that you've played were written by me. Those written by Yuki, we have not played it since he died. Wait, why didn't you play them all these while? I thought I couldn't sing Yuki's songs after he's gone. Not just because of the sentimental side of it, I'm just not up to par for it. I don't understand. Is he that good? Sorry, but I don't think this Yuki guy is better than you. You don't understand a single thing. Yuki was an incredibly charismatic person. My song are like junk food but Yuki's songs are different. This sample is half done, both song and lyrics. Once we've decided on a fixed guitarist, we won't have the chance to do this anymore. Before that, I'd like to complete it. Wait, hang on. I totally don't feel like doing it. Yeah well, I'd thought you'd say so. It's hard completing someone's piece. You've never written lyrics either. It's fine if you can't do it. Shut up! I can do that at least, dumbass! For starters, try listening to the sample. I joined as a supporting guitarist because I acknowledged Hiiragi's talent. This is just not making any sense... Frankly, I don't feel like doing it at all. I mean, he was Mafuyu's ex-boyfriend. Tsk, can't be helped. Maybe Yuki on that night just thought, "Well, I should try this" and crossed the white line that normal people would casually not, just like that. I still don't understand what Yuki was thinking. You think Uenoyama will do it? Hey Shizu, are you listening? Sorry, something came up. What?! I'll be going back from that way Huh?! See ya tomorrow. Hey! What thing? With who? That was close, I was nearly tricked! Bye! Who are you meeting at this time?! Hey!! Damn, he's fast. Mafuyu... Hey Shizu-chan. Is this about the debut? You've heard of it? Yeah, from Uenoyama. He says you were worried about it. Rather than being worried about it... It's more like I don't get it. I didn't think about it at all. When did you start thinking about it, Shizu-chan? When I was told by Hiiragi. We're going professional! He said that we're going pro and I thought "Oh Okay" In the first place, why are you hesitating? I don't know. For me, if Hiiragi says he wants to do it, I'll just go with it. Because you like Hiiragi? You are scared, aren't you? I'm not like you or Yuki. Even before you two realize your feelings, you had each other so I doubt you'll understand but... I don't have a choice. I can't be picky on how I do things I'd be even willing to throw my life away. You don't even know how good you have it. If you like Hiiragi that much, why won't you do anything? That guy... I think he likes Yuki a little. Eh? I don't know what kind of love it was though. He was captivated by Yuki. There's something I want to try with you. He's totally captivated by him. Even when he first started music. Why do you think Hiiragi continued playing in a band? It was like this from before. Because you were at a closer distance, you didn't notice it but the four of us revolves around Yuki. Is that so? Yes it is. It pisses me of how much everyone loves Yuki. That's why I don't mind fighting a long battle. I got off track. Anyways, what I can say is... If you don't have any attachment of being in a band... or rather the determination to live along with Uenoyama forever... I won't say bad about it , it's best to let it go now. Hiiragi was able to bloom because of Yuki. He's talented, honest, tender hearted and... dazzling. I want to defile him. As a foster child, I've only known the disgusting side of the world. To the me, who was twisted and emotionally numbed, Hiiragi was especially bright. I've treated him with care, like encasing a precious stone from the sandbox. Damn it, I'm such a jerk. Wha?! What's with this place?! Do you live at such a place, Akihiko?! How can you live here?! It's even noisier in the day time because there's a printing company here. What??!! I'll put the beer in. These are all disposed convenience store food? There are even frozen ones! Cutting down food wastage. Just freezing them like that, won't the rice be hard? Oh, hard and frozen rice... If you made them into ochazuke, it'll mostly taste good. (ochazuke is when you pour hot soup stock or tea onto rice, like soupy rice) That's brilliant! Well, it sure is quite hellish but since they allow instruments and the rent is cheap... I guess it's a nice place. Right? Actually, the ghost of an old man appears too. But it was so crazy... Did you see it? Did you see him before?! They do fireworks in this area during the summer. They shoot it from the other side of the river so at this height, we'll be able to see it, probably. I see... Aki... W-wait a min. There's something I want to talk about before this. Later. W-wait...Geez! It's totally different than what I thought. It's different from Hiiragi and Mafuyu's music too. Am I really doing this? Damn it. I don't want to do it but... Ugh... damnit... Ritsuka, dinner! Wow, it's that again. Eh? I've made sample so listen to it. EHHH! Isn't that a little too fast?! Hurry up and listen to it. Besides that, this is not your school. Okay, okay I get it! Geez, can't you wait until we get to the studio... Hiiragi... Hurry up and say something. Why... This song is not like your music... I made it so... Ohh, a song written by an ex? So, that's why you are pissed. Yeah but that's not it. Huh, then why are you making that face? It's someone else's song. Like for example, you're trying to complete someone else's painting. If you thought of doing it, you can totally paint over it. But if you repaint the entire thing, that would be meaningless. Oh, I see, no wonder you were uncomfortable with that. It's like restoring a painting. What's that? Fixing and restoring an old painting that has peeled off due to time. Not only the technique, you have to understand the artist to tell what the painting was trying to convey. You'll have to know this Yuki person better than anyone else. That's what you are trying to do now right? Anyways, aren't you being to nice? Then, what if you were given Yatake-san's ex-girlfriend painting to fix? I'll rip it to shreds. That's because it was like a love letter written by ex, isn't it? That'll be hell. Yoshida Yuki, the impression I get from the sample was... Self-righteous, hedonistic and cool-headed but there's a hint of loneliness somewhere. I baselessly assumed that he would be a more sensitive person like Mafuyu. No, to be precise, I tried not to think about it. I... I used to really love a person. Uenoyama-kun! Mafuyu? I've called you a few times. Ah yes? That shocked me. I've sent you a few messages asking when we're having the band meeting but you never replied so... Oh, you've come to ask that? He's pouting. It's rather cute. I thought he was avoiding me... Kaji-san was suggesting Saturday or Sunday. Ah sorry, I'll have to pass. I've promised Hiiragi to go to the studio. Are you three always together lately? Umm, except on days I'm part-timing, I think most of the time? My bad, I'll contact Kaji-san myself later. Hiiragi... He has already gotten it down almost perfectly. It has been only a day or two since I've handed him the sample but he nailed it down already. Frankly, this band is crazy good. I thought this band was just riding the trend fever but... I'm getting the feeling from when they churned out a CM song within a few months. In the first place, there's no flow in Hiiragi. And besides, Shizusumi... What's with him being so good at drums? Maybe he used to be a sportsman, his wrists are flexible and he has a greate sense of rhythm. What's more is he has a wide perspective. Damnit, I want to complete this song. Hey! We're gonna finish this song before the album's first live. Fine with me, I'll take up the challenge! I'm starving! Let's eat something. Agreed. Oh, we are gonna shoot for a MV soon so next, we're gonna practice that. MV? DIdn't you shoot one the last time? That was for the winning prize of CAC. This time will be for our debut song! You'll be in it too. Huh? But I'm just a supporting guitarist. It's fine. They'll not shoot you that much. What do you mean it's fine? Oh, Mafuyu! Going home from your part-time job? Yeah. You guys were at the studio today too? Yup, cuz we are having a live soon. We're gonna shoot a MV too. We're going to eat something now, you come too. Come on. Not going. Eh? Come on, let's go... Not going. Next time. 'Kay, be careful. Let's go eat ramen. I couldn't talk to them properly. Regarding the band and Uenoyama-kun... Everything came suddenly... I can't hear the music properly... Just like that time... It feels like when I was left behind by them. I don't want this. I'm scared. Okay, okay. I'm coming now! Eh?! Why? What? You are always so sudden. How did you know this place? Haruki-san told me. I've heard of it but this is really bad. Right, yeah... I mean other things too. I guess it's been awhile? Sorry, I couldn't show up at the studio. I'm swamped with university exams and the violin competition. Besides that, the talk about us debuting, that's crazy! Is it the effect from CAC? And we have great looks too. Kaji-san, do you want to go pro? Eh? Huh?! Do you want to? Eh?! Uh... wait... Yeah... From there? Okay, you know, it's not I want to but it's I will. No matter how many years it takes, in what form, I will. It doesn't matter whether if it is going pro with the band or the violin, I really want to make a living by music. And with you, Uenoyama and Haruki, I think I can achieve anything. That's why I'll take any opportunities that I can. Besides, I've been playing my violin so much that I haven't got time for job searching. What do you think about it Mafuyu? I'll keep it a secret from others so tell me. I... I think I'm scared. I don't know. I just can't imagine it. Because I've just been playing music for fun. Today, I saw Uenoyama-kun with other band members. When I remembered about how because of music, everything turned to dust... If we became professionals and there was no escape from music, I might lose something again... When it becomes like that, no matter when and what, do we still have to pour everything into music? I understand your feelings. Hiiragi and Uenoyama-kun... Don't they feel scared? I wonder. Because they are light beings. Rather than the dark side of things, they live by emphasizing more on the positive side of things. Haha, chance, hahaha! Aren't they doing their first album live soon? Why don't you go have a look? You might not want to see Ue supporting another man's band though. I don't want to go. I totally get you. Sorry for the intrusion... Sure, get back home safely. No, there's certainly something wrong with Mafuyu! Now? Finally? He's probably pissed cuz his own member got snatched by another band. Does he even have those feelings? What do you think Mafuyu is? Or perhaps he thinks that his guy is being snatched by me again. Huh? I'm not being snatched by you. I'm not talking about that kind of thing! Listen properly! Because of the incident with Yuki, I'll be troubled if I'm being hated by him again because of music! What are you tallking about? Didn't you hear about it? About what? About Yuki... They had a huge fight before the incident. I don't really know the details too but I have a feeling that it was because of music. That time, Yuki was really immersed in music but Mafuyu would never say that he wanted to join too. Perhaps Mafuyu thinks that because of music, he became all alone. That's why I thought Mafuyu hated music and would never come over to this world. When I heard he joined a band, I was really surprised. Huh?! This is bad! What?! Because of that song, lately I've become like that too. This is really bad. Another serving of noodles please! Coming right up. I thought that Mafuyu would naturally come to our live but I'll have to invite him properly... You guys sure realized things late. This is bad! Mafu... Mafuyu is gonna hate me again! Nothing... is going right at all! Really? Yes it is! I thought I was doing this for Mafuyu but he's gonna be all alone again. Yeah, maybe. No way!! It's not like I kept it a secret or what but... but... Shizu? Are you perhaps angry? I quite understand Mafuyu's feelings of being left out. The one that's really being left out from the group... ...was me That's because you too... ...liked Yuki, right? What? What are you talking about? You looked like you are having so much fun when Yuki asked you to joined the band. But that, Shizu too... You too were having fun... Me? What ? What is he angry about? What did he say? Me, like Yuki? Wait, hang on. Wait a sec, that's not it! You! It's you! It's a misunderstanding you idiot! It's you! you! you! I... In the first place, why do you want to play Yuki's song now? For Mafuyu's sake? Is it really so? It's because you're lonely even now, right? What? Seriously, what are you saying suddenly? With the face that thinks he knows everything I'm feeling now! In the first place, I ... I... ...Like you! Oh is that so? Then what do you want to do? Huh, what do I want to do... with Shizu? Did he hear my confession? I like you! You, say something! See, you don't feel like doing anything with me, right? Huh? I'm not saying that. Well, we'll take things step by step... like holding hands and ... huh? It's poking... Usually if you say 'Love', it includes putting this in... You can't do those things with me, can't you? If you'll watch your boundaries, I'll behave too. So, what do you want to do? You can decide. Damn you bastard! Hiiragi, are you home? What's with that guy? Why was he angry? Was Shizusumi such a guy? Hiiragi! No, if I think about calmly, he might be right. Like, wanting to complete the song and letting Mafuyu hear it. It was all just excuses. Was I just lonely because Yuki was not here anymore? And perhaps I was using that to take advantage and depend on Shizusumi for everything. I admired Yuki. He was a special person to me but I've never thought of wanting to be anything to him. Because Yuki took Mafuyu's hand and their world was completed. I thought that, that scene had nothing to do with me. They were... or rather, Yuki was a sacred place to me. Yuki's special radiance, his special music... I was just happy to watch from the audience seat... ...with Shizusumi by my side. It's no wonder Shizu thought I was in love with Yuki. Hey, don't bump it on my teeth. But, don't you like it? Ah! Come on, Aki, go get the door. Let's ignore it. No, answer it! They can tell we're here cus the lights are on. It's fine, they will go back eventually. Quit fucking me! Hey, Mafuyu! Stop barging in all of a sud- Huh, you? Akihiko! Um... So who was it? For now, put on your clothes. Ahhh... sorry for the bad timing. No, it was our fault. Erm, it's been awhile since the three of us meet. Yeah, it has. What's wrong, so late at night? Oh right, my business. I thought I could drop by on my way home so... These, I thought I'd come over to hand you the tickets. Hiiragi's band first major live. Ahh, only you getting all the nice things, how unfair~ Well, we just have to debut too! I really want to, don't you want to? I said I want to! Then quit dilly-dallying and convince Mafuyu asap! Stop caring about your image and just go for it. But you're the one who is holding back the most. You've gotta make the vocal feel up to it, right? Regarding the debut talk, since we're still all alive, let's talk clearly about it. Did you know all of us are in our graduating year? Me grad school, Akihiko undergraduate and you guys will be graduating high school. No matter what, things will change from now. You're really amazing. No matter what anyone else says, you're the one nearest to the stage now. Well... Since you are on stage anyways, why don't you pull Mafuyu along too? In the end, like always , you'll have to lead him along with your music. And here I was trying to be thoughtful and you're saying everything you like... It's because I can't get it through with music, I'm in trouble! Plus, my opponent is that weirdo! Pull him through with music?! Watch me during the live! I'll punch you two with my music too! That's not where you are supoosed to laugh!! You know I understand Mafuyu's insecurities and Uechi's hesitation. What it is suddenly? Just think of it normally, isn't this too much for highschoolers? Along with the band, even their relationship is on this boat. It's not an easy feat. What if they break up? No! This is that, isn't it? Sorry, the thought boomerangs... Huh?? It's fine. I'm confident, in that aspect as well. But sure, it might be a little too heavy for 17-years olds. That's like asking the other person to commit a double suicide with you. Yeah, I'm skipping today. I'm fine, have a safe trip. I couldn't sleep at all. My face is all puffy from all the crying too. I feel like crap. After getting sick of crying, I saw a series of short dreams. Like things in the past... they were all about Shizusumi. What do you want to do? After listening to your music the other day at the studio, I felt like changing the second part of the song. Listen to it. So sluggish. Damnit, what am I supposed to do? This is soooo scary! Shizu, you get on too! What is so interesting about that? Come to think of it, that guard rail... I walked on it with Shizu when we were young and we got scolded badly. Sheesh, another dream about Shizu? That guard rail, there was another time that I tried to walk on it again. During the winter we entered high school. It just came suddenly and I thought of doing something naughty like when we were young. But once I was on the rail, as I stared at the mighty sunset that seems like it might burn me, I couldn't move. Hiiragi. Oh, it really is different. Huh? I think... I think I get it. I think I finally understand! The next part of this song that Yuki wanted to write, I think I get it now. Uenoyama... No, how Yuki looks at Mafuyu... It's just like me. Just like how he was just simply, purely in love with Mafuyu... Why didn't I realize it all? With that same special feeling, I've loved Shizusumi all these while. Hey! Yo! You do know what this means if you do this? You get it when you look at it right? What? You've never gotten the gold color? Then it can't be helped. I'll trade my gold for yours. Here. On the day I gave him the only gold paper in class, I think it was the day I've first saw Shizu smile. He doesn't usually smile but why did he smile then? Or perhaps it was the nostalgic filter? But that was the turning point, before Shizu started following me, it was me who grabbed his hand and dragged him along. After that, I wanted to monopolized his gaze that only has me in it. When Shizu who was filled with loopholes got attached to me, I was so happy. It was me who first... I love you, Shizu Hey.. From the start, just with a single gold origami paper, he made me to be a god... This sense of superiority from being coveted, I want to give it to him. He's so dear to me... I want to be his. Say that you want me, I'll give it to you. Do you know what you're saying? You are the one who don't understand! Stop putting up a front and pushing down what you want! Don't say things that push me away. No, you definitely don't understand. Do you get the meaning of giving a lick of water to someone who has been walking in the desert? It's fine, you can lick it... all of it. Do you really get what's going to happen? You'll definitely cry like a baby. No I won't! Uh... that place I'll put my hand in that place too. No way. You're fine with it? Shut up! I get it! Do you wanna stop? Shuddup! I don't wanna stop! Stop asking every single thing, stupid! You! What are you laughing at?! Uh what?!! No, I don't want it! I'm scared! Wai- No way, it's in- What?! What is this?! Here I am, soaked in tears while he's smiling his head off... Seriously, what is he thinking now? But he is showing his teeth when he smiles. It was just like how he smiled back then. Yeah, he showed his teeth back then too. Yesterday, everything I begged from him, even things that I felt sorry doing it to him too... He let me do it all. He forgave me for everything. It was incredible. W-what time is it? Hiiragi... I love you. Let me stay by your side... until I die. Until you die... huh?! Shizu, you are too dramatic for everything! Really? Is that how you confess? Can't you come at me more naturally? I thought it was the simplest of all. You're really so extreme. Then, from now, shooting for syh's music video "Parade" shall begin! We look forward to working with you. Likewise! Okay. Thank you very much! There are so many people just to shoot one MV? I'll take your bottle. Oh, thank you very much. The camera's set! Thank you for waiting! Actual take! As usual, it pisses me off! Hiiragi, did something happened? Your sound changed a little... So did how you sang. Did something happened between you guys? N-no, not really! So I hit the bullseye. No, it's not bullseye!! Hurry up and go buy our stuff! I want a cheeseburger set, thanks! He really knows how to stir people up! And his emotions are like a roller coaster! I'll go crazy If I continue being in the same band as him! Oh really. His music is great though oh really. "oh really, oh really"... I've thought about it before but aren't you a little too passive? Why are you even in a band with Hiiragi? Because I love him. It's green. W-wait a sec! So you guys are really going out? Yes. Having a relationship in a band with just two person, it's even worse than ours. Oh really. But, you guys are professionals! You're different than us. Plus, don't you think about by adding unnecesary things, the music might change and such? I like music. I take it quite seriously, even more than you. And I'm doing music so that I can stand beside Hiiragi, nothing else matters. That's why my sound will not change or waver. I believe in Hiiragi's music. I can't be like you or Mafuyu, that's why I don't understand your conflicts. That is also my strength. This guy is crazy. He has totally blown off any hesitation. I thought he was just someone supporting from the shadows but it's the total opposite. So there are people like this too. Sure, he's extreme but that unwavering will... I'm a little envious of it. Mafuyu! Mafuyu! Ah, it's a dream of Yuki. Where are you going again? Oh, did you form a band with everyone? Wait, I'm lonely so don't leave me alone. My voice won't come out. A dream. Lately, I can't hear the music. Eventhough since I met Uenoyama-kun, no matter what I did, it never stopped. Huh? When did I last sang? How did I used to sing?
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